Chapter 248: Don't be sorry

Mu Xue and Fu An sent everyone into the car before leaving, as the last three people to leave, Mu Xue looked at the empty box, thinking about the previous fragments in this box, mixed with the memories of barbecue inexplicably with a bit of cumin fragrance, "I really hope we can be so good forever." ”

"Yes."

Fu An leaned against the door, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at the cute and loving girl in front of him, his eyebrows and eyes inexplicably hidden a little tenderness.

Mu Xue raised her eyes and glared at Fu An, considering that Nan Lin'an was by her side, Mu Xue didn't say anything to disturb the scenery.

Nan Lin'an rubbed his eyes, his eyes were a little sleepy, as a child, Nan Lin'an had reached his limit at this time, after all, Nan Lin'an hadn't stayed up so late before.

"Sister, when are we going back?"

Nan Lin'an's little milk voice was inexplicably a little aggrieved, as if she was about to close her eyes in the next second, Mu Xue was about to say something, but Fu An suddenly squatted in front of Nan Lin'an, "I'll carry him on my back." ”

"An An, will you let Brother Fu carry you on your back?"

Mu Xue asked Nan Lin'an's opinion in a low voice, Nan Lin'an frowned inexplicably, but there seemed to be no better solution at this time, Nan Lin'an's sleepy brain didn't want to think about anything else at all, so she had to nod, "Okay." ”

Nan Lin'an obediently climbed onto Fu An's back, and his immature little hands hugged Fu An's neck, as if he wanted to strangle Fu An to death.

Fu An had never been so aggrieved before, but considering that this little boy was Mu Xue's younger brother, Fu An didn't say anything, just patted Nan Lin'an's little hand, "Loosen up, I'm about to strangle me." ”

Nan Lin'an instinctively loosened, but his hand was tightly grasping Fu An's collar, as if he was afraid that this person would wrestle him.

Of course, this does not make Fu An more comfortable, and it is even worse than strangling his neck.

Mu Xue looked at Fu An like this, and couldn't help but speak, "...... Otherwise, I'd better carry it, right? ”

"No," Fu An shook his head, stretched out his hand to hold Nan Lin'an, probably Nan Lin'an was really tired, and found a comfortable position on Fu An's back and fell asleep, "That's good." ”

Mu Xue was a little apologetic, and when she caught a glimpse of Nan Lin'an falling asleep, Mu Xue explained in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I don't want to leave An An alone at home, seeing him seems to be seeing himself at the beginning." ”

The night breeze is slightly cold, the sky is dark, the starlight is not visible like ink, and the sparse lights on the roadside are flickering, Mu Xue enjoys the feeling of walking in the night, as if immersed in the deepest part of the universe.

"You never have to apologize to me," Fu An said this, his voice was inexplicably a little low, and the corners of his mouth were a little shallow smile, "Xiao Xue'er, everything I did was willing......"

Fu An hoped that Mu Xue could take all of this for granted, and hoped that Mu Xue would have been accustomed to acting like this instead of explaining to himself in a low voice with apologies.

Fu An glanced at the girl beside him, he hoped that Mu Xue could learn to be pampered and arrogant, instead of being so calm and self-controlled, polite and detached that it was unsettling.

“…… Hug ......" Before the word apology could be spoken, Mu Xue suddenly bit her lower lip, "I'm used to it." ”

The simple four words "I'm used to it" are like a spell, which reminds Mu Xue of those deliberately forgotten times, Mu Xue originally thought that if she forgot it, it would not ring again, but she didn't expect that those dark memories would appear quietly like a nightmare engraved in her bones, and they would appear quietly if she was not careful, evoking the bloody scars in Mu Xue's heart.

"Little Cher, you know what?" Fu An suddenly spoke, in the night, Fu An's voice seemed very gentle, he raised his eyes to look at the dark sky, he knew that there was a bright starlight hidden behind the black fog, shining, "Actually, you are very lonely." ”

"You don't accept the proximity of others, and even silently divide people into circles in your heart, it seems that many friends around you are very lively, but in fact, you have never really made friends with anyone......"

"It may seem difficult for you to get you to say what is in your heart, and you are used to hiding your true self......"

Fu An said this, looking at Mu Xue who was biting her lower lip tightly, "Xiao Xue'er, I don't mean anything to make you sad, I just said, you can try to believe me." ”

“…… Rely on me a little more. ”

Mu Xue was not so flamboyant and presumptuous, she silently set the guidelines for herself, acted steadily and did not overstep, when the Kyoto Mu family had no heir, Mu Xue forced herself to grow up and become the best heir of the Kyoto Mu family.

When the Kyoto Mu family no longer needed her, she withdrew gloomily, and she was reluctant to let her brother leave Chen Yang, because Mu Yao and Wen Ruyu would take care of everything about Chen Yang.

Mu Xue looks happier than anyone else, but her parents who are favored by a superior family background are lonelier than anyone else, because the only dependence in her heart is her brother.

Fu An discovered Mu Xue's strangeness early, she came to Jiangcheng alone, but she didn't have any friends to see her off, Fu An looked at Mu Xue, and couldn't help feeling distressed in his heart, he didn't know why Mu Xue became like this, he only hoped that Mu Xue could change a little.

“…… Maybe you're right. Mu Xue was silent for a long time before she spoke, as if she had given up on herself, "I didn't expect that all my disguises were actually seen through by you......"

Mu Xue was a little helpless, she glanced at the person in front of her, and smiled, "I think my acting skills are not bad, why can you see through it so easily?" They never looked through ......"

Inside Mu Xue's mouth, it was not difficult for Fu An to guess that it was Mu Yao and Wen Ruyu, after the kidnapping case eight years ago, these two people were full of self-blame for Mu Huan's disappearance and ignored Mu Xue, so Mu Xue felt pity when she saw Nan Lin'an.

Because Nan Lin'an is Mu Xue's shadow.

The little girl who used to hide in the dark and cry no longer needs those comforts, but she wants to protect the little boy next to her, after all, this person was brought to the Mu family by Mu Xue herself.

Fu An looked at Mu Xue like this, and only felt distressed, he wanted to take the person in front of him into his arms and comfort him, but there was no way to free his hands at all.

Fu An had never hated Nan Lin'an's existence so much.

“…… I'm sorry," Fu An looked at Mu Xue like this, and his heart rarely rose a little apologetic, he probably shouldn't have picked Mu Xue's disguise so bluntly, after all, Mu Xue was happy after the disguise, "I shouldn't ......"

"What did you just say?" Mu Xue smiled lightly, those days were an unrelenting shadow in Mu Xue's heart, but at this time it is no longer a shadow, "Never be sorry for me, because we don't need this between us." ”

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