Chapter 126: Desperate Woman
Chapter 126
There was a creak at the doorway.
Hearing the sound, Jian Moran, who was sitting on the bed, was shocked. Hurriedly lay down in the quilt and wrapped himself tightly.
After completing all the actions and staring at the quilt wrapped around her body in the dark night, Jian Moran was shocked in her heart.
How? Do I still care about him? Am I afraid that he will come in and blame me for not covering the quilt properly? Have I really started to subconsciously please him?
A lot of questions surrounded her mind, and she couldn't figure it out.
How did I think so much. How could he really care about me! His previous tenderness was just treating me as that woman, and that gave me his tenderness. Now, in his eyes, I was nothing more than a tool for ‖ and a pawn to use.
Thinking of this, Jian Moran sneered. Driven by a somewhat distorted pride in her heart, she gently stretched out her arm to stretch out the tightly wrapped quilt.
As soon as his arm stretched out, a chill made Jian Moran tremble.
I don't know what Chen Silin is doing, he entered the house early in the morning, but he never walked past the bedside.
Jian Moran waited for about five or six minutes in a daze, but she never heard Chen Silin's voice coming over.
Sure enough, knowing that I was about to become an outcast discarded by Shen Shaoshuai, he didn't even want to look at me now.
The desolation in his heart dared to be infinitely magnified, and Jian Moran's eyes subconsciously hit the place of the tea table.
In that case, what hope do I have?
Jian Moran sighed softly, but she didn't expect that all her sighs were heard by Chen Silin, who had just crept to her bedside.
Listening to her sigh, Chen Silin's heart sank unconsciously.
He seemed to hear despair in her sighs.
Is she now disappointed in me from the beginning to despair now? Is she planning to leave me?
Thinking of this, Chen Silin only felt that every breath he took was trembling, and in his heart, he felt sad and blamed for Jian Moran for giving him up easily.
But after thinking about it, he remembered what he had done to her, and the blame in his heart disappeared, leaving only sadness and sadness.
I'll make it up to you!
Chen Silin secretly made up his mind.
At this time, Jian Moran fell asleep on his side, with his back to Chen Silin, and Chen Silin deliberately lightened his steps. Even when it came to idleness, Jian Moran didn't know that Chen Silin was already standing behind her.
"Why are you so unbehaved, you can't put your arms in the quilt when you sleep."
From the sigh just now, he knew that Jian Moran hadn't slept yet, and now he dared to speak.
Before he finished speaking, Chen Silin took off his shoes and went to bed. The body half-knelt beside Jian Moran, bent down to put her outside, and put the arm that had become cold at this time into the quilt.
"Why are you still like a child, and you don't feel at ease at all?"
Then in the dim light, Chen Silin gently scraped the bridge of Jian Moran's nose, and his tone of voice was full of doting.
"Huh?"
Jian Moran was a little surprised by Chen Silin's movements, from the beginning to the present, after the bang in his mind, only a mess was left.
"You ......, when did you come?"
Jian Moran originally wanted to ask when you came to the bed, but now her mind is a little confused, so she asked another question.
Instead of directly answering Jian Moran's question, Chen Silin reached out and turned on the lamp at the bedside.
The bedside lamps are not as bright as the headlights, but they are a little dim.
The dark yellow light hit Jian Moran's face, and Chen Silin stared at her blue and purple forehead tightly, and his heart was pinched.
Then Jian Moran saw that in Chen Silin's hands, I don't know when the medicine bottle and cotton swab had appeared.
"Come, lean your forehead slightly against me."
Chen Silin's voice was extremely gentle, and it had a strong charm.
Jian Moran subconsciously did as he said.
Knowing that a cold attack hit her forehead, Jian Moran came out of Chen Silin's charm just now.
"...... are you?"
The eyelids were slightly raised, and Chen Silin's face, which had been magnified several times, came into her eyes.
Under the dim yellow light, she seemed to see Chen Silin's eyes like a bend of deep water, which seemed calm on the surface, but in fact, there were stormy waves inside.
Is he caring about me?
Jian Moran's heart trembled.
The moment this idea arose in Jian Moran's mind, she hurriedly strangled herself in the cradle, disguised herself, and hurriedly turned her eyes away, not looking at Chen Silin's deep eyes.
And all these subtle movements drilled into Chen Silin's eyes, silently stinging his heart.
"If you bear with it a little, this medicine itself is cold."
He was still carefully medicating Jian Moran in his hand, afraid that in this late autumn season, Jian Moran would not be able to stand the coolness, so he put the quilt on Jian Moran's body again.
Hearing Chen Silin's words, Jian Moran carefully felt the chill coming from his forehead. In a trance, she seemed to feel that this medicine was not as piercing cold as when she used it before.
"It's okay, this medicine doesn't feel as harsh as usual." Jian Moran said softly.
"That's good. The next time I'm not around, remember to take the medicine with warm water before taking the medicine. There were a lot of injuries on his forehead, and he was afraid of hurting Jian Moran, and Chen Silin was very cautious, until now half of those injuries had been medicated.
She enjoyed being cared for by Chen Silin and didn't think too much about it, "Hmm." Jian Moran replied obediently.
No, I will protect you well in the future, and I will never let you get hurt again.
This sentence was not said to Jian Moran, but Chen Silin's secret determination in his heart.
There was no follow-up topic between the two of them, and in the silence, Chen Silin completed the task of giving medicine to Jian Moran.
Placing the medicine bottle and cotton swab on the bedside table, Chen Silin turned off the bedside lamp.
He usually has a habit of sleeping and closing the bedside lamp. But not turning off the lights now would be torture for him.
Every time he saw the wound on Jian Moran's forehead, he would think of his ruthlessness, and he would also think of Shen Muchen's disgusting face. I can't help but want to rush out immediately now, so that the person who caused all this, Shen Muchen, will not see the sun tomorrow.
I will definitely let Shen Muchen die a bad death, and I will avenge you.
Chen Silin secretly made a promise in his heart.
After taking off his clothes, Chen Silin lay down on the bed and hugged Jian Moran tightly into his arms.
His back was close to Chen Silin's strong muscles, his arms around his waist were tightly clamped, and he felt the body temperature coming from the person behind him, the defense and camouflage in Jian Moran's heart all collapsed, and his body began to tremble involuntarily.
"What's wrong with you? Is my body too cold? I had been standing in the room for a while, and I thought my body was warm. Are you okay? ”
Thinking that the cold on her body had not yet dissipated, this made her body tremble with cold as soon as she touched Jian Moran, Chen Silin let go of her arm in a panic and hurriedly retreated.
He ...... that he had been standing at the door just now in order to let the cold on his body dissipate quickly. He's there to protect me, afraid I'll catch a cold?
Chen Silin's words fell into Jian Moran's ears, setting off a storm in her heart.
"It's okay, it's not cold. You don't have any cool air on your body, what did you just take to warm up that medicine? ”
Recalling the previous medicine and Chen Silin's words, Jian Moran asked subconsciously.
"If you warm your heart, it will heat up faster." In his heart, he decided that Jian Moran was comforting himself just now, so that he should not blame himself. Thinking that his body was cold, Chen Silin did not lean over and hug Jian Moran again.
Heart!
The two words hit Jian Moran's heart powerfully, and bursts of warmth rose, and after all, all the tenderness and grievances in her heart were vented. Tears slipped silently down the corners of his eyes.
"Why don't you just use hot water to warm the medicine?" Jian Moran asked with a crying voice.
"That medicine is originally cold, if you use hot water, the effect of the medicine must not be greatly reduced. The best thing to do is to warm it up slowly. You're such a little fool. ”
Chen Silin pulled a wry smile on his face, and touched Jian Moran's head dotingly
"Do you have ...... then?"
Halfway through the words, Jian Moran stopped.
She wanted to ask if he had ever done it for the woman. But when she was halfway through her sentence, she realized that she was not qualified at all.
The person he loves most in his heart is Mu Xinran, and his wife is being married to Pang Keke, the young lady of the Pang family. And she, in the final analysis, is just a nameless junior.
"Ask whatever you want. I will definitely answer truthfully. Listening to Jian Moran's half-cut question, Chen Silin felt a little uneasy.
"It's okay, let's go to bed early." , Jian said unexpectedly.
Noticing that the atmosphere around Jian Moran was wrong, Chen Silin didn't say anything more.
She always thought that she just wanted to stay by Chen Silin's side, as long as she could accompany him every day, eat, sleep, and chat with him, she would be satisfied.
But recently, she has found more and more that she wants more than just his company, what she really wants is his love.
And this is exactly what he can't afford.
It's okay, it's okay, don't overthink it. At least he still cares a little bit about me.
Jian Moran comforted herself like this in her heart.
Raising her eyes and glancing at the upright tea table in the room, Jian Moran wanted to give up the plan she had already thought of.
"Mo Ran, what did you say besides Mu Xinran, what happened to the Shen family to let Shen Muchen stay in Lucheng regardless of the border war?" Chen Silin asked.
Hearing this, Jian Moran's body stiffened violently.
Not noticing the difference between Jian Moran and Chen Silin, Chen Silin began to plan his next things.