My parents are still familiar to me.

My mother, as I remember most of the time, was crying; My father's face was as gloomy as ever, and I could tell that he was suppressing his anger as he usually did every time he saw me.

Except when he was drinking with his fox friends, my father was always angry.

There is no father in this world who looks pleasing to the eye, in his eyes, everything in the outside world is terrible, and only he himself is perfect and great.

He drank and gambled for the good of this family, and my mother and I worked hard to earn money to support him, but we were dragging him down and disgraced the family.

He was dissatisfied with everything but himself, and this dissatisfaction kept him angry all the year round, but he was not able to change everything that he did not like, he could not do anything but drink, so he could only vent his meaningless and worthless anger on me and my mother, but it was really hurtful but it could only hurt his loved ones.

He used to say that he drank heavily for the good of his family, and for a while, I really believed that.

Because it was only when he drank that he would show a smile and not scold my mother and me as he usually did. Of course, it won't be completely unscolding, but it will be lighter.

"Dad... Mom..."

I screamed in a hoarse voice, and I had a lot to say, but I couldn't say anything.

"Yo, do you still have the face to recognize us?"

It's my father's usual yin and yang weirdness.

"Old man, don't say that, alas, no matter how angry he is, after all, he is also our own son..."

It was the mother's low voice, as always.

"It's your son, not my son! I can't give birth to such waste! What is it! Shameful thing, I can't come, you have to come, see what he can do?! Yes? Isn't it shameful enough?! What's so nice about this kind of waste?! Yes?! When he dies, give him a corpse! Damn, delay Lao Tzu's time! ”

My father, as always, began to scold me before he could finish three sentences.

My hands started shaking again, uncontrollably, my heart was racing, and my breathing was becoming more and more unsteady.

"Hey, that uncle, if you have something to say, don't hit people."

The prison guard persuaded with a playful face, but in my ears, his 'persuasion' was no different from fanning the flames.

"Mom... How do you know I'm here? ”

After I had calmed down for a while, I reluctantly asked, because I was really curious, I couldn't think of how they could know I was here, and even if they knew I was here, there was no reason why they would actually come to see me, it was so surprising, this was not their style at all.

"How do you know?! What do I don't know?! Yes? Shameful thing, you think everyone knows nothing like you who is mentally retarded?! Rubbish! ”

Before my mother could answer my question, my father scolded him again, and after he finished scolding, he lit himself a cigarette and took a big puff of it.

Looks like scolding me really makes him feel good.

Seeing that my father stopped talking, my mother cautiously intervened and said, "Alas, it's not the community property you rented a house, the manager Gu found the two of us, told us about your situation, and said let's come and see you..."

"Really, it's a waste to say you're a waste, you really can't afford a house after graduating for a few years, what's the use of giving birth to you? If you listen to Lao Tzu! So as for mixing into the current embarrassing waste appearance?! What was Lao Tzu's original identity in the village? Yes?! It's all you! It's so bad that Lao Tzu can't even raise his head in the village now! What a shame! Why don't you just die?! ”

I forced myself to take a deep breath and try to filter out my father's words.

Every time, every time, every time...

"What about you, I didn't go home for the New Year, forget it, my wings are hard, I don't want to go back, I don't expect you to be filial to your parents, you go back and it's a shame for us, you just live here, since you haven't gone back for the New Year, then you don't have to go back in the future, we should not have given birth to your waste child, so that we can still be clean in the future, which is the only contribution that your kind of waste can make to the family."

The father's tone was unusually calm, although the words were as harsh as ever.

"Yes, a thousand, listen to your father, you can stay in Marina City in the future, don't go home, it doesn't matter to us whether you live or die, you can't do anything, go back once, we will be laughed at by relatives and neighbors once, it's too embarrassing."

Mother cooperated with her father in a low voice as usual.

I feel bad, I feel bad.

"It's not that we won't let you go home, is it easy for me and your mother to work hard to educate you since childhood? Who would have thought that you would be so unproductive, and you yourself said that you are worthy of the cultivation of the two of us? As for you, when you're done, it's not as shameless as it is now, and we'll still welcome you home. If you don't mix well, you'll die in Marina City, don't go home and embarrass us, we still want to be embarrassed if you don't want to be ashamed. ”

"Alas, pity the hearts of parents in the world..."

After my father finished teasing me, the prison guard standing next to me interjected with a smile, and my father immediately took out a cigarette with great satisfaction, and said to the prison guard enthusiastically: "Come, brother, smoke a cigarette, this is a specialty of my hometown, there is no such brand of cigarette in Binhai City, right?" ”

The prison guard waved his hand and said politely: "Thank you, uncle, no need, we are not allowed to smoke during working hours." The father nodded hurriedly and said, "Well, it's good to have principles, it's good, it's good." ”

Then my father turned around and yelled at me, "Look at the people, look at you again!" Lose face! ”

It's okay, I'm used to it, my father doesn't need logic to scold me at all, just keep scolding.

I lowered my head and didn't say anything more, I didn't want to say anything.

For a moment, all that remained in the room was the low sobs of my mother and the sound of my father chirping as he smoked. I suddenly felt that my mother's temper was a bit similar to Aunt Li's, she cried at every turn, and she could cry all the time without a reason.

After a pause, my father said: "Okay, we also know, you have food and drink here, it's good, then your mother and I can rest assured, look at you, we will both worry about you when you are old, if we don't help you, you don't know how you died!" Do you yourself say that you are ashamed or not? Okay, remember what Lao Tzu told you, no matter when you go out of here, you are not allowed to go back to your hometown until you have a chance! Don't set foot in our door again! We don't think you're a son, do you hear me?! ”

I nodded, hoping that they would finish and leave.

The father stood up, and the mother quickly got up and said in fear: "Then, a thousand, we will leave, you can stay here well, we... We should have never given birth to you, and our old couple will be guilty of sins in our previous lives, and we will end up in this life, alas..."

I nodded, and suddenly something didn't feel right.

No, no.

I looked up and asked, "No one?" ”