Refusing to return with relatives (34)

Mother-in-law holding hands,

"Naturally, it's Chu Shizi."

"The hairpin on Miss's head, the slave maid saw the young lady wear it a month ago, and although the slave and maid were dull, but that day, when I heard what Chu Shizi said to you, I understood that Chu Shizi was really good to Miss. Although Lan Xie Yuan is young and promising, he is not from Chang'an after all, he is far away in Qingzhou, even if he wants to live in Chang'an, he doesn't have much of the same words as Miss in the end. Chu Shizi knows the roots, and is naturally better than Lan Jieyuan. ”

Zuo Shi looked at the road, suddenly stopped, and the mother-in-law only thought that she had said the wrong thing, and said busily,

"It's the slave who said wrong, you shouldn't talk about the young lady's marriage leave."

Zuo turned back to look at his mother-in-law,

"You have protected me since I was a child, and you are also an elder in my eyes, Erlang, Uncle and Changjue respect you a little, and it is nothing to say a few words about the marriage of the juniors."

Mother-in-law Road,

"Thank you Madame for your compassion, it's just the word elder, and the slave doesn't dare to be it. In the future, I will not talk about the eldest lady again. ”

Zuo was silent for a while before he said,

"Do you really think it's good to be king?"

The mother-in-law nodded,

"Otherwise, how could so many people look forward to Miss and Chu Shizi becoming a pair?"

Zuo listened to his mother-in-law's words, and suddenly became a little timid in the face of this road that he often goes.

If you go, you must discuss the marriage with Chu Ranyu's relatives, and you will probably get married soon.

Not going, but it is also contrary to what she thinks and thinks these days, she is determined to let Changjue live more freely, want to see Changjue get married, have children, and spend the life process that ordinary people will have.

This step has passed, but there is no turning back.

Erlang Tong disagreed with Shang is one and said that she ...... But he was extremely reluctant.

The daughter who has been raised under her knees for 16 years is suddenly about to get married, and she will no longer be her own family in the future. As a mother, how could she be willing to let go so easily?

Zuo gritted his teeth, and finally took that step.

I was a little unsteady every step of the way, and my panting sound became heavy, and it seemed that it took a lot of effort to take every step.

Before he arrived, he already felt exhausted and unwilling to take another step forward.

The little palace chief jue was wearing a unique costume in the northwest, with big black and white eyes, holding a cage, and holding the cage in front of Zuo like a treasure.

"Mother, you see, this gerbil was caught by me in the northwest sand cave, this is the whitest one, I keep it for my mother, and my mother must take care of it."

The two front teeth were still leaking, and the palace chief grinned.

Zuo took the gerbil, although he was a little embarrassed and afraid, but he also took it, and gently, pretending not to be afraid, stroked the gerbil's fur.

"This gerbil is really good-looking, and his skills are really powerful."

The ten-year-old palace chief Jue Fang had not been settled in Chang'an from the northwest for a long time, and in the face of Gong Yuanling, who was often far away from her openly and secretly, he was often at a loss, and all his sincerity and sincerity did not dare to easily intersect in a short period of time.

The little girl sat on the porch wiping her tears and muttered,

"Why does my sister always treat me like this, obviously the gerbil I brought her is the most snow-white and smartest, not even Sister Li Su and Comb."

At that time, it was also the first time that Zuo's family understood why every time she came back from the northwest, the palace chief had to give her the gerbil she caught.

When Gong Chang Jue first settled in Chang'an, he didn't know how to get along with people, thinking that everyone would happily accept her gerbil like Zuo. He struggled to catch many times back to Chang'an, but was laughed at rudely.

And Gong Yuanling, who has always been pampered, dared to play with this kind of small animal, and the moment he took it, he threw away the gerbil violently, and ran into Aunt Wan's arms with a scream. Shrinking and glaring at the palace chief. I don't want to play with Gong Changjue.

Gong Changjue's time in Chang'an was actually extremely lonely at the beginning, and the girls didn't dare to play with Gong Changjue, but because of their big personality, they gradually played well with the boys. Going to fight horses and archery together, all the boys of the same age were shocked by Gong Changjue's horse kung fu and archery kung fu. They all want the palace chief to be a master.

Later, among these children, Zuo Jin and Gong Changjue, who have always been a little silent in their attributes, played the best. Because Zuo Jin and Gong Changjue played well, Zuo Miaoqing slowly became familiar with Gong Changjue, because they were blood cousins, and their relationship became closer and closer, at that time, Zuo was thinking that if he could marry Gong Changjue to the Zuo family and marry Zuo Jin, it would also be a good choice.

At least, she can rest assured that the Zuo family and the children of the Zuo family.

But not long after that, the Meng family used some pickled methods to engage with them, and the palace chief also admitted that he liked Meng Huawen, Meng Huawen really had proper etiquette, read well, and was born a talent. The Zuo family thought about it a lot, so they were willing to let the Meng family marry the palace chief.

After a flash of time, the Meng family has achieved the Fengchang of the head of Jiuqing, not the home of the young official of the year, insisting on withdrawing from the marriage, Zuo was so angry that he couldn't sleep day and night, thinking of what his daughter might encounter after being dismissed, it was like a mang on his back, and he couldn't close his eyes and sleep peacefully.

Gong Changjue suddenly told her that Meng Huawen had no matchmaking with the daughter of the Zhu family outside, and she was even more anxious, and she arrived at Zuo's house that day, and she was already an adult, and she hugged her father's arm and cried with her father, and her father listened, only told her to go back, and found out with Zuo Jin that there was a ghost behind the Meng family that day, and was ready to let the Meng family fall.

At this time, it seems that the long-term recipe is slowly changing. No longer foolishly believe that everyone is true, and no longer blindly be bullied by others and only know patience.

Unexpectedly, he took a volume of the biography of the princess and daughter written by himself, and went to the Zuo family to find his father, telling his father to use this drama to make the Meng family have no chance to turn over again. Zuo learned about this from his father, who was the imperial historian, and was shocked.

And at the banquet of the Shen family, I also heard that Changjue blurted out a poem that everyone was amazed and Chang'an marveled at, and became famous in Chang'an overnight.

At the same time, there are also pitiful encounters and life experiences of Changjue.

Zuo sometimes even wonders, could it be that all this is a deliberate plan by Changjue, deliberately guiding calculations?

Zuo has always been hesitant about this idea.

It wasn't until he saw the legendary beaded curtain hairpin piercing Changjue's shoulder, and the wound on the shoulder was strangely shaped, as if it was stabbed by himself, that Zuo began to slowly understand something.

The long recipe is different from before, she will not hesitate to fight back against the person who framed her, and return the pain a thousand times in a soft way, in a way that is pityd by thousands of people.

In the face of the rumors of the Gong family, she went to court, and before the Gong family was demoted to a concubine, she had expected it, and even took the initiative to tell Gong Yun about all this, asking Gong Yun to cooperate with Guan Tingwei.

She is less and less like the innocent child who held a gerbil and bared his front teeth and smirked at Zuo's memory in Zuo's memory.

She began to have edges and corners, and she was as straightforward and decisive as Zuo and Gong Yun didn't even have. Zuo thought that even if Gong Changjue became sharper, he would still be a child in the end.

Until she faced the sharpness of Gong Changjue.

On that day, Gong Changjue took a purple hosta and slammed it to the ground, saying those words in front of everyone.

Zuo Shi looked at Gong Changjue standing in the daylight, and suddenly understood that this child had grown up, and she no longer needed anyone to protect her. Now, this child seems to have grown up overnight to understand better than anyone else how to protect himself and protect the Gong family.

Or carry the overall situation with one hand.

But Zuo was very sad that day, and that night, she tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

She got up and involuntarily walked to the courtyard of Gong Changjue, but saw Gong Changjue sitting at the stone table in the courtyard, holding a handkerchief.

Before Zuo could react, Gong Changjue had already shed two lines of tears silently. In the lonely night, there was not a single sound.

has been sitting alone for a long time, and Zuo has been standing at the door, accompanying the palace chief in a way that the palace chief does not know. Zuo didn't know why Gong Changjue was crying, but the tears were engraved on her heart like a knife. Zuo didn't bother, and let Gong Changjue be alone.

Zuo stood for a long time, and was about to turn around and leave, but suddenly heard Gong Changjue whisper a word about Shizi, and then burst into tears.

Zuo's footsteps paused, and she thought of the swordsmanship that Gong Changjue suddenly had to practice at the age of fourteen, and when she went out, she came back with the fragrance of flowers mixed with dust.

The mother-in-law knocked on the side and asked Zuo, and it could be seen that the eldest lady had climbed the wall.

Zuo's lazily replied at that time, although Changjue grew up in the northwest, he was not a child who did not know how to be polite. How can you go over the wall, if you see something, you must be wrong.

That night, Zuo suddenly understood.

She had also heard that the prince of Dingwang was excellent in archery, and every day when she practiced swords in the courtyard, a little girl would climb the wall to peek.

Isn't that one of them?

The long recipe grew up quickly, and it turned out that it was because she had experienced many things in places she couldn't see, but she didn't know it.

Just like I have loved the prince of Ding, and now I have to protect the tenacity of the palace family with my thin body.

The growth of Gong Changjue surprised Zuo more and more, and then, he was not surprised.

But even if Gong Changjue can be on his own again, Zuo still hopes that this child can live more under her protection. She is so reluctant to give up her children, unwilling to hold the gerbil in the palace, reluctant to wrestle hairpins in court, reluctant to climb the wall and flutter flowers, and reluctant to grow up.

is so reluctant, no matter how much the child looks like an adult, she still wants the child to stay.

Whether it's innocent or preoccupied.

Zuo Shi had burst into tears unconsciously, this road was extremely long, as if it was the longest road she had ever walked. At the end of the journey, she was determined to say goodbye to her children.

The mother-in-law was shocked and hurriedly said,

"Madame, why are you crying?"

The mother-in-law hurriedly handed the handkerchief,

"Madam, it's not appropriate to go to see a guest like this, you should wipe it quickly."

Seeing that Zuo just took the handkerchief and didn't move, still crying, the mother-in-law had to coax and wipe the tears clean for Zuo, saying,

"Madam, sooner or later, this day will come, this is a happy event."