Chapter 17: I Just Want to Be With You
In the face of Zhong's accusation, Gu Yanze raised his beautiful eyebrows, noncommittal, and did not feel the slightest apology on his face.
"You said you wanted to talk about it, I promised to go to the appointment, what's wrong?" The corners of his mouth smiled slightly, like a breeze blowing on his face, and the light in his bright eyes floated.
Zhong Qing looked into his eyes, and for a moment forgot what else to say, and there were only two words left in his mind, both of which were given to him: "Despicable!" Shameless! β
"I'm just after what I want." Gu Yanze's eyes changed suddenly, staring directly at Zhong Qing, greedy as if he wanted to eat her.
Pursue what he wants...... Zhong Qing silently recited this sentence in his heart, and the next moment he immediately understood the meaning of his words, and couldn't help but soften his heart.
She knew what Gu Yanze wanted, but she couldn't give it. She was not strong enough to protect the Zhong family, and if her father and brother were injured because of her, she would never forgive herself.
Taking advantage of her distraction, Gu Yanze suddenly stepped forward, held her shoulder, stared down at her bright eyes, and waited for her to look at herself before speaking softly.
"Xiaoqing, I know that Xuancheng was my fiancΓ©e before, and it had a great impact on you, your uncle, and Brother Zong, but I didn't think about this matter enough. Will you give me a chance? Trust me once, I can take care of you. β
This is the longest sentence they have known for so long, Gu Yanze has spoken, his voice is very soft, but every word hits the heart of love.
Zhong Qing was a little surprised, it turned out that Gu Yanze had always known what he cared about. Does this mean that he really cares about himself?
"Gu Shao......" She broke free gently, wanting to break free of Gu Yanze's shackles, but was tightened by him.
"Call me Aze." He kept staring at Zhong Qing for a moment, his warm snort spraying on her face, and his heart fluttered strangely.
Zhong Qing licked his dry lips, raised his eyes to look at Gu Yanze, and said in a low voice: "Aze, thank you for thinking so much for me." It's a real honor to know you. It's just that the trajectories of our lives have never intersected, and there is no need to forcibly intersect. Let's go back to our respective worlds and live quietly, shall we? β
She didn't want to change her life, and she didn't want him to change because of herself.
Even if you regret it after separation, it's much better than messing up each other's lives.
"What if I don't want to?" Gu Yanze unconsciously let go of his hand, but his gaze never left her body.
Zhong Qing lowered his head in distress, revealing his slender neck, and said in a muffled voice: "Anyway, I will try my best to maintain a relationship with you, maybe after a long time, everyone will return to their own world." β
But my world is you!
Gu Yanze's face was pale, and the transparent face that was almost bleeding reflected the bright skylight, mobilizing the strength of his whole body before forcing himself to swallow this sentence back into his stomach.
He can't be scared of Xiaoqing, and it's impossible for him to give up.
After waiting for a long time, Zhong Qing didn't get a response from Gu Yanze, so he glanced up, but the moment he looked up, he wiped the corners of his lowered lips.
It was a dry and rough place, but it was surprisingly attractive, and under the corners of the dry lips, there was a volcano that was ready to attack.
"I'll go for a walk." Gu Yanze slowly came back to his senses, withdrew his gaze that fell on her face, held his beloved hand tightly, and walked down the street.
The desire that suddenly surged up like that, mixed with too many thoughts, was finally diverted by Gu Yanze and suppressed.
This road is not long, and they have walked out of the feeling of being desolate.
"You know, this road leads to my alma mater. There should be a lot of good memories of me, but unfortunately I can't remember. In order to alleviate the embarrassment, Zhong Ai tried to find a topic, looked at the path, and felt it.
Sometimes she also wants to look for her previous memories, but she refrains from doing so. Whenever she thinks of her brother and father's worried looks, she feels that she is already very happy, and there is no need to hold on to the past.
"Want to go back and see?" Gu Yanze suddenly asked, he knew that the answer was yes, and after waiting for his affection's response, he took her hand and slowly shook it to the school.
Time has passed, but the place has not changed, and there is still a bustling crowd in the square opposite the school, as if everything is still the same.
The sky and clouds were reflected in the fountain, and the figures of Zhong Qing and Gu Yanze fell.
"Familiar?" Gu Yanze asked endlessly, but Zhongqing immediately understood what he meant.
Looking at the surrounding environment, a familiar feeling welled up in my heart, but no picture appeared: "Very familiar, but very strange." β
Gu Yanze took his beloved hand and sat on the chair opposite the fountain, with a small distance in between. Although Gu Yanze felt that it was very in the way, he still held back.
"Xiaoqing, why do you have to reject me?" Gu Yanze looked at the fountain and asked calmly.
"We are not a world ......"
"What else?" Gu Yanze interrupted her words and stubbornly asked.
Gu Yanze has heard this reason too many times, and if Zhong Qing is unwilling to integrate into his world, he will already be ready to join Xiao Qing's world. It was never a problem for him.
The words were interrupted by Gu Yanze, but Zhong Qing couldn't think of a second reason.
Except that the world is different, they seem to be happy all the time.
"Isn't that reason enough?" Zhong Qing asked smartly, turned his head to look at Gu Yanze's side face, the day was waning, and his side face was also covered with a layer of light, "The Zhong family can't stand the toss, and I can't stand it either." β
The sky was dim, the twilight was four, the fountain water rippled in the night, and a crescent moon was broken by ripples.
I don't know how long it took, Gu Yanze suddenly spoke, but instead of answering her question: "Xiaoqing, look at the fountain." β
Obediently looking over, the fountain suddenly opened, and the changing water column jumped between light and shadow, and the sound of spraying water was extremely pleasant and refreshing.
The coolness brought by the shaking of the water column drove away the tiredness of love, and surprise popped up in the blank eyes.
"It's really good-looking." Zhong looked at the fountain blankly, and the splashes of water wet her broken hair, but it looked even brighter and more moving.
"Yes." Gu Yanze stared at her side face, and the tenderness in his eyes stopped for a long time.
The sound of the water gradually became quieter, the starlight in Zhongqing's eyes did not dissipate for a long time, and Gu Yanze's magnetic voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Xiaoqing, don't separate, okay?" It's enough for me to just be with you. β
She was stunned, not daring to look at Gu Yanze, even if he was getting closer and closer, Zhong Qing still froze and didn't dare to move.
didn't get a response, Gu Yanze closed his eyes, lowered his head, his curled eyelashes swept over the side of his face, his breath was warm, and his soft lips gently brushed against her cheeks, telling impossible desires.
This is a more tempting taboo than confession.
But will they really have results? If you can't hold on to the fleeting beauty, do you still want to pursue it?