Chapter 200: Since the Past Life Has Been Missed
An Ruyue was so stunned and was held in his arms, she could feel that he seemed to be very excited, but she didn't understand why he was excited, this excitement was obviously not for her, because he also said that he just liked her a little bit.
Even so, Qing Ci's words still shocked her greatly, he was willing to confess his past to her, and even more, he told her that she was different from the first two women in his life. If you want to say that you don't rejoice in your heart, that's false. What woman doesn't want the man she loves to feel special and give her all the favors?
However, An Ruyue still didn't dare to indulge her joy too much, she was afraid, afraid that she would become insatiable. In the human world for more than ten years, she has seen a lot, how many vows you and I made before getting married, not long after getting married, it became a curse for women to wash their faces with tears every day. She didn't want to be caught in that tragedy herself.
"Qingci, thank you. However, you ...... Don't promise me too much, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that my heart will become bigger and bigger, more and more unsatisfied. An Ruyue buried her head in his arms and said softly.
"Isn't your heart big enough? If you want me to say, a woman like you is the most suitable to marry home and use it as a faΓ§ade, anyway, you can turn a blind eye to your husband when he is out of trouble, you are really virtuous and virtuous!" Qing Ci said angrily.
"I ...... Isn't that the rule of heaven and earth like this? The more excellent the man, the more women there are. I know I'm not worthy of you. An Ruyue said a little gloomily.
"Whether you deserve it or not, I have the final say. In short, don't mention these messy things to me in the future, I also have a temper, and you're not the only one who will be angry!" Qing Ci said, reaching out and pinching An Ruyue's nose.
"Okay, if you don't say it, you won't say it. An Ruyue smiled wryly.
"Okay, I'll go to the pavilion master first, you stay here well, don't think about it anymore. Qing Ci imprinted a shallow kiss on her forehead, smiled and turned to leave her room.
As soon as he went out, he saw the painting at the corner of the stairs and ran away in a hurry, but Ji Wuxin was standing in place, looking a little embarrassed.
"What's wrong with her?" Qing Ci walked to Ji Wuxin's side in a few steps and asked with a frown.
"I just wanted to apologize to her and exchange a few words with her by the way, but I didn't expect that she didn't know the solution to her dreams. Ji Wuxin said apologetically.
"You're saying that you've told her all the characteristics of Haunting Dreams?" asked Qing Ci speechlessly.
"Yes, I've accidentally mentioned this matter, wouldn't it annoy her even more if I didn't tell her the truth?" Ji Wuxin said very seriously.
"Ji Wuxin, Ji Wuxin, you don't have a heart, of course you won't understand the mood of normal people. You're really ...... That's it, you don't necessarily understand it. You hurry back to your own place, so as not to say the wrong thing again!" Qing Ci waved his hand at Ji Wuxin helplessly, and then strode towards Cang Wunian's room.
"What's wrong? look anxious?" Inside the house, Cang Wunian was sipping fragrant tea alone, thinking about some questions, and when he saw Qing Ci walking in in a hurry, he couldn't help frowning.
"Hey, good news for you. Fang Caiji accidentally revealed the haunting solution to Miss Allure, and at this moment, I am afraid that Miss Allure's heart must not be a taste. Qing Ci sighed deeply.
Cang Wunian put the teacup that he wanted to send to his mouth back on the table, his eyes condensed slightly, "I expected that I couldn't hide her for too long, but now that I know, I can save ......."
"What do you save?, did the young lady of Allure take the initiative to give you a hug to the pavilion master, so that you almost can't hold it?" Qing Ci immediately came to his senses and asked in a sly manner.
Cang Wunian glanced at him helplessly, and then fell into deep thought. He did have such two very dangerous entanglements with Hua Allure, and he couldn't deny that as a normal man, he did have times when he couldn't control it, but the object that made him difficult to control was limited to Painting Allure, and if he was replaced by another woman, I was afraid he wouldn't even have a chance to get close to him.
After a while, Cang Wunian sighed leisurely: "I have also thought about it repeatedly, why is it her." I have long since lost my soul, I don't know what love is, and even my mother, I am very reluctant to have physical contact with her. But the painting ...... It seemed that everything that happened with me with her was a matter of course, and that feeling was very familiar, and it was very strange, and in the depths of my memory I should have loved a woman, but I didn't know who the other person was, and I couldn't remember what it was like. β
"That can only mean that you are destined for Miss Allure. Just like I did to the Pavilion Master, when I first met you, I felt familiar to you. Qing Ci said with a smile.
However, Qing Ci's words were successful in exchange for a roll of the eyes of Cang Wunian, "Qing Ci, you are obviously premeditated when you get close to me, do you really think I am a fool?"
Qing Ci laughed dryly: "How can it, the subordinates are loyal to the pavilion master, and they can learn from the sun and ......the moon."
"Come on, you're not tired of shooting too much sycophants, I'm tired of listening to it. Cang Wunian frowned and waved his hand to interrupt Qing Ci's meaningless rhetoric, "I'd better go and see the paintings, otherwise she will have to think about it alone." β
Looking at the back of Cang Wunian leaving, the smile on Qing Ci's face gradually converged, "Brother Ah Nian, it's not that I don't want to tell you the truth, but even if I say it, you won't necessarily believe me." Besides, the road of you and Sister Ling'er in this life is full of unknowns, and the road of love is so bumpy, why let the pain of a thousand years ago hurt you again?"
After Hua Chengcheng ran back to the room, he sat on the stool in a daze, and somehow remembered the matter of Qiao Sanniang and Luo Fan in his mind.
Regarding Luo Fan and Yun Rui's past, she had heard about it from An Ruyue before, and she had to say that she admired and understood Yun Rui very much, knowing that it was destined to be separated, she could also give her innocence to the person she loved the most without hesitation, just to leave the best memory in her heart, just like she is now. But what she admires more is Luo Fan, as a man, he can have no regrets about a woman who married someone else's wife for a thousand years.
As for Qiao Sanniang, the most she feels about her should be sympathy, and they are both in love with a man who can't respond to their feelings. Because of love, Qiao Sanniang is a mortal body, and she has willingly waited by Luo Fan's side for more than ten years, and may continue to guard it like this until her soul returns to Huangquan in a few decades.
Today's painting Allure has the consciousness of becoming the second Qiao Sanniang, but what makes her stunned is that the life of a mortal is short after all, and dozens of cold and summer have passed in the blink of an eye, and her life span is far from comparable to that of Cang Wunian, thinking that she may only be able to look at him from afar but not be able to get close to him in the long years to come, she feels as if her heart has been pricked by needles.
"Painting, are you alright?" she didn't know when the door was pushed open, and it wasn't until Cang Wunian's deep, beautiful voice gently called her name that she came back to her senses.
"Brother Wunian, why are you here?" asked Hua Chengcheng, brushing his sideburns and lowering his eyes.
"You know it all. Cang Wunian walked up to her and sat down on a stool beside her.
"Well, it's all there. Allure nodded slightly.
"I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to hide it from you. After thinking about it for a long time, in the end, there was only one thing left to apologize, because Cang Wunian had no idea what else he could say now.
"It's not Brother Wunian's fault. After all, I wasn't as open-minded as I thought. I have told myself more than once that as long as I can reshape your soul, even if you fall in love with another woman in the end, I will not hesitate. But...... But now I don't have such confidence, because I can't even be wishful thinking. Brother Wunian, what should I do? I can't think that if nothing has happened between us, how can I convince myself that I really have love after many years?"
"Painting, don't do that. Why do you always think I'm going to fall in love with other women?" asked Cang Wunian very helplessly and puzzled.
"Brother Wunian, don't you feel it yourself? There has always been a woman in your heart, and she seems to be hidden in your memory. I have vaguely seen such a figure in your mind, and I am sure that the woman is not me. Hua Chengcheng said in a low voice, his tone full of depression.
Cang Wunian's gaze paused slightly, and he suddenly remembered the "Painting Allure City" that appeared in his mind two days ago, and the voice told him coldly: I am her, but she is not exactly me.
But now Hua Allure said that she knew very well that the woman was not her. So what is the relationship between them, and who is telling the truth?
Squinting his eyes, Cang Wunian finally made up his mind, "Hua'er, I once promised you that I would always be by your side, this is my promise to you." Whoever the woman who appears in the depths of my memory is, I will never look for her again. β
Hua Chengcheng raised her head and stared at Cang Wunian's eyes, after seeing the firmness in his eyes, she was both moved and a little at a loss, "Brother Wunian, why are you doing this? Maybe that woman is very likely to be someone who was very important to you in your previous life?"
"You also said that it was a past life. Since the one in the previous life has been missed, why should the one in this life be missed again?" Cang Wunian smiled faintly.
It's another beautiful love sentence, but this time Hua Allure felt it, he didn't inadvertently say something that made her misunderstand, but tried very hard to dispel the panic in her heart.
"Thank you, Brother Wunian. Hua Chengcheng wiped away the tears that fell because of this sudden touch, and then smiled self-deprecatingly, "You see, I'm always so ignorant, and I worry Brother Wunian again." Sometimes the painting is really a little envious of Brother Wunian, and he will not suffer from gains and losses because of his feelings. β
"Huh. Cang Wunian chuckled lightly and quipped: "It's very painful to pull the soul out of the body, don't look for a chance to experience your little body, otherwise, my soul won't know that the Year of the Monkey and the month of Ma Yue can be reshaped." β