I used my hands to tear the film desperately, until the blood flowed from both hands, but I didn't feel a trace of pain, just felt heartache, I felt a little dizzy, my body was weak, I knelt on the film, I shouted loudly to the world outside the film: "Lu'er, you are so ruthless, you saved me, but you left me forever, don't you know that I live like this, is it more painful than death, how can you bear to leave me like this, how can you bear to let me live so alone, do you know how heartbroken I am, How can you make me sad! ”

I just knelt on the membrane, crying so sad and helpless, just when I was most heartbroken, physically and mentally exhausted, and fell into a trance, I dimly saw that outside the membrane, an egret spread its wings and flew towards me, it seemed to be constantly hitting the membrane, over and over again, the mouth still made a burst of sorrow from time to time, and finally fell weakly on the membrane, looking at me affectionately, and then, the egret gradually disappeared, the figure of the heron was faintly displayed, I hurriedly tore the membrane desperately again, wanted to hold the heron in my arms, helpless, The film remained intact, but the heron grew fainter and fader, and finally disappeared again.

And I also felt dizzy because of excessive blood loss, and in a trance, I heard a voice that seemed to come from a far, far away place, "Feiyang, live well, I will wait for you forever, I love you......"

When I heard the heron's voice, I tried my best to control myself to become a little more awake, trying to find the figure of the heron, but helpless, I was too tired, just when I was so sleepy that I was about to close my eyes, I saw a black cloud floating towards me, and when I saw a hideous and terrifying devil's face in the cloud, I completely fainted......

When I woke up, I found myself lying on the bed, and I remember that before I passed out, there was a black cloud floating over, and there was an extremely hideous face in it, and my body should be full of blood, but at this moment, I didn't feel any pain in my body, not only not a trace of exhaustion, but also full of energy, what the hell is going on.

I looked around carefully, there was nothing unusual, it was my house, it was still the antique decoration and furniture, I got up, walked around the house, and still didn't see anything wrong, it was really strange, it should have been very dangerous at that time, the black fog should have been bad for me, and I was only a mortal at that time, exhausted, bleeding, and extremely weak, who saved me?

Suddenly, I remembered the elf Bao'er, before finally found her true body at the bottom of a lake, when a phoenix in the jade lotus integrated into her body, she turned into a pattern, printed on a petal of the jade lotus, I hurriedly raised my eyebrows, summoned the jade lotus, and then lightly clicked, the elf pattern on the petals flew into the air, and soon disappeared again, the elf gradually showed her little cute figure, she yawned, squinted very tiredly and said: "I hate it, people are sleepy, What are you calling people for? ”

"Little sister, did you save me just now?" I asked, holding Bao'er floating in the air in the palm of my hand.

"It's not me, who else can it be, there was a big strange face to eat you just now, I had to turn into a devil and fight with it, although I beat it away, but I am also so sleepy, so sleepy......" The elf said halfway, fell asleep again, automatically changed back into a pattern, and went back to the jade lotus.

I smiled bitterly, just now I was a little emotional, but also a little extreme, if it weren't for Bao'er's critical moment, showed up to save me, the consequences are really unimaginable, as for the elf's transformation ability, I have always been curious, usually it is such a cute elf image, but when in danger, it will incarnate the image of the devil, I remember when I was very young, I was in the big world, my father's scripture pavilion, I read a lot of books, one of which is a book about elves, the book mentions this phenomenon, and says, once the elf becomes a devil, It will become extremely powerful, but it will not last long before it will revert back to its original form, after which it will need to sleep for a period of time before it can fully recover.

The truth can only wait for Bao'er to wake up and ask her again, as for the big strange face that Bao'er said, I think it's a bit like the soul I described in a book about the soul, that is a soul form that is made up of a lot of grievances, accumulated over the years of adulthood, and gradually condensed into a soul form, I like to suck the grievances of the living the most, I complained at the time, and it was hysterical venting, roaring, so I attracted it, it seems that I still have to maintain a good attitude in the future, and extreme complaints are meaningless, Not only will it not solve any problems, but it will also harm yourself, and even the people around you will be harmed.

When staring at the bookshelves in the room, a thing on the bookshelf, suddenly made a dripping sound, which attracted my attention, I curiously walked over to see, it turned out to be a seemingly ordinary, but extremely exquisite watch, seeing this watch, I felt very familiar, slightly recalled, remembered, it was the watch I used in modern society, it was actually the very magical watch that Sister Dong gave me, I clearly remember that I once left the human world, went to the big world, because the body was destroyed, At that time, I guessed that the watch should have been destroyed, how could it be here, could this watch automatically travel through time and space, and come to this place called Xuanyuan Holy Kingdom.

I looked at my watch carefully, and it didn't look damaged in the slightest, and the time on it was 07:59, which means it was almost eight o'clock in the morning. Just when I was staring at my watch, every ten seconds, the watch would emit a crisp 'drop' sound, and the date display was August 30, 2028, I remember that the day before was the day when I met God, who gave me the five skills and made me a messenger of heaven, after that, I shot into my eyebrows with divine light, and when I woke up, it was already ancient, according to God, I was in modern times during the day, and ancient times at night, is this sound dripping, is it a reminder to go back to modern society.

Just when I was a little confused, after a long dripping sound, I looked at my watch, it was eight o'clock in the morning, everything around me was still the same, nothing had changed, I put the watch on my wrist, and was about to go out for a walk, when there was a knock on the door, so, I walked quickly to the door, opened the door to see, I was suddenly surprised, outside the door was not the courtyard I was familiar with, but a very open hall, very modern, a very fashionable young woman was looking at me anxiously, although the clothes had completely changed, But I still know what she looks like, it's my sister.

"Sister! You ......" I looked at my sister in modern clothes, and just wanted to ask her why she changed into such clothes, but suddenly, I reacted again, and I didn't continue to ask halfway through the words, because I also guessed the reason, I must have returned to modern society, it turns out that God said that the day is modern, and the night is ancient, is to take eight o'clock as the dividing time, presumably from eight o'clock in the evening to eight o'clock the next morning I am in the ancient society, and from eight o'clock in the morning to eight o'clock in the evening I will return to the modern era.

"My good brother, you are really calm, every day is this o'clock to wake up, don't hurry up to change clothes, I really don't understand how you are a modern person, how can you be so addicted to ancient things, look at your bedroom, who laughs at you, you have to wear ancient clothes to sleep, and sleep at eight o'clock at night is twelve hours, do not get up at eight o'clock in the morning, usually forget it, but today is about the fate of our family, why are you so ignorant, the press conference will start immediately, parents have passed, The guests are almost here, you are the protagonist of today, the women have arrived, and if you don't go, you will embarrass your parents. My sister glanced behind me, complained, and after speaking, took my hand and walked out.

When I followed my sister out in a daze, I looked back at my bedroom, it was still exactly the same decoration style as in ancient times, to be exact, it hadn't changed at all, and my body was still dressed in ancient times, as my sister walked in this ultra-modern hall, some memories began to wake up in my mind, and as these new memories came back to my mind, I gradually knew my sad experience in this modern society.

I graduated from the Academy of Fine Arts of Tsinghua University, a designer, I originally had a successful career, because my beloved girlfriend left me forever in a plane crash, and then I found out that it was because my career was accidentally involved in a political conspiracy, and became a victim of the struggle of some political forces, after a drunken stumble and falling into the sea, after being inexplicably reborn, it is like a completely different person.

And the reason for the rebirth, I didn't tell anyone, not even my parents and sisters didn't mention it, after the rebirth, I transformed the bedroom into an ancient style, never came out during the day, as for the night can rarely see me, almost closed, at the beginning of my parents and sister often came to enlighten me, but see me always, just let me, maybe, they know, only time can heal the wounds in the heart, although they no longer knock on my bedroom door, to persuade me, but I still vaguely know, They often stop in front of my door, and they always stay silently for a long time before leaving, and every time I open the door, I can always see my favorite food, fruit, and clean clothes at the door.

I was very touched and guilty, but I couldn't explain it, because my experience was incredible, I didn't know how to explain it to them, so I could only choose silence, white lies, it became my habit, this kind of lie has no malicious elements, and it is also a form of love, just as there is a kind of love called letting go, and there is another kind of love called a lie, after telling a lie, I am silently crying or even bleeding in my heart, which is good.

It's just that after being reborn, I am full of hope, because, with the gradual recovery of a large number of memories, I know that this world is much bigger than we once imagined, and my beloved, in fact, is not dead, but in another world, maybe one day in the future, I will also reach that world, we will live happily together, and when that day comes, once I hold her hand again, I will never let go, and I have learned to cherish it even more.