Mingyi stroked the futon on the bed, as if he could feel the original temperature. Suddenly, his heart moved, since he had secretly returned to Chang'an, maybe it was not just a once, if he came again, would he have been to this room before, would he leave some clues?

Ming Yi jumped up and searched every inch of this small room. In front of the dressing table, under the bed, panes, wardboxes...... She felt like she was almost insane and began to smell every nook and cranny of him, hoping for his scent.

It must be disappointment, accompanied by self-deprecation. yes, even if he smelled, how could he stay until now? The faint medicinal fragrance on his body, the faint smell of winter cedar, even if he stood in front of him, he needed to get close to smell it, and it was not this incense pill, the breath could linger to this day. I'm so crazy that I can't reason.

She gritted her teeth and left the room. There is no point in lingering longer, you must not indulge yourself in uncontrollable emotions, the misanthropy of the world is just better, and you can no longer fall into nothingness.

Lian Shan picked her up and walked away in the eyes of everyone, not caring about what kind of gossip was behind her.

On the shady side of Xinchang Fang, the snow is still accumulating, like a plain white carpet. Ming Yi got playful, and wanted to walk on the snow, leaving footprints one by one, and even the mountains were up to her, reluctant to deprive her of a little bit of fun.

At the entrance of Feng's house, a square piece was swept out, so as not to cover the way into the house. A thin layer of frost fell on the swept away field, and it seemed that no one had come and gone until last night.

Lianshan knocked on the door, and it was Cen Bo who opened the door. Seeing Ming Yi coming, his face was a little happy: "The lady is back, come in." ”

Cen Bo looked behind her: "Why didn't you bring the girl and luggage?" It's okay, Lianshan will pick it up later. ”

Mingyi was inexplicably moved, an old man watching and waiting for this home, making her feel that this was really a home. I couldn't bear his empty joy: "Uncle Cen, I'm just coming back today, and I can't come back yet." ”

Cen Bo was a little disappointed in his eyes, and reflexively closed the door: "It's good to come back and have a look." ”

Ming Yi looked even more unbearable, and decided to tell him good news: "Mother Yin should be back in the next few days." ”

Cen Bo's face instantly brightened, like a child who had received a gift: "That's good, that's good." ”

Ming Yi looked inside the courtyard, it was empty and quite depressed, and he wanted to go in and walk by himself, so he said to Lianshan: "Cen Bo has a yellow calendar here, you are here to find out with Cen Bo, what is a good day for marriage, and then discuss how to arrange the new house of your two couples." I'll go back to my room and see, you're waiting here. ”

Lianshan responded, but his face was worried.

Ming Yi is still a little unfamiliar with this new house, walking in the courtyard, he will even think that the fate of the former owner of this house is to lose his official position and wealth, and he doesn't know if his life will be saved. I thought that my life was hard enough not to be affected by it, but now it's hard to say. After having this house, there is almost no good thing.

Walk to the front of the small building and look at the plum tree in the garden, which blooms proudly in the snow. I couldn't help but feel moved, and I wanted to step forward and smell the fragrance of plum blossoms. Walking two steps quickly, ignoring the snow under the cloth shoes, he stepped on the stones under the plum blossom tree, slippery, and planted forward at once.

At the moment of falling, she still had time to think, but fortunately, the child was gone, and she was not afraid of falling. Close your eyes and accept the fact that you will eat.

The wind sounded in his ears, and there was a shadow in front of him, and I didn't know if I really fainted. The nose should smell blood, but there is an unrelenting breath, like an illusion.

How is that possible? She will never forget this smell, it must be that the longing is too deep, the resentment is too deep, she falls, knocks, and hallucinates. Or maybe I'm fainting now, it's just a pipe dream.

Nature is a dream, this garden is not big, unobstructed, empty. I remember clearly that I fell, but there was no pain, like floating on a cloud. Since it's a dream, don't wake up, at least, wake up a little later.

She turned around and hugged him, warm, so reassuring. He hesitated, then gently wrapped his hand around her.

Of course it was a dream, if not, he should be ecstatic, hugging her tightly, how could he be so unfamiliar? She closed her eyes tightly, let the tears run wild, and grabbed the clothes behind him: "Don't move, I'm afraid that if you move, I'll wake up." If you don't open your eyes, can you stay here all the time? ”

At the beginning, she was held by her, like a woodcut statue, lifeless.

Mingyi is not greedy, being able to dream of him, smell that breath, and feel his temperature is something that he didn't dare to think about before. I'm afraid to think about it, it's even greater disappointment and torture.

She muttered, always feeling helpless, talking about Xiao Han's first time seeing the snow in Chang'an that day, saying that she had been dreaming of him every night since that day to no avail, saying that she dreamed back at midnight and wished to reach out and touch his desire, and said that Cheng Yan was gone, and she felt more and more scared when she left......

He seemed to be a little touched, and he seemed to ignore it. She fluttered her eyelashes, her heart trembled, and she opened her eyes, what a real dream, the folds of his clothes, the black hair tied up at the back of his head, if you looked at his face at this moment, would it be a blur? Her hands trembled, but she still couldn't help but want to take a look, let go of him, step back a little, and let his face turn inch by inch into her sight.

Mingyi felt that the person in front of her was like a statue, his face was surrounded by a circle of golden light, and his expression had an almost sympathetic look, which made her feel panicked. She touched his face, it was really in front of her, why did it seem so far away?

She couldn't stop crying, and there was a sense of powerlessness, which was clearly in front of her, but it was completely different from what she felt before. The inexplicable sense of distance made her extremely afraid. I couldn't say what I had told him.

She didn't want to say that they had a child, but they died in some way of her own. Even if it's in a dream, I don't want to mention it, as if to say it, the relationship between them really ends here.

He finally stopped being silent, raised his sleeve, and wiped her tears, but the more he wiped it, the more he had to give up.

He sighed, "I don't blame you. Now that they have reached this point, they are in peace. I hope you are well and take care of your health. ”

Mingyi still couldn't see his appearance clearly, but these three sentences seemed to be deeply imprinted in her heart, and in a flash, the person was no longer there, the dream had woken up, and the words were still in her ears.

She panicked and shouted: "At the beginning, don't go, don't leave me!" ”

There was no echo from the empty courtyard. Only Lianshan rushed over, looking left and right: "Lady, who are you talking to?" ”

"See the beginning?" She raised her sleeves to hide the tears on her face.

"And no one is in or out, and the lady has seen him?" Lian Shan looked worried.

Sure enough, it was a dream, or was he no longer alive, and his soul came to see this last side, so he had "come to this point, and each one is at peace"? Ming Yi had never thought of this, but now this thought came to her, her throat was fishy, her head buzzed, and her eyes were dark. I want to chat with more like-minded people about "{?$article_title?} ", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chatting about life, looking for confidants~