36. It's all labels that my parents put on me
"Of course, at that time, my parents couldn't understand me. They all felt that I was too willful and too willful, which is why I angered my classmates, and they would unite to squeeze me and ostracize me.
Their corny thinking is that if it's just one person who hates me, it's probably that person's problem. But if everyone hates me, it's definitely my own problem.
The most common thing they say to me is, 'Why do everybody hate you if you don't have any problems with yourself?' Why don't they collectively hate the other? Take a good look at your own actions and see what you've done wrong. ’
I was the victim of the collective attack, but they didn't understand me at all and even put all the blame on me. I believe that your mood at this moment must be the same as my mood at that time, both aggrieved and sad, and a kind of despair abandoned by the whole world. ”
- "I've read too many novels, and I can open my mouth to tell this kind of lie." ”
- "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, you guys are so good, I'm going to slander you." But in order to reconcile Wang Linchen and his father, I can only do this. ”
Wang Rui's face turned blue and white when he heard this. Who is this girl insinuating when she says such things in front of her son?!
She wanted to open her mouth, using Lin Chen's need to rest as an excuse to rush Fang Qianmi out.
But before she could speak, she heard her son say to her in a cold tone, "Mom, I want to talk to this sister, if you think it's too noisy, you can go and do your business." ”
Is her own son driving her away?
"You've just had surgery and need a lot of rest. Miss Fang, I think you just had so much blood drawn, you should go back to rest. ”
Fang Qianmi smiled, "Thank you eldest sister for your concern." ”
- "Drew two bags of blood and sent me like that?" I can't get Wang Linchen's promise, so I'll stay here all the time. ”
She looked at Wang Lin Chen again, "You have a good rest, I'll come to see you later." ”
- "He's supposed to keep me to talk to him a little more, right?" ”
Fang Qianmi secretly looked forward to it.
Sure enough, Wang Lin Chen gently opened his mouth to stay, "Sister, I want to talk to you again." ”
Wang Rui frowned, and he didn't bother to stay here, he ran around day and night, and worked hard to raise him tall and tall, but he couldn't match the words of a strange woman.
If she continues to stay here, she will not be miserable.
Wang Rui left a sentence of "have a good rest" and left.
Fang Qianmi sat on the chair at the head of Wang Lin Chen's bed and looked at him, and said in a tone of sympathy, "Lin Chen, as children of rare blood types, we should take good care of our bodies.
Like this accident now, if it weren't for the fact that I happened to be of the same blood type as you, you might ......"
Wang Lin Chen lowered his head and said coldly, "It's okay to be dead." Anyway, no one in this world will care about me. Don't you know that feeling best. ”
- "People who still have a good life are pessimistic and misanthropic, and I, a person who only has a few days to live at present, and I don't know if there will be tomorrow after today, I really want to break every minute into a day to use." ”
Han Ce outside the door frowned again, why did Fang Qianmi say that he only had a few days to live?
Fang Qianmi explained, "Lin Chen, you are still too young. Your life has only been a little more than ten years, how can you have such pessimistic thoughts?
In fact, I tried so hard to transfuse blood to save you, because I pity you are still young, and you still have a lot of time and "endless possibilities." But you just said that kind of thing, and it really disappointed me a little. ”
Wang Lin Chen didn't change his expression, and continued to say lightly, "Didn't you think about leaving this world when you were all isolated and abandoned by your parents?" ”
After a moment, he muttered in a low voice, "No. You weren't abandoned by your parents. You say you can understand me, but you can't empathize with my experience. You are healthy, normal, and even pretty and excellent.
But I've been an outlier in the eyes of others since I was a child, and the most common comment I've heard is 'This kid has a weird personality, he doesn't like to talk, and he never calls people.'" He's more introverted, a bit autistic, and doesn't play with others, he's just a weirdo." The feeling he gives me is that there is a bit of a psychological problem, and I don't want to be a classmate with this kind of person. ’……
Weird, autistic, psychologically problematic...... These are not just the things that others say about me, they are also the labels that my parents put on me since I was a child.
I can ignore what others say about me. But my parents, since I was born, have always regarded me as a burden and pushed the responsibility of taking care of me. Do you think it's still necessary for me to survive like this?! ”
It is rare that Wang Linchen's tone of speech has a little anger, and it is no longer an indifferent and flat tone.
The system was prompting Fang Qianmi, and Wang Linchen's happiness value dropped again.
It seems that this topic can no longer be talked about so negatively.
Fang Qianmi cleared his throat, reached out and gently patted Wang Lin Chen's thin shoulder, and said gently, "Actually, you have been drilling the horns of the bull and thinking about everything too pessimistically.
Of course, this is also the stupid thing I used to love to do.
But in fact, it's not that there are no people who love you in this world, it's just that you're not good at discovering them. I spent a long day at your school today, and I found out that there is a girl in your class who secretly likes you. She pays so much attention to you, you probably don't even know that you actually have a crush. ”
Wang Linchen looked slightly stunned and denied it, "Don't talk nonsense. ”
Fang Qianmi smiled happily, "I'm not talking nonsense. You're still young and you're a boy, so of course I can't see the girl's mind, but I'm from here, and I can tell at a glance that she likes you.
However, since she has not confessed to you, as an outsider, it is naturally difficult for me to tell who she is. If you want to know who it is, take your time and find out for yourself. ”
Wang Linchen was silent.
Looking at his expression, I couldn't tell what mood he was in at all. If it weren't for the system prompting Fang Qianmi, his happiness value was slowly rising, she wouldn't have known that there was a happy heart hidden under his expressionless face.
- "It's good to be young, and the love between children is so pure." It's not good at my age, and when you look at any man, you think it's something different about my beauty, especially the haunting Han Ce, who flirted with me the first time they met, not because he wanted to sleep with me. ”
Han Ce, who was outside the ward, frowned again.
Heaven can tell, he really never had that kind of thought!
Fang Qianmi sighed lightly with emotion and said in a low voice, "Actually, in addition to that girl, there is another person who is also very nervous about you. ”
Wang Lin Chen looked at Fang Qianmi expressionlessly, waiting for her to continue.