Chapter Twenty-Eight: Fang Shuyi's Extra
(28) Fang Shuyi's extra
My brother has dreamed of becoming a leader in the rivers and lakes since he was a child, however, he was not born in a famous family, he has no amazing talent, and he does not have the martial arts cheats that shocked one side, so he is destined to have a hard life. It's just that his talent is not here, but in business, he is handy in doing business, and he has created the world's first village little by little.
By chance, my brother met the frustrated Ling Ji, didn't mind his notoriety in the rivers and lakes, saved his life in times of crisis, took him in the first village in the world, and let people call him the second village owner, the same status as my brother, I guess my brother wants him to be famous for the first village in the world. It's just that Ling Ji was too frustrated, and he had no intention of letting Cheng Gongzi do it.
When I first met him, I was in the garden just finished a set of boxing for the purpose of strengthening my body, and when I turned to look, my eyes fell into my eyes, as if the melancholy brought by self-birth, thick but not melting. Unlike Ling Ji, although he is frustrated, it is difficult to hide his heroic posture, and his gaze at people is also sharp, which only makes me feel dangerous. Cheng Gongzi's eyes seemed to have some kind of pain hidden in him, and I wondered what kind of past he had. I can't help but want to get closer, to warm him.
The eldest brother likes Jianghu people, I know, this time the eldest brother actually said that if it wasn't for Cheng Gongzi's action, he wouldn't even know how he died.
I thought, he has the thin appearance of a weak scholar, and he still has this ability. Then I heard my brother talk about it, I realized that he really didn't have much ability, I covered my mouth and smiled, but I also want to thank him for appearing in time, rescued the poisoned and unconscious eldest brother, and found Langzhong, so that he could save his life, otherwise in that wild place, no one would know that the eldest brother was really dead.
Although his brother is not from the rivers and lakes, he has the chivalrous liver and righteous intestines of the people of the rivers and lakes, and when he saw that Cheng Gongzi was alone in the rivers and lakes, he took him into the village. Since then, the first village in the world has three Zhuang owner Cheng Ze, as well as the child he rescued on the road, he is a kind-hearted person.
Later, my brother's son also had an accident and was rescued by Cheng Gongzi, but unfortunately he was still a step too late, so he could only lie in bed like an idiot, day after day. The elder brother no longer had the intention of taking care of the business of the village, so he handed it over to Cheng Gongzi, and he didn't want the first village in the world to start with him, so he was also ranked in the rivers and lakes.
At that time, my brother was in charge and married him.
First, my brother is to thank him for saving him many times, and second, it is indeed my heart's desire.
Cheng Gongzi did not refuse, I was full of joy, thinking that it must be a happy thing for the two to be happy.
On the day of marriage, he became happy because of his shyness, and after that, I could soothe the melancholy in his eyes.
Under the red hijab, I saw a red shadow, with the smell of wine, stumbling into the house, I didn't feel inappropriate, but felt real, I was really married to Cheng Ze.
The moment the hijab was lifted, it touched the coldness in his eyes, and I couldn't help but shudder, I mustered up the courage, let go of the woman's arrogance, suppressed the doubts in my heart, and only got up with a gentle smile, and pulled the hair scattered in his ears for him.
At that time, the sparkle that erupted from his eyes, softness, greed, longing, and even love, such a rich color, I still remember. I even always thought that he must have really fallen in love with him at that moment, even in the dream of that night, constantly calling "...... light", I also think that it is the red candlelight that flickers all night and makes him sleepless.
I am his wife, and I have the rest of my life to infiltrate his heart.
In the days after marriage, I just feel that the years are quiet. He likes to tie his hair himself, and I like the green dress he has carefully prepared. The first melancholy was seldom seen in his eyes, and I never heard him whisper in his dreams again...... light. ”
He likes me to be well-behaved and docile, so I make tea in front of the window, watch the flowers in the garden, and rarely even step out of the west courtyard.
When I knew that he was plotting great things, I restrained my wisdom and was willing to be an ignorant woman.
Later, a sister who claimed to be her husband came to me, but the two looked a little similar, but I clearly saw some unusual feelings in my sister's eyes.
My sister didn't stay in the village for a long time, and her husband left with her. But I fell ill, and Lang Zhong only said that he occasionally felt cold. After taking the medicine, the illness became more and more serious, and I almost thought that I would not survive the summer of that year, and even my brother came three times a day, afraid that I would have a good one.
It wasn't until my husband came back that he stayed by my bedside for a day and a night, and even prepared food for me himself, that my illness was miraculously cured.
I suddenly felt that it was good for me to be sick all the time. I can't remember how long it had been since he had been with me like this, and even though he often looked at me in a daze, I felt satisfied.
I began to become greedy, more and more greedy for the time I spent with him, and I couldn't resist even getting close to the study where he was staying.
Later, my sister came back to find her husband when she was free, and every time I left, I would get sick, and my husband gradually got used to it, and he never stayed by the bedside to take care of him as before.
Fortunately, no matter how busy he is, every year on the ninth day of August, people will prepare a table full of delicacies and drink a few glasses with me. It wasn't either of us' birthday, it was an important day in his memory, and if he didn't say it, I wouldn't ask.
I whispered, "After dusk."
He will answer the sentence "Zhuang Shengxiao dreams of butterflies".
When I was drunk, I vaguely saw him laughing, and I rarely saw him smiling on his face, but unfortunately, how could he be drunk.
I have been married for several years, and I have never been pregnant for a long time. The longer he spent in the study, the more I longed for the child's heart. Although Cheng Zhi is a righteous son, in his eyes, there is a deeper and thicker gloom than his husband, which makes me discouraged, and I can't be kind at all.
Occasionally, I met the unintentional child, and liked to say some flattering things, which made me feel particularly comforted.
On that day, a little girl who called herself Horth Sisi appeared, completely shattering the dream I had woven for many years.
It turned out that what he was nostalgic for was only her usual actions, and the vague name on the night of marriage was very clear at that moment, under the violent cough, the pain in his mouth and throat was so bad that he couldn't speak, his head was dull, and his arms began to become numb and weak.
Trying to suppress the cough in my chest, I felt a lot more energetic, and I mustered up the courage to push open the door of the study where he had been for a long time for the first time. The moment I met those eyes, I looked at the coldness of the night I got married. So, all these years, I haven't touched his heart at all, just because of that action, like the person on the tip of his heart?
After blurting out questions for many years, I felt that he had always been deeply melancholy, so he would become melancholy, and it turned out that he was a cold person.
"You are dressed in green and have a gentle temperament, but you really have a bit of her taste."
"If it weren't for the fact that you did the same thing as she did at that moment, I wouldn't even remember what you looked like."
"You have never said much over the years, if you are as before and feel at ease as your wife, maybe we can really go through a lifetime."
"I have been indebted to her, but I have not been indebted to you, but I am afraid of the future...... I will owe you a debt. ”
He spoke softly as before, but he was also different from before, and he said so many sincere words. There is always a faint veil between them, not close, not far, not clear.
I wanted to be angry with him and complain about him, but at that moment, I felt pale in saying anything. Since I have never loved, what is the use of what I say.
I have no memory of how the servants helped me back into my room.
When he was sober again, Lan Fu brought a bowl of porridge and said that it was prepared by her husband. She also said enviously that if she marries, she will definitely marry someone like this, which will hurt people.
Xu was bitter in his heart, and he tasted the porridge bitter, so he sent his men to disperse, and I sat at the window and waited for him as before.
When it was dawn, when I closed my eyes, he didn't show up.
At that time, I seemed to understand why he said that he was indebted......