504 Qi Ye, I'm still quite a loser
He likes his sister, but he can't say in good conscience that his sister's disfigured face is good-looking.
And, because he looks at his sister's face all day long, those people outside are good-looking, and that's the same thing.
People, the focus is on the heart, the beauty of the soul is the most important, the appearance is just a skin, there will always be a day when decay and old age.
Therefore, Yaya is not good-looking, Yaya is fat, Yaya is full of acne and acne, etc., these can be ignored in his opinion, because it is not important at all.
He had something on his mind.
Few people know about these things.
……
Outsiders can only see that because Yaya has done some bad things, Gu Sinian follows the attitude of the Jiang family, hates Yaya together with the Jiang family, and doesn't understand how there can be such a bad person as Yaya in the world.
But no one knows.
His heart felt more inclined to the depth of love and responsibility. It may be an exaggeration, but there is nothing wrong with a similar mentality.
Gu Sinian once liked a girl, the other party was fat and not good-looking, but she smiled very coquettishly, like a fat bodhisattva.
That was his first love.
For the first time in my life, I was tempted because of her.
But as people often say, the vast majority of first loves are difficult to end well.
The Jiang family picked up Yaya, and he went back to the village to sweep the grave of his deceased mother.
Yaya recuperated from her injuries for more than a month, and he often went in and out of the Jiang family for more than a month, and it was at that time that he liked Yaya.
I like her clean eyes, I like her ignorance due to amnesia, I like her like a frightened deer because of my anxiety, and I like her soft and sweet voice, like a marshmallow, and she softly calls herself Brother Si Nian.
Just when Yaya's injury was about to heal, something happened to Nanyun, and he temporarily returned to Nanyun.
After a few months, when he ran back to Daping Village, he had already decided to show his heart to the other party this time.
But he was full of enthusiasm, but he was greeted by a thunderbolt from the blue.
Gu Sinian sighed softly.
"She's become like that, not the way I like it to be. Me and the Jiang family...... Sister, you know. Brother Jingyun saved my life, if it weren't for Brother Jingyun, I would have died a long time ago. ”
That was a long, long time ago, and his friendship with the Jiang family was also based on life-saving grace.
He tugged at his lower lip.
"I really liked her at the time, but she was like that to the Jiang family, and I couldn't like it anymore."
Most first love is easy to regret, no matter what the reason, it is always the first time in life. Failing to stay together and parting ways will leave deep traces in the bottom of my heart.
Even if you have white teeth one day, looking back on the past, you may not remember how many people you met and how many people you have been entangled with, but only the first one is a stroke of strong color, no matter whether the result is good or bad, it will be engraved in the bottom of your heart.
As for Gu Sinian, Yaya occupies a 'first' in his heart. It's also the only girl he's liked so far.
Ziyun touched his head.
"I think you're probably upset. Because I heard that Yaya likes Zhiyuan, I'm upset, right? ”
Gu Sinian frowned, "She didn't say she liked me, but when she was recuperating from her injuries, I thought it was ......" He didn't look at his face, as if he was ashamed to say it. "I thought she was interested in me too."
Ziyun smiled.
"I'll tell you, actually, I'm in favor of it. After all, I've seen her before, if it was then......"
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