Chapter 18: Loneliness

Zhong Yahan sat in the corner with a heavy heart and watched everyone sing, without saying a word.

Jiang Jinrui's imminent departure made her heart feel deeply uneasy, she was getting more and more unable to see him clearly, sometimes she felt that his enthusiasm made her feel that he liked her, but at the critical moment, he chose to avoid it coldly.

She had already decided to be brave, but his thoughts were incomprehensible, so she really didn't have the courage to take that step, and she was afraid that if she stepped out again, she would lose the qualification to stand by his side forever.

She was afraid of repeating the mistakes of five years ago, so she preferred to maintain an ambiguous relationship as she is now, at least with some hope every day, and she did not want to take the risk of breaking that relationship in exchange for his alienation.

Yin Huiyun saw Zhong Yahan hiding in the corner alone, quietly watching others make a fuss, with a lonely look on her face, she instantly understood her state of mind.

Yin Huiyun moved to her side, stretched out her shoulders, and motioned for her to lean her head down, but she didn't ask a word, just warmly gave her a support.

Zhong Yahan understood Yin Huiyun's hint, and unceremoniously leaned her head down, trying her best to calm her emotions, so as not to be seen by others.

Yin Huiyun gently stretched out her hand to caress her hair and comforted her quietly.

For so many years, only Yin Huiyun understands her feelings best, and she always gives her a warmth in her most frustrated moments.

Zhou Ningxin noticed that Zhong Yahan was wrong, and suddenly realized that she was sad for Jiang Jinrui's words, so she took it upon herself to go to the song station to order a song that she often listened to: Zhuang Xinyan's "The Definition of Happiness", and then cut the song at the top.

"Yahan, you sing so well, you should sing a song, so that some people can listen to your beautiful singing." Zhou Ningxin glanced at Jiang Jinrui, who was indifferent, and handed the microphone to Zhong Yahan indignantly.

Zhong Yahan wanted to refuse, but she suddenly noticed that Jiang Jinrui looked at her with an expectant gaze, and still took the microphone hard.

She used a gentle singing voice to interpret this lonely heart.

"I'm so grateful to have met you on the road of life/Blossoming flowers, only you bloom in the bottom of my heart/From that day on, this heart is so firm/No longer nostalgic for the scenery without you/The only thing I want to go is your heart/There has always been a voice that is slowly clear/Having you is the definition of happiness..."

Zhong Yahan sang very devotedly, giving the most real feelings, the lyrics seemed to be all her heart, the corners of her eyes were filled with tears, shining into Jiang Jinrui's heart, poignant and affectionate emotions blended into his heart.

At this moment, he understood her thoughts, and there was some indescribable happiness in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it, he wanted to give her the best confession, but the time had not yet come.

He could only make her sad first, although he was also distressed, but there was nothing he could do.

Zhong Yahan ended the singing with an affectionate and beautiful singing voice, which won the applause of everyone.

"Jiang Jinrui, your family Yahan sings so well, should you also come to a song, the woman sings with the husband, I haven't heard you sing." Lan Yubin coaxed him in hindsight, causing Zhou Ningxin to kick him hatefully and signal him to shut up.

Jiang Jinrui got up, walked to the song platform and ordered a song "Hinting at Separation"

Lan Yubin and Liu Minfeng were dumbfounded when they saw the title of the song, and they couldn't figure out whether he ordered this song intentionally or unintentionally, and they couldn't help but pinch a cold sweat for him.

Zhong Yahan trembled even more, and the sense of uneasiness spread to every part of her heart.

He sings in a pathetic and magnetic voice: "Allow me to preface the story with crying / Why do you bother to use silence to hint at separation / The key characters in the theme are all you ......"

He couldn't help but look at Zhong Yahan at the climax, as if he wanted to hint at something.

Zhong Yahan was infected by his sad singing and burst into tears, and bright tears swirled in his eyes and slowly flowed down his cheeks.

The lyrics seemed to be tailor-made for her, and she couldn't calm down her sad emotions anymore, so she got up and walked out of the box alone and walked to the bathroom.

Zhou Ningxin worriedly wanted to follow, but was held down by Yin Huiyun.

"Let her be alone." Yin Huiyun whispered to Zhou Ningxin, for fear that the three boys who were concentrating on singing over there would notice the strangeness here.

Zhou Ning nodded happily and tried to return to her usual look.

Zhong Yahan trembled slightly, looking at herself in the mirror with wet eyes, constantly inhaling and exhaling, trying to smooth out her sad emotions.

Recalling her uncompetitive appearance just now, she patted her forehead anxiously, deeply worried that Jiang Jinrui would notice such an exaggerated sad reaction from her.

The other party just said a very casual word, just ordered a very ordinary song, as for making her think so much? It is also automatically brought into such a sad atmosphere.

Zhong Yahan suddenly regretted it, she shouldn't have thought so much, maybe things weren't as bad as she imagined.

She took out a tissue from her bag, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, turned on the faucet, carefully washed her face with water, took out the cosmetics she had brought with her, and put on light makeup again.

After regaining her composure, she returned to her box.

When Zhong Yahan was about to walk to the door of the box, he saw Jiang Jinrui open the door of the box and walk deeper into the corridor while making a phone call.

He didn't notice her in the slightest, just focused on the phone.

Zhong Yahan looked at his departing back and sighed deeply, and returned to the box in disappointment.

"Jiang Jinrui said that there was something in his company suddenly, so he left first, let us tell you." Zhou Ningxin saw her walk into the box and hurriedly conveyed.

When Zhong Yahan heard this, a sense of uneasiness crept into his heart again, and he didn't say goodbye and let others tell her.

Suddenly, she turned and chased after him, trying to intercept him and ask him for clarification.

When she was about to run to the door of the KTV, she saw him smiling and greeting a woman in the distance, who was dressed as intellectually mature, leaning lazily on the car door and waiting for him to approach.

She helped him open the passenger door, and he naturally sat in, and then she sat back in the driver's seat and started the car.

Zhong Yahan looked at the car in surprise, and her heart became even more desperate.