Chapter 57: The Little Self and the Big Self
It is said that the Liu family has been wronged and snowed, and the letter is asking for the order to be stationed in Jinming Village, on the day of arrival, Yizhi and everyone have already been waiting in front of the village, she stretched her neck, saw Xiuying from afar, and ran forward quickly, Xiuying saw Yizhi, hurriedly slipped off the horse, ran towards Yizhi, the two met, and held their hands in one place.
Yizhi said with red eyes: "How are you?" ”
Xiuying shook her head with red eyes and asked, "How are you?" As if she thought of it, she smiled and said, "You must be good, God always pities you." ”
Yizhi lowered his eyes, pressed it for a long time, and laughed again.
Wen Wan heard the sound, lifted the curtain and wanted to get out of the car. Liu Yisun hurriedly got off the horse, beckoned the servant to continue walking, entered the village to unload the box cage, do some mundane affairs, and quickly took it from the maid's hand, and helped Wen Wan to get out of the car with his own hands.
Xiuying took Wo Yizhi's hand and pulled her to see Wen Wan.
Several people met, and they were all full of words to say, but they didn't know where to start.
Su Zimei and Fu Liangbi stepped forward to catch up with Liu Yisun, and everyone talked for a while, and then went to the village.
Seeing Liu Yisun hugging Wen Wan all the way, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, caring and caring, he unconsciously looked for Xiao Yao's in the crowd, and looked for a while, but he was nowhere to be seen, and he didn't feel a little confused.
Su Zimei, Fu Liangbi, Ouyang Xu and others helped Liu Yisun to do something, and during the conversation, Yizhi realized that Wen Wan was pregnant, and Liu Jiashang was still in filial piety. Yizhi thought about Zhang Yuan in his heart, but he was full of doubts, and for a while it was like turning over an oil dish, a sauce dish, a sugar jar, a salt shaker, etc., with mixed flavors, I don't know what it tastes like.
Yizhi accompanied Xiuying to take out the utensils from the cage and wipe them, and Yizhi asked, "Xiuying, why didn't you see Xiao Yao?" ”
Xiuying looked back, only to see Wen Wan standing on a high chair with her back straight, looking away, pointing out from time to time, and then whispered to Yizhi: "Don't mention that little slut, he almost didn't piss us all off." ”
Remembering it, he wondered, and asked, "What happened?" ”
Xiuying glanced at Wen Wan again, and said, "Huang Laogou wanted to slander my father, but the eldest brother heard the news and hurriedly asked the family to take precautions, and wrote two letters of resignation asking me to pass them on to the eldest sister-in-law and Xiao Yao, and persuade them to avoid trouble quickly. When the eldest sister-in-law heard this, she tore up the letter of resignation on the spot and wanted to share the hardships with the Liu family. She also said that Xiao Yao's was already pregnant for five months, and if it was really not good, she would leave a leave for the Liu family, so she handed over all the dowries to Xiao Yao's family, and asked their family to run away and move to a secluded place that no one recognized. ”
Xiuying said, paused, and continued: "After the eldest brother returned to Beijing, he saw that the eldest sister-in-law did not leave, and the two had a big quarrel. ”
Yizhi sighed with emotion: "I can't imagine that the eldest sister-in-law, who usually speaks softly, has such a strong side. ”
Xiuying sobbed, and said: "When we wash away our grievances and go back to find Xiao Yao's, we can't find anything, and someone whispered to us that Xiao Yao's family returned home that day, but after half a day's work, his family invited Wen Po to come, and he didn't leave until midnight." We went to the mother-in-law again to ask about it, and sure enough, the family moved away after the pregnancy was aborted. ”
Xiuying's eyes were red, and she said to the way of memory: "My father and brother's flesh and blood are not afraid of one enemy and one hundred, and Huang Laogou turned around and ran away in fright when he saw the million-strong army of Western Xia, lest the matter be revealed, and he would bite my father and brother back." Why do you say that in this world, some people can be so righteous that they are not afraid of life and death, while some people can only think of themselves narrowly? ”
Yizhi thought about it for a long time, and said with a smile: "This is probably the case, the gentleman seeks the country, and the villain seeks his life." ”
Xiuying choked up again: "After being rehabilitated, my stepmother heard about my father's death, quietly swallowed gold at night, and went with her. Among the dowries that the eldest sister-in-law gave to Xiao Yao's family, there are also her mother's relics, and now their whereabouts are unknown, I know that she is worried in her heart, but she does not show it, but comforts the eldest brother. ”
Yi Zhi was silent for a long time, and said with a wry smile: "This is the truth of adversity." ”
Xiuying was stunned, and said: "In the past, I always complained about the sky, but now I think about it for her, my stepmother has a child like me, in fact, she also has a headache." ”
Yizhi took Xiuying's hand and looked at her with a smile.
She paused for a moment, and then said: "There are good things, in the past, I saw my brother and sister-in-law good, and the good land was not popular, but now I see them well, but the good land is very down-to-earth." ”
Remembering Nahan said: "Where did this come from? ”
Xiuying said: "Lips and tongues are still fighting...... She stayed for a long time, and sneered: "Don't mention it, don't mention it, what about you, this year, how did you come over?" ”
Yizhi smiled bitterly: "You really want to hear it......"
Xiuying nodded, held Yizhi's hand, looked earnest, and said: "Your business is my business, your pain is my pain, I'm here now, which bastards have bullied you, you have to remember it clearly, you have to recognize it one by one, but whenever you have the opportunity, I will never spare it!" ”
Yizhi felt sour in her heart, and talked about the experience of the past year with red eyes and a smile, she remembered that when she told Zhong Shiheng about the experience, every time she got a sore spot, she had to choke up, but at this time, she was able to face it calmly, just when Wen Wan heard the voice, she walked over to the two, and sat down to listen. I subconsciously omitted Zhang Yuan, and only used the name of the Song people's internal attendants.
At the end, Yizhi hung in his heart again and asked, "Xiuying, will you blame me for being involved with your father-killing enemy." ”
Xiuying thought of her father, and she was sad for a long time, and finally stopped, and said: "You also have your helplessness, if I can't understand this, it will become something...... How can I say it, although Wei Ming Yuanhao is hateful, in the end he is a discerning person, he appreciated my father, and released my brother, and it was he who sent my father's ashes back to the Song court, praising him for his loyalty and perseverance, and the matter was concluded. ”
Wen Wan sneered: "This world is ...... The difficulty is that it is not black and white. ”
Xiuying sighed again: "It's just a pity that you have a good relationship with Second Brother Wen, speaking of which, if it weren't for Second Brother Wen's hard work and exhaustive means, I'm afraid that if I can't wait for the clarification of Wei Mingyuan, my Liu family would have died unjustly." ”
Yizhi only felt his heart tremble slightly, and he didn't know what to say.
Wen Wan was silent for a long time, looked at the sky with both eyes, and said with a smile: "No matter who you are, no matter who you are, there will be an untimely relationship, and in the face of the overall situation, you have to let go." ”
She lowered her eyes again, stroked her slightly bulging lower abdomen, and said, "People can not know what they want to do, but they must know what they can't do." A life is neither long nor short, and you can't just try to be happy. ”
After hearing this, Xiuying unconsciously lowered her head.
When Yizhi heard this, his eyes looked at Wen Wan, and his heart gradually lit up, and he felt more and more respectable and lovely. She couldn't help but hold Xiuying and said, "It's not as good as Duzhong here, and there's nothing to eat, but there are a lot of fish in the river, I'll teach you how to stew fish soup, and stew it for your sister-in-law to drink when you're free." ”
Xiuying frowned.
Wen Wan couldn't help but laugh.
Xiuying smiled at Wen Wan and said, "Good sister-in-law, it's really not that I'm lazy, I'm busy!" ”
Yizhi smiled and said, "What do you have to do?" ”
Xiu Yingyuan opened her eyes and said: "Most of the women here are Qiang, and at first glance they are bright characters, and I plan to form an army of women, called Western Xia, Tubo, Liao, and Uighur Barbarians, all know that the Song State is not weak and can be bullied, even women, and they can be on their own!" ”
Yizhi and Wen Wan looked at each other and smiled, and remembered the way: "It's really a big deal!" ”
Wen Wan said: "Since you have such great ambitions, I can't delay you because of a bowl of fish soup, but there is a point, no matter what, you can't give up halfway, otherwise, I will punish you for stewing fish soup every day." ”
Xiuying hurriedly said: "That's nature!" ”
For a while, Liu Yisun and Fu Liangbi walked over, and Liu Yisun asked, "What are you talking about, it's so lively." ”
Xiuying said: "Yizhi said that he wanted to stew fish soup for us to drink." ”
Yizhi's eyes widened slightly, and he said, "When did I say that?" ”
Xiuying glanced at Liu Yisun, and then at the gentle Nunu mouth, Liu Yisun understood, and said with emotion: "It's true that there are days when I haven't been able to taste the craftsmanship of my sister of Yizhi." ”
Seeing the two brothers and sisters doing this, Yizhi couldn't help but laugh and said: "Okay, okay, for the sake of Sister-in-law Liu, I can only reluctantly make it difficult." ”
Liu Yisun hurriedly made a move, bowed down again and again, and told the cook to carefully follow Yizhi to learn.
But he said that Yizhi and Xiuying had been messing around for a few days, as if they had returned to the carefree time a year ago, and they didn't feel that the leisure time was easy to pass, and suddenly on the day of returning to Beijing, Fan Zhongyan's family, Liu Yisun and his wife and sister, Shi Jie, Han Yuqi and others waved at the port, and Wu Yangyang stood all over the ground.
Yizhi held Yan Shu's ash altar, and Maitia, Su Zimei, Fu Liangbi, Ouyang Xu stood at the bow of the boat, seeing the port gradually drifting away, between the sky and water, everyone was left with only stars and black spots, and she was reluctant to return to the cabin, she put Yan Shu's ash altar on the altar, and worshiped quietly on the group for a long time, opened her eyes, only to see the water reflected in the cabin, looking out through the window, the river is vast, the water is rippling, shining bright, and the air is soft and humid spring.
The group went up by boat, and even in the capital, but when they saw that the port was cleared, there were two wings of forbidden troops, two wings of inner prisons, and a column of pink-clothed palace maids. Several people looked at each other unconsciously, abandoned the boat and got off the boat, and the big inner supervisor headed by him was tired, Su Zimei recognized this person as Yanwen Yuan, the former internal supervisor, and quietly reminded everyone that everyone was still polite.
Everyone talked again, and learned that the emperor heard the news of Yizhi's return to Beijing, and sent Na Yanwen Yuan to the port to pick her up into the palace to face the saint. Everyone didn't dare to say anything, and they hurriedly followed Yanwen Yuan into the palace. Fu Liangbi and Ouyang Xu stayed behind to take care of mundane affairs.
Even the main gate of the Xuande Building, Yanwen Yuan Fu remembers the horse, the memory does not feel the door, only to see the jade door gold nail vermilion lacquer, the wall is brick and stone, engraved dragon and phoenix flying clouds, carved and painted building, the steep layer of the tree, covered with glazed tiles, curved ruler Duo Lou, Zhu Column color threshold, the following two pavilions are opposite, all use vermilion branches.
It's not that she hasn't entered the big house, but she is used to only walking through the door, never walking through the main gate, and this time the Xixia line, I don't feel that the rise of the Western Xia is rapid, unstoppable, but in the end it is slightly impetuous, not more insightful than the orthodox imperial city.
Remembering the sedan chair again, all the way through the left Changqing Gate, the left Yintai Gate, the right door, the common guards, always vigilant, walked for half a day, before arriving at the Chongzheng Palace. But see the auspicious clouds and the phoenix pavilion, and the rui qi covers the dragon tower. The huge palace was heavily guarded, and the palace people held their breath, only the sound of a few people's clothes squirming when they walked.
In the hall again, Yanwen Yuan led Yizhi into the main hall, the two walked to the place where they shot, Yanwen Yuan waved his hand to the front again, staying in place, Yizhi had to step forward alone, but he saw not far away in the shadow of Tianxiang, above the Danqi, a shadow cat waist, out of the side of the snacking veil curtain, it was Zhao Zhen today.
Yizhi was busy with nine bows, but after the ceremony, he still lay on the ground, not daring to act rashly.
But he heard the Son of Heaven say, "You...... Is it the girl of Yan Daguan? ”
Remembering hung his head and replied loudly.
Hearing the sound of clothes again, the supreme and noble man in the golden hall said, "You are not what I imagined. ”
I didn't know how to answer for a long time.
The Son of Heaven said: "I think you should have the stunning posture of captivating the country and the city." ”
Yizhi couldn't bear it, he sneered, and hurriedly pressed it down, holding his breath and not daring to make a mistake, and heard him say, "Raise your head." ”
Only then did he slowly raise his head, but saw that he had already sat down on the imperial trumpet, holding his chin with both hands, pushing the two balls of tender flesh on his cheeks. He said, "You are only a few days older than me, but I will call you the imperial sister." He sighed as he spoke, beckoned to Yizhi again, and said, "Come up, don't be formal." ”
Yizhi had to be grateful, although she stood up, she didn't dare to step on the Danqi.
Zhao Zhen frowned and said: "When I heard Zhong Shiheng return, you were a fearless person, and since you have returned home, why did you become cringe?" ”
Remembering stayed for a long time and said, "Back to the Holy Heavens, this is the imperial palace, and it is a place where memories are not allowed. ”
Zhao Zhen suddenly changed his tone and said, "I have canonized you as a princess, you are my imperial sister, and this is your home." ”
I was stunned when I remembered it.
Zhao Zhen said: "I will issue an order to let Yan Daguan be buried in the imperial mausoleum and enjoy the Taimiao." Mrs. Feng Yan is the first-class lady of the country, and you are the secretary of the Shangyi Bureau and the guest of honor, free to enter and exit the three halls and one pavilion, the assistant manager of the state banquet, and give you a palace, and live in the palace for a long time in the future, accompanied by me. ”
I looked at Zhao Zhen for a while, and I didn't know what to say.
Zhao Zhen smiled: "What, I forgot to thank you so happily?" ”
Yizhi stayed for a long time, and then he thanked the Holy Grace, and said with a smile: "Yizhi is really flattered, thinking about how he can get such an honor." ”
Zhao Zhen fell into silence for a long time before saying, "You are of great use to me." He paused for a moment before he said: "After this incident, I know that my world is not strong, and more than half of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military affairs are flowery people who can only speak empty vernacular, full of military books and strategies, and when they really fight, there are very few who can be used." ”
He sighed and said, "Liu Ping's daughter is very right to scold me!" ”
I don't think it's funny.
Zhao Zhen said: "Do you know how much military supplies the imperial court spent this year, only in Shaanxi, it has reached 33.63 million, which is three times that of ordinary years. The people in the border garrison were ravaged by the war and had to pay multiple taxes. ”
He continued: "Regardless of the side, when it comes to the three largest battles of Sanchuankou, Haoshuichuan, and Dingyuanzhai, which were almost wiped out, they are all good soldiers of my Great Song Dynasty...... But they are also good children of their parents, good husbands of their wives, and good fathers of their children...... That's it, if you say no, it's gone......"
His eyes were full of sorrow, and he mourned for a long time, and suddenly his pupils gathered, shot at Yizhi, and said to her: "Right now, not only Liao, but even Tubo is ready to move. Sister Huang, you can't fight anymore. ”
Yizhi's body shook slightly, paused, calmed down, and smiled: "Well, I understand." ”