Chapter 130: Let Yourself Go

However, the two of them were not very surprised to see her, Su Jin thought that it should be Zhang Liwen and their own business.

Seeing Ma Yuer again, Su Jin remembered what happened in Nihe Village. At that time, she impulsively pushed Ma Yuer down the river, and then damaged the reputation of the girl's family.

When the wedding was approaching, he was defiled by the fools in the village and talked about things.

To tell the truth, Su Jin thought that he had no face to see her.

She saw Ma Yu'er lying on the railing alone, she saw it from a distance, and she stood in the corridor with her head down and hesitated with some guilt.

After a long time, Ma Yuer saw that she couldn't come, so she greeted herself. Ma Yuer's complexion looked excellent, and she was much more beautiful than before, she wore delicate makeup, a silk shirt, and a dark green cloak on the outside.

The whole person looks like a gorgeous and amorous appearance. However, although her face was much more delicate than before, Su Jin still found that the look in her eyes was different.

With a touch of melancholy, it is no longer as simple and agile as before.

She walked up to Su Jin, curled her lips slightly, and smiled at Su Jin reluctantly: "Jin Niang."

Su Jin was silent for a long time before she mustered up the courage to call out her name: "Yu'er."

At one time, this name could not be mentioned in her heart, because mentioning it was a faint wound in her heart.

Now that the owner of the name is standing before her, she should be glad. It's just that she noticed her changes, why is she depressed and sad in her heart.

Perhaps, the former Yu'er will never come back.

Ma Yuer: "Jin Niang, let's go for a walk together."

Su Jin nodded and followed him in the courtyard of Zhang Liwen's mansion.

When the two men met again, they were a little silent. Su Jin wanted to ask her how she was doing? But apparently, this question is not asked at all. She's just good on the outside, but in fact... It should be painful.

After the air was silent for a long time, Ma Yu'er said softly: "Jin Niang, thank you and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince." I know you've been looking for me since I left. It's my bad fate, but thank you so much. ”

Her understatement of fate was not good, and it made Su Jin's heart throb.

She is not the so-called bad fate at all. A large part of her fate is self-inflicted.

Su Jin's eyes were red, and she finally turned to look at Ma Yu'er and said, "Yu'er, I'm sorry." It's me, it's all my fault. ”

Su Jin's excited reaction frightened Ma Yu'er a little, and she looked at Su Jin with strange wide eyes: "Jin Niang, what are you?" You...... What's wrong? ”

Su Jin was so remorseful in her heart, but obviously Ma Yuer didn't understand what she meant.

Su Jin told Ma Yuer all the confessions and confessions in his heart.

After Ma Yuer heard this, she was even more surprised. She grabbed Su Jin's finger and said, "Jin Niang, I never knew that you thought so in your heart, and I never knew that because of my departure, you suffered such a big blow."

She looked into her eyes and said solemnly: "Jin Niang, it's not your fault, it's just fate." It's not your fault, you shouldn't be like that. Do you understand? Don't worry about it anymore, I've never thought about it that way, and I've never blamed you. You're my sister, and I've never thought of you like that. On the contrary, I am truly grateful that you and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince have found us. Really, Jin Niang, I'm grateful. ”

She took out the handkerchief in her sleeve pocket and wiped the tears on Su Jin's face, "Jin Niang, don't blame yourself anymore, don't repent of anything, you haven't been sorry for anyone at all." I'm strong with Zhang Liqiang, that's my own business, and I really have nothing to do with you. ”

Su Jin grabbed her hand: "I listen to His Royal Highness the Prince, he has always been by your side, are you still unable to accept him?"

Ma Yu'er's eyes darkened, her eyes stared at the empty air, sighed, and then looked at Su Jindao: "Jin Niang, I'...... I never rejected him, but ...... It's that I can't accept who I am now, and I feel like I'm not worthy of him. Jin Niang, can you understand this mood? ”

Su Jin was silent, how she didn't understand her. But the demons in her heart have to come out of school by herself

In fact, in her world, chastity is not so important. But...... But here, in such a world, what Ma Yuer has received from her is that she is as chaste as her life.

Well, it's very difficult for her to figure it out, or accept it as a bland approach.

But as a friend, she still wanted to tell her and pass on her thoughts to her.

She: "Yu'er, do you think that the character of the tension is strong, or do you have doubts about his feelings?"

Ma Yuer said bluntly: "No, on the contrary, he is very good, he has always taken care of me and has been waiting for me." It's just that I can't get over this hurdle in my heart. ”

Su Jin said: "Yu'er, there is a sentence, I still want to follow you after thinking about it." A person's life, just a few decades, is not very long. Some people, we missed, when we are about to leave this world, do we have no regrets in our hearts? Yu'er, Zhang Liqiang treats you with a sincere heart, no matter what you become, if he loves you, he will accept your pull, you don't have to worry about it, and you have never opened your heart to him. Actually, this is not to hurt you, but to hurt him. He loves you so much, do you really have to bear to love him all his life and can't beg for it? ”

The two of them were right, and they saw Zhang Liqiang standing not far from them, obviously he had heard what the two of them said just now.

Seeing Zhang Liqiang, Su Jin also found a great difference in him.

He was much thinner, and his face was a little desolate. His eyes have always stayed on Ma Yuer's body, maybe after all these things, his whole person looks more calm, but Su Jin knows that his face is extremely tight, obviously he rarely smiles or has never smiled since he went out of Nihe Village.

He looked at Ma Yu'er quietly there, and the affection in his eyes was about to overflow.

Seeing this, Su Jin quietly turned around and left, leaving space for the two to be alone.

Ma Yuer looked at him and was silent for a long time, Zhang Liqiang walked over to her, and when Ma Yuer approached, Ma Yuer suddenly lowered her eyebrows and wanted to turn around and leave.

The moment Ma Yuer turned around, she was pulled by her sleeve.

Ma Yu'er looked at him sideways, Zhang Liqiang pulled her into his arms, his voice was slightly hoarse, he hugged Ma Yu'er tightly and said, "Yu'er, Jin Niang's right, don't torture yourself anymore, okay?" Leave yourself alone. If I appear in front of you, it will make you stressed...... So I...... Is it okay if I don't show up? I'll be an invisible man in the future, I promise...... I don't show up in front of you. I beg you, spare yourself. ”

"Brother Liqiang, I'm ......" Ma Yuer suddenly didn't know why, this man's arms were warm, but she didn't accompany her to have this warmth.

Zhang Liwen gently nodded a kiss on her forehead, and in an instant, tears fell from her eyes that had been held back for too long: "Yu'er, please, let yourself go."