Chapter 356: When the Old People Meet, the Moon Falls and the River Falls.
Zilin University.
Eat in the cafeteria at noon.
If it weren't for Zhuang Zhou's accidental mention, Hua Yijin really wouldn't have imagined that Yun Jiaoran would also go to the Zilin Academy of Fine Arts next door.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Do I have rice particles on my face or what? Zhuang Zhou touched the corners of his mouth, looked at Song Fusheng again, and finally stayed on Hua Rujin's face.
"What you just said is true? No wonder there has been no news of Yun Jiaoran, it turned out that it was so close, she actually went to Shen Qingjia's school. "The flowers are still very shocking. But when she thought about Yun Jiaoran, she felt that it was not impossible. After all, that girl has never played cards according to common sense. It's just that why does it have to be Shen Qingjia's school. Yun Jiaoran's results are much better than Shen Qingjia's. This is where the flowers are confused.
"Really. If you don't believe me, you can ask the floating life. Right? Zhuang Zhou said.
"Hmm." Song Fusheng nodded, but his eyes didn't stop on the flowery face for a second. Of course, Blossom knows this detail. That's why she's angry. It has nothing to do with love. Hua Bijin hates Song Fusheng's unbeatable appearance the most, and it is only for her. For Shen Qingjia, he was unwilling to look away, and his eyes were full of endless lovesickness and love. Even at that time, she didn't know such feelings, but she also noticed that unusual emotion. After knowing it, I was even more annoyed. Hua Yijin has never regarded Shen Qingjia as her opponent, because she has never taken Shen Qingjia to heart. This is not a level of people. She subconsciously thought so. But, why does Song Fusheng cherish her like that. Isn't it okay if it's someone else? Therefore, Hua Rujin would rather fulfill her sister Huayan than fulfill Shen Qingjia. It's her heart disease. Of course, now that Hua Yan treats her like this, and the whole family despises her like this, she chose Shen Qingjia's side because of revenge.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhuang Zhou asked. He didn't think that Yun Jiaoran and Hua Bijin's relationship was very close. So he's sure it has nothing to do with friendship. Maybe it's the heart of gossip.
"Nothing. It's just a little unexpected and a little lost. I thought everyone was together. These are insincere words. Hua Yijin just didn't know what to say all of a sudden. Don't tell Zhuang Zhou and Song Fusheng that she is actually jealous. Shen Qingjia has someone to protect her wherever she is. It's just Shen Qingjia. Thinking of this, Hua Rujin couldn't help but feel angry and bloody, and his face was flushed. People who don't know will think that she suddenly has a fever or something wrong.
Zhuang Zhou saw her abnormality, and he asked with a little concern, "Miss Hua." Are you okay? Zhuang Zhou still likes to call it so ridiculously.
"I don't like it when you call me that. Either you call me by my name or you don't call me. Hua Yijin finally spoke her mind this time. I've wanted to say this since I was in high school. But I always felt that it didn't matter if I was just a gentleman, so I didn't say it. It's just that I didn't expect that the university could still be in one school. This is not tolerated. "Really. I've wanted to say for a long time, do you particularly like to taunt me? You know I don't like it when you call me that. You also know what kind of status I have in my family, and you still call me that. You're trying to upset me?! It was the first time that Hua Bijin was so angry with Zhuang Zhou.
Song Fusheng, who was on the side, just ate silently and did not interject. Zhuang Zhou didn't expect that she would be so disgusted by such a boring name. But since she doesn't like to be called Miss Hua so much. She should have said it when she first met, so that he wouldn't keep laughing and calling her nickname. Although he thought so in his heart, Zhuang Zhou didn't say it. Just smiled and said, "Okay, okay." Don't be angry, I won't call you that anymore. Just call you by your name, and your name is like flowers. OK? ”
"......" Hua Bijin changed his breath. He took a deep breath and said, "Each of you has a heart set on making me unhappy. ”
Albeit a very nonsensical accusation. But no one laughed. Maybe it's because they all remember that the flowers are too unfavored at home. So I felt a little sympathetic. After Hua Bijin said this, she didn't say anything related to this topic, she picked up the plate and got up first, "I'll go first." You didn't want to eat with me anyway. "Why don't you understand. Song Fusheng's heart was filled with Shen Qingjia, and he had never been interested in himself. As for Zhuang Zhou, he was simply a heartless person. Hua Yijin didn't want to comment too much on him.
"Walk slowly." Zhuang Zhou waved his hand. Song Fusheng didn't say anything, and continued his usual indifference and contempt. Yes, no one cares if they want to eat with them or go back together. They are completely indifferent to it.
"......" After Hua Yijin walked a few steps, she glanced back at Song Fusheng and Zhuang Zhou with a trace of pitiful luck. Just as she thought in her heart, no one looked back at her. Her presence didn't matter to them.
Why Qingjia? Where is Qingjia better than her? Hua Bijin really can't figure it out at all.
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I rarely read books, especially literary books. Hua Yijin felt that those were too profound and difficult to understand. She didn't want to pay attention to those life philosophies and long words. Hua Yijin has always felt that her life is very simple, and it should be simple. Because she never had any difficulties. It's always been smooth sailing, getting what you want, and never losing anything. Except for the death of her beloved grandmother, she was really sad. Other than that, Hua Bijin doesn't feel that there is anything difficult in her life. Everything was fine. But then life was a little different, and those things she didn't like came one after another, and she was a little overwhelmed. But today she was a little sad, so sad that she wanted to read a book to pass the time. She still reads the most unlikely kind of books and prose books on weekdays.
"On this very long road, I walked through Yangguan Avenue and also walked across the single-plank bridge. There are deep mountains and rivers on the side of the road, and there are also pleasant slopes; There are apricot blossoms and spring rain, and there are also autumn winds in the north; There are mountains and rivers, and there are willows and flowers; There are those who are lost, and there are those who are desperate. The road is too long, the time is too long, there are too many shadows, and the memories are too heavy. I really felt that I couldn't afford it, I couldn't bear it, I wanted to get rid of it all and give me back a free body. ”
I don't know why, the flowers are like brocade now, and my eyes are sour. His eyes suddenly moistened. Tears actually fell. She is a person who has never cried while watching TV, and today she will empathize with tears in her eyes because of this sentence said by the writer. Hua Yijin suddenly understood Shen Qingjia's hobby of reading. Originally, she was very disdainful of this. Even Hua Yijin once thought that the hobby of reading books was extremely boring and exclusive to nerds. At this moment, she felt that she had been slapped in the face by herself. Reading is a great hobby. If you're lonely, reading can make you feel less lonely. The exchange of emotions transcends time, space and era, and those people you don't know have felt the same way as you at one moment. Hua Bijin marked this passage in the book with a red marker. Maybe from today onwards, she will also include reading as her hobby. That's how the flowers were planned.
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There is a slight gap between college life and what I imagined. Because this is not the university of your dreams. It's not my ultimate dream. It's not that Shen Qingjia can't answer this question by himself. Maybe it's because she knows it in her heart, so she doesn't complain. It's her choice. Although she came here because of a ruthless fate. Every time Shen Qingjia thinks of this, she wants to cry a little, her life is really a little bitter.
But it can't be helped, can it?
At this time, another voice in her heart will comfort her like this. Shen Qingjia regained his spirits. Life has come to this point, and there is no turning back. Shen Qingjia, you go forward bravely.
"What are your plans for the weekend?" Yun Jiaoran suddenly walked over and asked her. This is recess. Yun Jiaoran's recess is usually spent in the classroom in a daze. Except for leaving the classroom when she had to go to the bathroom, she didn't want to go out at all. A semester has passed for a month, but Shen Qingjia still hasn't made any friends in school. It's not that no one pays attention to her, it's that her state is too cold, and those who come to take care of her gradually retreat from her. Shen Qingjia didn't feel sad either. Yun Jiaoran was a little worried about her. Perhaps because of this, Yun Jiaoran came to their classroom to play with her whenever she was free.
"Me? Nothing to do. Spend it in the dormitory, or go back. "Shen Qingjia really planned to do so.
"I haven't asked you in particular, where do you live now?" Yun Jiaoran had some guesses in her heart. But that's not always true. I wanted to ask at the party last time, but I didn't think it was appropriate.
"Live in Zhuang Zhou's house." Shen Qingjia told the truth.
"You live in his house?!" This is a little different from what Yun Jiaoran thought. Yun Jiaoran felt in her heart that Shen Qingjia must be living in Song Fusheng's house. Anyway, didn't she live there for a while before? This time the situation is even different. It stands to reason that I should live in his house. It's almost a no-brainer. I didn't expect to be completely wrong! Yun Jiaoran thought it was incredible. It seems that her instincts are not so accurate. It's good that I didn't say it directly. Yun Jiaoran settled down.
"That's right. Why are you so surprised? I live upstairs and he lives downstairs. Our relationship is no different than when we were in school. Shen Qingjia didn't know that Yun Jiaoran would be so surprised. Maybe it's a little strange for a girl to live in a boy's house.
"That's not what I meant. I originally thought you would stay at Song Fusheng's house. After struggling for a long time, I still said what I thought. This is Yun Jiaoran's character. Go straight and never beat around the bush.
"Oh." Shen Qingjia's heart was touched after hearing Song Fusheng's three words, and his face was a little red. But she quickly adjusted her mind. She smiled and said to Yun Jiaoran: "Zhuang Zhou's house happened to be empty and lived there. ”
"What are your plans for the weekend?" Yun Jiaoran suddenly walked over and asked her. This is recess. Yun Jiaoran's recess is usually spent in the classroom in a daze. Except for leaving the classroom when she had to go to the bathroom, she didn't want to go out at all. A semester has passed for a month, but Shen Qingjia still hasn't made any friends in school. It's not that no one pays attention to her, it's that her state is too cold, and those who come to take care of her gradually retreat from her. Shen Qingjia didn't feel sad either. Yun Jiaoran was a little worried about her. Perhaps because of this, Yun Jiaoran came to their classroom to play with her whenever she was free.
"Me? Nothing to do. Spend it in the dormitory, or go back. "Shen Qingjia really planned to do so.
"I haven't asked you in particular, where do you live now?" Yun Jiaoran had some guesses in her heart. But that's not always true. I wanted to ask at the party last time, but I didn't think it was appropriate.
"Live in Zhuang Zhou's house." Shen Qingjia told the truth.
"You live in his house?!" This is a little different from what Yun Jiaoran thought. Yun Jiaoran felt in her heart that Shen Qingjia must be living in Song Fusheng's house. Anyway, didn't she live there for a while before? This time the situation is even different. It stands to reason that I should live in his house. It's almost a no-brainer. I didn't expect to be completely wrong! Yun Jiaoran thought it was incredible. It seems that her instincts are not so accurate. It's good that I didn't say it directly. Yun Jiaoran settled down.
"That's right. Why are you so surprised? I live upstairs and he lives downstairs. Our relationship is no different than when we were in school. Shen Qingjia didn't know that Yun Jiaoran would be so surprised. Maybe it's a little strange for a girl to live in a boy's house.
"That's not what I meant. I originally thought you would stay at Song Fusheng's house. After struggling for a long time, I still said what I thought. This is Yun Jiaoran's character. Go straight and never beat around the bush.
"Oh." Shen Qingjia's heart was touched after hearing Song Fusheng's three words, and his face was a little red. But she quickly adjusted her mind. She smiled and said to Yun Jiaoran: "Zhuang Zhou's house happened to be empty and lived there. ”
Relationships are no different than when they were in school. Shen Qingjia didn't know that Yun Jiaoran would be so surprised. Maybe it's a little strange for a girl to live in a boy's house.
"That's not what I meant. I originally thought you would stay at Song Fusheng's house. After struggling for a long time, I still said what I thought. This is Yun Jiaoran's character. Go straight and never beat around the bush.
"Oh." Shen Qingjia's heart was touched after hearing Song Fusheng's three words, and his face was a little red. But she quickly adjusted her mind.
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