Chapter 222: Depth Charges
Shen Qingjia didn't expect Shi Xue to also read Nietzsche.
Thinking of this, she felt that she was also a despicable person. Because she also dismisses a person on first impression.
The depth of a person's heart is not fully visible to the naked eye.
Shen Qingjia felt deep self-blame and guilt for his shallow understanding.
"Qingjia? What happened to you? Do you not like this book? "Shi Xue can always smell the not-so-good feeling at the first time. For this, she is always sensitive.
People who are too sensitive are not easy to be happy. Shi Xue never felt that she was happy, but so what, she still has something to look forward to now, and she still wants to live a good life. Thinking of those malicious slanders and injuries, Shi Xue smiled in her heart, she would not be defeated.
No, it won't.
Thinking so, she looked at the group of people, but they were gone, and it seemed that those eyes were all hallucinations.
In fact, no one disliked her, and no one rejected her.
Shi Xue smiled bitterly.
"I didn't. Don't talk about that, I'm fine, it's you. Actually, I don't even know much about you. Shen Qingjia said. It's true. Shen Qingjia and Shi Xue have been together for almost a semester, and they still haven't seen what kind of character this person is.
Sometimes she shines like the brightest sun, and sometimes she shines like the darkest night. It's just that whether it's the sun or the night, it's not easy to see the true face.
I can't see it at all.
Shi Xue actually smiled like a child at this time, and she grabbed Shen Qingjia's hand: "It's okay, it's okay." It's a long time coming. Qingjia, as long as you are willing to treat me as a friend, your best friend, I am sure that you will know all about me, all of it. ”
Shi Xue's silver bell-like laughter is heartwarming. It seems that the previous haze is all an illusion. How could such a lovely girl be sad? She is happy.
Shen Qingjia persuaded himself in his heart not to think nonsense.
What happened last time was just an accident.
Besides, it hasn't happened to me since.
"I can't say for sure that we're each other's best friends. But one thing is for sure – if you need me to be your listener, I'll be there for you. When you want to talk to you, you won't be unkissed, you still have me. You can just keep that in mind. ”
Shi Xue didn't say anything for a long time after hearing these words.
She heard a burst of snow fall in her heart.
Large white snowflakes fluttered in my heart like that.
It's been a long time since anyone has said such warm words to her. She didn't even have to care if it was true or not. Because she was already convinced that it was true, there was no doubt about it.
Really.
I was lucky enough to meet Shen Qingjia. Those unfortunate things were because the luck of her life had been used to meet her.
She didn't regret it at all.
"It's nice to get to know you."
Shi Xue said affectionately.
It's a common phrase. But Shen Qingjia always felt a little pain in his heart.
*
After lunch, the two of them walked around the school playground again.
Shen Qingjia didn't say much. It's always Shi Xue who is talking, she talks about a lot of things, from astronomy and geography to the latest entertainment news hotspots, she seems to have a lot to say, and she can't wait to finish it all. Tell it all to Shen Qingjia.
Shen Qingjia sometimes makes a comment, but most of the time he is silent. She looked at Shi Xue's side face with mixed feelings. This kind of snow is very familiar to her. Isn't this the same she used to be the one who spares no effort to pour everything into the other? When she got along with Flowers, she was always in machine-gun mode. Obviously, she is not a noisy person. But as long as she is the most talkative girl in front of Hua Nijin, it seems that a conversation box can no longer be closed, as long as she is around, as long as she listens to her, she can keep talking, until she is old.
Now Shen Qingjia looked at Shi Xue beside him with a smile.
This person really looks like her before.
Shen Qingjia suddenly hugged Shi Xue.
Before Shi Xue finished speaking, her body stiffened in place, and one heel had not completely landed. She was suddenly hugged by Shen Qingjia.
"Qingjia?" Shi Xue was taken aback by Shen Qingjia's sudden hug. I have the impression that she hasn't walked hand in hand with Shen Qingjia yet. At most, it's arm holding. And it was usually Shi Xue who took the initiative to hold her hand, and Shen Qingjia's eye circles were out of politeness, out of respect, and not to make her feel embarrassed, so she didn't shake off her hand.
What happened all of a sudden?
This hug didn't last long.
Shen Qingjia's eyes were a little red when he let go, but there was no trace of tears.
She just wanted to cry but didn't.
Shen Qingjia has always disliked crying in front of others. What's more, now in this large public, in a huge playground, in the corridors of the teaching building, how many people are now in all corners of the campus. Shen Qingjia still has some sanity.
"Qingjia? You're really okay, aren't you? Shi Xue asked again. Did she suddenly feel unhappy? Do you remember something bad? Shi Xue guessed five hundred times in her heart.
But he didn't tell his own guess. If she is willing to speak, she will listen to her very sincerely.
Shi Xue was almost ready to listen to Shen Qingjia say something.
But
Who is Shen Qingjia?
She has never easily confided in anyone other than the flowers.
Shi Xue did not become an exception.
Shen Qingjia wiped his eyes and showed a good-looking smile. She tilted her head and said to Shi Xue innocently: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I scared you a lot just now." I don't have anything to do. I just think you're a nice person, and I'm definitely happy to be a friend. ”
You're a good girl.
You are a very good friend.
I hope your sincerity is not disappointed.
I hope I don't let down your love. But I'm not sure.
Shen Qingjia's sadness.
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It's all a noisy autumn afternoon.
Young life is in full bloom.
The campus was full of laughter and laughter, and everything was so harmonious and harmonious.
All the sounds that should not be heard are inaudible, drowning in the joyous crowd.
Including that camera click.
This ordinary hug between friends turned out to be a poisonous arrow for someone with a heart.
This is something that no one expected.
If she knew, she wouldn't have let this happen.
But is there an if?
Not really.
At this moment, Shen Qingjia and Shi Xue on the playground are still talking and laughing. Innocent and kind, they didn't notice that not far away, there were people staring at them like wild beasts, smiling with their teeth and claws. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "The Flowers in the World Are Dusty Claw Book House" for free for the first time.