It's rare for him to be so embarrassed. With that look, he was like a lost dog, with nowhere to go.

He sniffed, not wanting his unpromising side to be exposed to her. So he turned his face away, closed his eyes vigorously, and tried to adjust her own mood.

Qi Suya quietly waited for him to adjust. It wasn't until she saw that his expression softened a little that she sat up slowly.

She looked at him.

"Although, I know, I shouldn't have said that. But why? ”

Jiang Yanzhou looked at her: "What, why?" ”

"Why do you like me? You yourself know that this is called asking for hardship. I'm not a very good person, and this relationship is far more negative than positive for you. ”

She almost became a source of pain for him. If he is smart, he should know how to stop losses in time. Get out as soon as possible to avoid falling deeper and deeper.

However, if feelings can be controlled by human will. If he could really pull out, how could he be so deep in mud like he is now?

It's too late.

Since it started a long, long time ago, it's been too late.

"You're not good, and I'm not necessarily that good."

When he said this, Qi Suya was almost laughed at by him. What is this? Because we're both rotten people, so we should be together?

She couldn't help but shake her head: "I think you probably think too low of yourself. ”

This man ...... Deep down, he seems to be a child with low self-esteem.

No matter how stiff and powerful he was on the outside, his heart was very soft.

In fact, when she first met Jiang Yanzhou, she had thought that this person had a cowardly attitude in many things.

She once thought that this had something to do with Jiang Yanzhou's imprisonment.

But since she went to prison and learned that Jiang Yanzhou was called a 'lone wolf', she denied her inner speculation.

Perhaps the imprisonment did have an impact on his personality. But the impact was almost negligible.

The cause of his personality seems to have predated?

Jiang Yanzhou lowered his head slowly, and his gaze fell on her hand. She propped one hand on the edge of the bed, a serious and thoughtful expression.

Jiang Yanzhou slowly stretched out his hand, and he held her. "I hate myself like that."

Qi Suya was stunned.

When she looked up, she saw a cold man, his facial expression was very lacking, his voice was hoarse, but his tone was very light.

"I hate myself like this, making you worry about me. I know that if I can let go, it's good for you and for me. ”

But he couldn't let it go, and he didn't want to put it down.

is like broken glass in a box, even if holding it in the palm of his hand will hurt his hands, hurt himself, and make himself bloody, he still doesn't want to let go.

I craved for her too much, and this desire overtook everything.

Qi Suya's throat choked.

The two were silent, in the same bed, close together.

What's more, Jiang Yanzhou's hand still held her hand.

But even if there is physical contact, there is still a sense of distantness. may be because their emotions have never resonated, so at this moment, they seem to be standing in different worlds.

Half a day. Jiang Yanzhou opened his voice softly: "Do you remember...... When we first met in Huaichun City? ”

Qi Suya remembered that winter, her own image changed dramatically, and she followed Jiang Yanzhou all the way.

At that time, she found that Jiang Yanzhou didn't recognize herself, and she even deliberately disgusted him, a big brother, and then rushed at him.

"Ahem!"

She was in a panic when she thought about it now.

Jiang Yanzhou seemed to bend his lower lip.

"You're really beautiful, not at all like the old girl. I didn't recognize you. But do you know what I like most about you? ”