Chapter 272: The Meaning of Faith

"Baili Kareh, you come out for me! I know you're around here, you can't have no reaction when I call your name, if you think I'm being vexatious now, then you can come out and talk to me, I need your explanation! ”

I shouted all the way but no one answered, whether I went to the hall or the bedroom, it was empty. At this time, Xiang Chunmei stood in the hall with some collapse and said this, but after she finished speaking to the air, the air naturally would not give her any response.

Xiao Long was stunned for a while and then chased after him, and now the entire Demon King Hall can be regarded as being made by Xiang Chunmei, and all kinds of people in charge are not there, except for the housekeeper, there is no one who can speak, so he naturally wants to follow Xiang Chunmei closely.

"Auntie, don't make trouble, no matter what conflicts you have with the boss, can you talk about it later? The boss may have gone to run errands, not on purpose. ”

It wasn't until he heard Xiao Long's reminder that Xiang Chunmei thought about it and changed his direction again.

She knew that Wu Haowen and the others were there, even if Baili Jialie was not in the Demon King Palace, then all the others were hiding, was she so afraid?

"What about Wu Haowen, and Hei Xiao, it's really not okay Ah Xiu! I need someone to come out and tell me where the hell is and why they are all avoiding me, so I'll send you out to deal with me!" ”

Xiang Chunmei is very angry now, Xiao Long has never seen her like this before, and he didn't expect Xiang Chunmei to dislike her position too low. Although Xiao Long was full of black lines, he had to be coaxed by his aunt on the left and his aunt on the right.

"The left envoy and the West Protector have also gone out, and now the only person in the Demon King Hall store who can take care of things is me, if you have any temper and you rush at me, don't make trouble here, this will have a bad impact, and it will make others have opinions about you." When the time comes, I'm afraid that they will make you a stumbling block, and you will feel uncomfortable. ”

After listening to Xiao Long say this, Xiang Chunmei finally stopped, and she couldn't make a fuss, well, in order to hide from themselves, no one was in the Demon King Palace.

Thinking of this, Xiang Chunmei felt ridiculous, and after snorting coldly, she felt that she must not give in on this matter, and she had to give herself an explanation.

But if Baili Kareh feels that there is no need for this, then it is fine, it is better for them to say that they will not get along with each other in the future, otherwise the more they think about it, the more angry they feel.

"Okay, then I'll wait in the main hall, I don't believe he won't come back, and if he doesn't give me a reasonable explanation, I won't leave."

After saying this, Xiang Chunmei angrily rushed to Baili Jialie's usual favorite seat, and sat down with a domineering face. Her behavior scared Xiao Long a lot, usually when Baili Jialie was not there, who would dare to sit on his throne? Isn't this waiting to be beheaded?

But seeing Xiang Chunmei's completely unreasonable appearance when she got angry, Xiao Long was unwilling to come down no matter how much she coaxed or persuaded her, and he really had no choice.

Even if Baili Kareh comes back, he should be able to understand himself, right? Xiao Long is full of bitterness, and there are so many things in the Demon King Palace, it is impossible for him to keep circling Xiang Chunmei, as long as Xiang Chunmei can be quiet now, then he has the right to not see it.

"Then Grandma, you lose your temper for a while, if you are hungry or tired, you must go back to your room to rest. If the boss comes back and sees that you haven't eaten and slept well these days, it will definitely be blamed on me, and as for this position, if you really want to sit, I really can't help it. If the boss comes back, you must tell him that you forced him to sit! ”

Seeing that Xiao Long is usually quite presentable, but when it comes to Baili Jialie, he still looks scared, so you don't bother to say more to him.

That's right, how did I forget, Baili Jialie is a demon king, he is so capable, everyone is afraid of him. I was able to get here because of that rotten bracelet, so I shouldn't think of Baili Jialie as a good person who can be reasonable, I was really too naΓ―ve before.

"Well, you go, I'm going to be quiet for myself. You see, I've just made so much trouble, and now I don't have the strength anymore. You don't have to worry about what I'm going to do anymore, and you don't have to worry about me anymore. ”

The main seat that Baili Jialie usually sits on is too wide, and Xiang Chunmei is sitting in the position at this time, and the whole person can bend his knees and hug his knees, looking a little petite.

Seeing that she was now buried in her knees, Xiao Long couldn't see her true expression at this time, but when he heard her say this, he could only scratch his hair helplessly, and finally had to choose to leave here first.

Anyway, a woman's heart is in the sea, who knows if she stays, will she rest for a while and then immediately get angry?

Xiao Long didn't want to be scolded here, wasn't he scolded just now? He usually doesn't have to be so low-voiced, who let the other party be Xiang Chunmei, this is an aunt and grandmother he can't afford to provoke.

Now in the main hall, because there is no one else there, and no one comes up to take charge of the lamp, the entire main hall looks dark, as long as Xiang Chunmei sits alone on the main seat, it seems to have fallen into infinite loneliness.

Now that these things have happened one after another, Xiang Chunmei even felt that her brain couldn't turn for a while, and after it suddenly became quiet again, she not only felt a headache, but also couldn't sort out the various connections between these things well.

This feeling of loneliness and insecurity, as if I want to open my mouth, as if I want to swallow Xiang Chunmei. She clutched her knees tightly and looked helplessly with wide, wide, eyes looking ahead, but she could see nothing but darkness.

"Mother-in-law, is what I have done to the first place, what I have always believed in, and the goodwill that I have tried to maintain, is it actually the most ridiculous in the end?"

Even if there is nothing in front of him, when he speaks softly to Junmi, the first person who comes to mind is his mother-in-law who has been away from him for a long, long time.

Because Xiang Chunmei originally thought that Baili Jialie might be able to become the person who could understand herself, but in the end, she found that she and Baili Jia were really people from two worlds, and it might be the most difficult thing to make him understand herself.

And when she is just a young and ignorant child, her mother-in-law will gently touch her head, carefully ask what she thinks, and can really take her words as seriously as adults.

"What kind of person do you want to be in the future?"

Every time I think of my mother-in-law, I seem to be able to see such a sunny afternoon, and my mother-in-law's smile is like sunshine, which makes my whole body warm.

"I want to be someone who can help the weak! Today the teacher taught us a word, justice, I want to be a person with a sense of justice and help many poor people, poor people like us! ”

At that time, I was a little myself. There is also a kind of newborn calf in the eyes that is not afraid of tigers, and there is no sense of exhaustion under the oppression of various worldliness now. At that time, I may not even know what justice is, but I know that I am unwilling to appoint.

The mother-in-law smiled softly, especially when she heard herself say this, Xiang Chunmei still clearly remembered what she answered at that time, as if it was really in her ears.

"It's great that Xiaomei can think like this, and grandma also hopes that you can become an honest and kind person in the future. And the little sister said a little wrong, we are not pitiful, although we are living a very hard life now, but as long as you remember the faith in your heart, as long as you are worthy of yourself, even if the material conditions are a little bitter, it is nothing, we are not pitiful at all. ”

Thinking of the general answer that can now be written in a textbook, Xiang Chunmei couldn't help but moisten her eyes, and now she can no longer hear what appeared in her dreams countless times. is familiar with the voice of his mother-in-law, but even if he thinks of it once, he still can't help but want to cry.

"Mother-in-law, did I really not do anything wrong? What I've been trying to insist on is that even if the worldview is different, even if the situation is different, will kindness be wrong? ”

Xiang Chunmei sobbed quietly, even though there was no one else in the Demon King Hall now, she pressed her chin tightly between her knees, suppressing her voice.

But there was no answer to such a question, and the memories were like a time-limited tape, and when the time came to rewind, there was no repercussion, and I could not hear any new voices about my mother-in-law.

But the pain in Xiang Chunmei's heart has been infinitely magnified, she can only be an ordinary person, she has always wanted to struggle for a better life, she has also seen a lot of unfairness in the world, she knows how difficult it is to survive in this world as a weak person who is powerless.

And those people are already so difficult, but why let those strong people who don't know what poverty is. Feel free to dictate your own future, or even your life?

Baili Jia will never understand this kind of truth, thinking of this, Xiang Chunmei couldn't help but sneer.

"Shouldn't I have expected him to understand anything in the first place? Not from the beginning. It was my mistake to promise to put that bracelet on him, and if that's the case, mother-in-law, I regret it......"

Xiang Chunmei knows that many things that have happened now cannot be reversed by saying that regret can be reversed, but she still can't help expressing her regret.

But she was really exhausted, so even if Baili Jialie really appeared in front of her for the first time, he might not be able to confront him loudly.