Chapter 176: Not Credible
"The so-called blood relatives are the most implausible."
"The choice, the trade-off, it's all the same, what do you get...... What ...... have you lost?" Qi Changrong smiled miserably, looking at the marks drawn by her on the stone wall: "There are some things you want to do, and some things you have to do, in fact, most people in the world can't help themselves because of desire, just like me......"
In the last sentence, Qi Changrong's voice was very small, like a soft murmur, and she was the only one who knew.
When Junchen opened her mouth to ask, she lowered her eyebrows to cover up: "It's nothing, Lone is to say, if Lone stands in Jiang Bowen's position, Lone will make the same choice as him." ”
made a move by himself, and it was only Jiang You's leg that was broken.
And if Emperor Liang loses patience and secretly assassinates, he will lose his life.
It's just that in the face of endless desires, Jiang Bowen's fatherly heart seemed too small, so that in the end it was completely ignored, and even he himself was unaware of it.
"You have a way to stop this......"
"General, you know very well in your heart that this matter is beneficial to Lone, Lone will not stop it, and even be happy to see it happen." Qi Changrong raised his eyes, and the cold color overflowed in them: "What you want is to kill decisively, whoever is soft-hearted first will die the fastest." ”
She didn't want to die, it was someone else who could only die.
It doesn't matter if it's an enemy or an unrelated person......
Let's be selfish, even if all the people in the world are dead, she wants to live well.
Desperately alive.
As a general, Jun Chen is used to seeing life and death, and he knows Qi Changrong's feelings best at this time, on the battlefield, there is no both.
It was precisely because he knew too much that he was speechless at this time.
Jiang Bowen attacked his parents and children, cutting off the only mercy he thought he had in his heart, and forcing him to face the current reality.
Thinking of the current fog-like situation, thinking of the secret confrontation between Qi Changrong and Jiang Bowen, and thinking of the complicated disputes in the court, Jun Chen's throat seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, and he couldn't swallow it or spit it out, and it was uncomfortable.
originally thought that he could try his best to pull Jiang You out of the game and not involve any innocent people, but now it seems that he is whimsical.
He himself is in the quagmire of the game, and he can't save himself, how can he save others?
There was silence in the grotto for a moment.
Qi Changrong raised his head and looked ahead in a daze.
She seemed to have the world in her eyes, but it was as if there was nothing.
"General, Lone is disappointed today because of you." In front of Junchen, Qi Changrong has never been good at hiding her true emotions, and he is the only one she can wantonly express her dissatisfaction.
There are some things that can't be said to other people, but it doesn't hurt to say them in front of Junchen.
Such a proud person does not bother to tell anyone.
"My suspicions about His Highness are reasonable, and besides, this matter is a plan of His Highness." Jun Chen seemed to know her thoughts, and said calmly: "Even if it is not at the behest of His Highness, you and I know in our hearts that this matter is inseparable from His Highness......
"Lone didn't mean that." Qi Changrong interrupted Jun Chen's words in vain, and added a white line to the stone wall, and his nails hurt and he didn't realize it: "Even if it was someone else who fell off the horse today, the general's first suspicion was Lonely, yes or no?" ”
Hearing the sourness hidden between the words, for some reason, Junchen was speechless for a while.
He didn't say it, but the meaning was obvious.
He would not doubt it to anyone but her.
Qi Changrong pulled his lips and smiled bitterly: "In this world, Lone doesn't even believe in himself, only believes in the general, but the general believes in the world, but he doesn't believe in Lonely." ”
It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.
She transcended life and death and held a true heart in front of others, but that person disdained it and trampled on it at will.
She Qi has a long appearance, when did she become so humble?
"Lone calculates the world, but he has never calculated you, and he has a clear conscience for the general."
……
Chiang's Mansion, the attic of the academy that houses countless collections of books.
Jiang Bowen is hidden in this hard work, what he wrote is a Buddhist advice, the handwriting has lost its indifference and stability, full of errors and omissions, from his handwriting can taste how irritable this person should be.
He is Jiang Bowen, the Taishi who has always been a Taishan collapse and his face has not changed, but when he ordered someone to do his hands and feet in the saddle today, he hesitated and was confused, and no one knew that his hand hidden in his long sleeves was trembling faintly at that time.
But he still gave the order, and at that moment, he ruined not only the second half of Jiang You's life, but also the only family relationship that could contain him.
From then on, he didn't have to give way to anyone.
Outside, Bartow cautiously knocked on the door three times.
"Enter."
Bato pushed the door in, bowed his head and whispered: "The imperial doctor in the palace said that the child's leg is a waste." ”
Jiang Bowen was not surprised by the expected result, and only asked, "Is that person gone?" ”
Barto took a deep breath: "The moment he received the news, he left with someone, and before leaving, let the slave tell the lord, your heart, the master knows it in his heart." ”
It is clear that it is still a temptation.
The trust that was exchanged for an only child was really heavy.
"Pu Ting, who is locked up in the Criminal Department, look for an opportunity and kill him."
"If you can't kill it, you can abolish it, so that it can't speak, and its hands and feet can't write, so that you can be worry-free for a while."
Jiang Bowen's voice was like ice, as if he had changed a person, and Barto felt a chill in his heart, and he didn't dare to make a mistake.
Originally, what they planned was how to save Pu Ting's life and even help him get rid of his crimes, but now in the blink of an eye, the adults changed their minds.
……
In the dead of night, the moon hangs withered branches.
Junchen lay on the couch, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.
As soon as he closed his eyes, what appeared in front of him was Qi Changrong's face with hidden disappointment and a little grievance.
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was a heinous villain.
There are two villains fighting in his heart, one tells him not to be gullible, and the other tells him to let go of his defense, and in the end, he can't tell the winner when he is exhausted.
He sat up several times, then lay down helplessly.
The bed shook the sky, and the more I slept, the more awake I was, until I was completely sleepy, and there was only one face in my mind when I opened and closed my eyes.
Jun Chen, who has always met with Duke Zhou in a dream, completely lost sleep tonight because of the words of the prince of the East Palace.
Qi Changrong, who also suffered insomnia in the East Palace, maybe it was a special period, maybe it was today's encounter, which made her chest surging with qi and blood, and she couldn't sleep for a long time.
Sun was invited to the East Palace to take care of him.
Her gray-haired eyes were not as good as when she was young, and she was sewing and mending under the lamp with a piece of red cloth.
After hearing the sound of flipping on the bed, she put away the needle and thread in her hand, and said softly and kindly: "Slave, put out the lamp twice." ”
"Not necessarily." Qi Changrong stopped with a voice: "It has nothing to do with the lamp, it's lonely and irritable." ”
The hall is brightly lit, but there are several layers of bed curtains, and the light that penetrates into the couch is really not much, and it is groggy and gloomy, which is easier for people to brew sleep.
"What is Your Highness thinking?"
Qi Changrong lifted the curtain of the bed and sat cross-legged on it, holding his cheeks and pondering: "Think about how to gain a person's trust wholeheartedly." ”
When confronting Junchen in the grotto, she wanted to propose a deal or a gamble several times, and the bet was whether Jiang Bowen would give up the chess piece of Pu Ting.
But for her, this game must be won.
But in the end, she also realized that trust should not be used as a bet.
In the end, Sun extinguished the two lamps and closed the lamps again.
After hearing Qi Changrong's words, she chuckled in a low voice, and her smile became more and more full under the illumination of the light.
Hearing the laughter next to him, Qi Changrong raised his eyebrows and couldn't help asking, "What is Mama laughing at?" ”
Mama Sun picked up the needle and thread, and said while embroidering: "Your Highness is delusional, trust is to be exchanged for trust, and His Highness can't completely open his heart to anyone, how can he be harsh and ask others to regard you as a belief and trust you wholeheartedly?" ”
If someone else dared to say such a thing, I don't know how many times I died.
But now it is no one else who is saying this, but Grandma Sun, who has taken care of herself since she was a child.
This old man's words can be worth ten Ji Fang.
After she finished speaking, Qi Changrong blurted out without thinking: "Isn't Lone enough to trust him?" Lone never bothered to speak in front of the rest of the people, but for him, he had no complaints after explaining a thing thousands of times. ”
She didn't need a reason to do things in the past, and she didn't need to report it to anyone.
Only Junchen is different, because she cares, she will always tell her before acting.
The word 'he' reveals a lot of information.
After finishing speaking, Qi Changrong realized his gaffe.
"That's patience, not trust." Sun Shi raised her head and smiled softly, as if she didn't realize it, she quietly looked at Qi Changrong, who had faded under the light and looked harmless: "It's true that you trust him, but this trust has prerequisites." ”
"On what terms?"
"Your identity, as long as it doesn't touch your identity, you can be infinitely tolerant of him. In other words, do you dare to tell him who you are and give him everything? ”
Hearing this, Qi Changrong was silent.
Do you dare? She wouldn't dare.
Anything can be done, except for identity, she has deep scruples, once this secret is known to outsiders, Dajin will definitely be bloody.
Seeing that she was silent, Mama Sun didn't know what she was thinking, so she shook her head: "You are hiding the biggest secret, for him, how can it not be a deception?" ”
“……”
It seems to be true.
Qi Changrong paused, and asked shamelessly: "What does Mama mean, should Lone open his heart to him recklessly?" Tell him the biggest secret? ”
"No, you must know that in this world, secrets can never be exchanged for the strictest trust."
Qi Changrong was confused again: "It's not right to do anything alone......
Sun's eyes showed kindness.
Maybe His Highness didn't find out herself, but she saw it clearly, His Highness cares about 'him' very much, otherwise he wouldn't be so entangled, just be someone else, just kill him.
If he is disobedient, he will have to be obedient.
If you don't trust it, you just give up and replace it with a new person.
She is like a girl who is at a loss for the first time in love.
It's close, I'm afraid that I will hurt it unintentionally; Far away, afraid of being alienated and lonely.
"Secrets can't be exchanged for trust, but they can shorten the distance between the two, if Your Highness is sure enough, why not take a gamble?"