Mountains and rivers enter my dreams (91) 2

Gong Changjue looked at the back of Lan Jun leaving, and only felt inexplicably familiar, although he had seen Lan Jun before, he had never felt that this Rao's back was familiar, but at this moment, Lan Jun coincided with someone in his memory.

This person has a very familiar feeling to himself, both in his speech and in his mannerisms.

Gong Changjue looked at the medicine bowl.

The liquid in the bowl slowly warmed up.

And in the room the lampstand. Carved with hibiscus pattern.

If you look closely, even the light yarn next to the bed is embroidered with hibiscus.

Gong Changjue raised his eyes, and somehow, tears suddenly flowed.

It ran down her cheeks.

It's still like a dream, and Chu Ranxin also told her in person, all this is just a created world.

What she had lost was lost forever.

What you didn't get is lost again after you get it.

Whether it's a thing, or a person.

After all, it is something she can't force in her life.

The bright moon is shining brightly, hanging high on it. The moonlight was faint, and a little bit of it fell on the eaves, and the palace chief Jue sat in the courtyard in his coat.

In my previous life, I had sat in the courtyard like this countless times.

At that time, my heart was full of sorrow, and my heart was full of pain because of the loss of my reputation.

However, looking back now, what kind of pain was it at that time?

At that time, he didn't lose anything, but he just lost some false names, his parents and relatives were all still by his side, and the Gong family was still there.

Wishful thinking, and finally understand that it is wishful thinking. and no more thoughts. It's just that he is holding an embroidered handkerchief under the moonlight, and he is sad about some children's affection.

At that time, she thought that she had reached the abyss of despair.

But. Until now. He thought about it, but it didn't seem like a big deal.

The Gong family, after all, was still completely lost in that world.

She couldn't open her eyes either.

Chu Ranxuan will also marry someone else in that world.

Some things, after getting them, are not as good as not getting them.

At least not as sad as it is now.

Obviously, this is an empty dream, but this dream is very real.

Obviously, this is a dream to fulfill yourself. Now I can't make myself perfect.

In her dream, the soldiers were in chaos and they met in Rong.

The person you love the most abandons you, the situation is urgent, the turmoil is everywhere, and there are more thrilling days than you imagined.

At the beginning, because he successfully defeated the Meng family, he did not let his reputation be frustrated, and he also prevented the tragedy of the Gong family being beheaded by the whole family. She still thought that she could control everything, but when this third world developed, she realized that these things were not under her control, and this world could not make herself perfect at all.

Which of the next events is in his hands. He's just like one. The person sitting in the stern of the boat can only watch the world swing.

But there is no possibility of being at the helm.

What was used to fulfill her dreams? To be honest, this dream is too unfulfilling.

She is still displaced, and she can't even touch her fate. As soon as it is exciting, it must be thrilling and fearful. And the person you love will slowly leave you, or even overnight for some unexpected reasons.