Chapter 60: Thoughts and Dreams

It is said that Su Zimei learned that Yizhi went to Suiyang Academy, Wen Yanbo followed closely behind, and felt uneasy, so she also rushed to the academy, seeing that Yizhi was alone, she was full of thoughts, but she didn't know where to start, and her eyes were gloomy for a while. Hearing Yizhi smile and ask the end, he was ashamed and annoyed, and said angrily: "You have suffered a great grievance, I can't help at all......

Yizhi smiled: "Why do you think I am wronged, what am I wronged, I am not arrogant and can't endure hardships, but I can understand that everyone has helplessness, it is my own life, and it is my own choice, I don't want to blame anyone, besides, your sister and I are loved by everyone, and I have never suffered anything...... How did Wei Mingyuan treat me, you have also seen it, and what are you talking about. ”

Su Zimei stared at Yizhi with both eyes, and asked again: "I told Yanbo everything about you, I can't think of him...... Still coming to you. ”

Remembering the sorrow, she paused for about two or three sentences, and said, "Cousin, do you think it is possible for me and him to be there?" ”

Su Zimei stayed for a long time and said, "It's not impossible. ”

Yizhi shook his head and said: "I don't want him to be like Brother Liangbi, there are countless people who analyze the pros and cons with him and persuade him not to destroy his future." I don't want to experience Su Yiyi's state of mind at that time...... I've paid the price for what I've done, and I don't want to make it worse. ”

Su Zimei sighed: "You are now a princess, how can you compare with that person." ”

Yizhi frowned and said: "Your Majesty named me a princess, but I have not yet drawn up a title, I have no fiefdom to eat, let me be the secretary of the Shangyi Bureau and the guest of honor, freely enter and exit the three halls and one pavilion, the assistant manager of the state banquet, and give Yuyuxuan to keep the palace, what is the intention, it is really difficult to guess." ”

Su Zimei sneered and said, "I never thought that it would become like this. ”

Remembering looked at him, puzzled.

Su Zimei said: "I originally thought that if you return to Bianjing and live in Su Mansion, I will be able to take care of everything, but I didn't expect Your Majesty to summon you into the palace, even if I enter the palace, I will only send a famous post, and I will not even say a word." Now that I'm more and more out of my power to do your business, it seems that I ...... inadvertently."

He raised his eyes to look at Yizhi, and said wistfully: "My little sister has grown up, and she is no longer the little heel behind my ass, and I ...... I can't protect you anymore. ”

Yizhi smiled and said: "Where is this going, maybe one day, my sister will be able to protect my brother!" ”

Su Zimei laughed, squinted at Yizhi and said, "I don't want such a day. "Then get up.

"Where are you going?" ”

Su Zimei said: "Go back and do a good job, how can I ask you to chase after you?" He laughed.

Yizhi smiled and said, "Brother is leaving, I won't send it." ”

Su Zimei glanced at Yi Yi for a long time, and then left.

But it is said that it is difficult to determine the weather in Fuzhong, after a burst of rain, the weather changes suddenly, the cold and wet cold invades the muscles and bones, and when it is cold food, do not move the fire, and the disease of wind pain is more and more aggravated, and only the warmth on the kang every day can live in peace.

When the palaces received new fires, it was the rain and the sunny day, and the memory was bored in the house, so he was dressed in a crane and took a sedan chair to Chongwen Academy, only to see that the ground was still wet, and he entered the secret pavilion library, but he saw that Fu Liangbi was sitting in the old place where his father was always there, and he was facing away from himself, surrounded by books.

Yizhi called softly, and walked over again, Fu Liangbi turned around and saw that it was Yizhi, busy with the surrounding books, and moved a vacant seat for Yizhi to sit, Yizhi walked to his side and sat down, looked at him, and smiled unconsciously: "You haven't been home for a few days, look at this unshaven beard." ”

Fu Liangbi touched his chin and said with a smile: "It's true that I haven't been back for a long time." ”

Remembering the way: "Then what about your house, who will take care of it?" ”

Fu Liangbi said: "After the master left, Xu moved to my house, and he has been taking care of it all the time." ”

Yizhi nodded and said, "The third brother is a careful person. ”

Fu Liangbi smiled and hesitated for a long time before asking, "It's been very cold in recent days, and you can't start the fire, are you okay?" ”

Yizhi said sadly: "It's not good, but it's also survived." ”

Fu Liangbi frowned and smiled, and said, "I'm here, if you have anything, just call someone to tell me." ”

Yi Zhi sniffed and said, "You better go back and wash it first, it's going to stink." ”

Fu Liangbi was busy sniffing around on himself, making Yizhi giggle, and suddenly saw a little inner eunuch running into the library building in a hurry, looking around, and when he saw Yizhi, he opened his eyes for a while, and shouted outside: "Found it, found it, the princess is here!" With that, he hurriedly ran towards her.

Yizhi unconsciously glanced at Fu Liangbi, and the little inner supervisor made a gesture, half-bending down to Yizhi: "Your Royal Highness Princess, the official family is looking for you everywhere, go to Chongzheng Palace." ”

I didn't feel it, and while asking what was wrong, I was about to get up, but Fu Liangbi saw that her dress was inconvenient, and reached out to pick her up.

The little inner eunuch lowered his head and said: "Where does the slave know anything, I only know that the official family is looking for the princess, and I can't find it everywhere, and I am in a hurry to get angry." ”

Yizhi had to go to the Chongzheng Palace, the inner supervisor pushed open the door of the main hall, and Zhao Zhenfei, who heard the news, ran and pounced, holding Yizhi's hand, his eyes were full of panic, and said: "Imperial sister, imperial sister, Liao Xingzong suddenly sent his younger brothers and sisters to Bianjing, tomorrow is coming, you say, what does he want to do?" ”

Yizhi frowned, shook his head, and asked, "Which prince is from the Liao Kingdom?" ”

Zhao Zhen hurriedly said: "It is the famous imperial brother Yelu Chongyuan. ”

Yizhi thought for a long time, and said: "I remember in a trance that Liao Xingzong Yelu Zongzhen and he are the brothers of the same mother, but the elder brother was raised by Empress Rende, and the younger brother was raised by his biological mother Concubine Yuan, after the death of Liao Shengzong, Empress Rende was framed by Concubine Yuan and was convicted of rebellion, Concubine Yuan established herself as the queen mother, and listened to the political ......" Speaking of this, Yizhi unconsciously raised his eyes to take a look at Zhao Zhen.

Zhao Zhen sneered: "Yes, the queen mothers don't seem to be willing to live for a long time, and they all want to listen to the government." However, I am luckier than Yelu Zongzhen, although Empress Dowager Liu is not my biological mother, she escorted me and quelled the civil strife. Concubine Yuan was his biological mother, but she wanted to depose him and set up his younger brother, Yelu Chongyuan, as emperor. ”

Yizhi tugged at the corners of his mouth and said: "But Yelu Chongyuan has no intention of being the emperor, or he is unwilling to break with his brother, so he told Liao Xingzong about his mother and uncle's plot to depose the emperor." She paused for a moment, and then thought, "I'm afraid it's a big deal to send him......

Zhao Zhen stayed for a long time and said, "Tomorrow, please accompany me." ”

Memories thought for a moment and nodded.

Zhao Zhen looked at Yizhi for a while, and then hesitated: "Sister Huang, you have to change your filial piety clothes." ”

Yizhi stayed for a long time, and then nodded again.

Zhao Zhen felt embarrassed for her again, lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, suddenly his heart lit up, and said: "The Wen family once entered a batch of Jin Qi Jin, which is the top grade in Shu Jin, and I still remember that the Si Yi Bureau has a dress made of frost-colored Jin Qi Jin, which is flashy but not glamorous. As he spoke, he said to Yanwen Yuan: "Quick, go and tell the head of the Clothing Bureau and ask her to send the clothes to Yuyuxuan." ”

Thinking of Wen Yanbo, he was stunned, and said: "I don't know what Yelu Chongyuan's intention is to give up the throne. ”

Zhao Zhen didn't notice her abnormality, and said wistfully: "If I had to make a choice between the throne and my brother, I guess it would be the same." He sat down on the throne and sighed.

Yizhi sat down beside him and whispered comfortingly: "If he is a forgiving and benevolent person like His Majesty, then it will be easy to do." ”

Zhao Zhen smiled at Yizhi and said, "I hope so." ”

After about a sentence or two, he said: "The world always thinks that it is good to be an emperor, but they don't know that it has a long way to go, if one is not good...... It is a small sin to be spurned by future generations, and it is a great crime for the people to make a living. How much it would take to get into this position. How much more to sacrifice in order to keep this position

…… Sister Huang, I haven't laughed for a long, long time. It's been a long time, and I haven't confided my true feelings for a long time.

It seems that everyone who approaches me has selfish intentions, and in order to achieve their own goals, they try their best to please me, but in fact, it's okay, it's okay...... It's just that I still can't be happy, and my heart always feels empty and uneasy. ”

Zhao Zhen smiled again: "You are gentle and pure, wise and tenacious, your heart is full of kindness, you do not mix selfish thoughts, and there is compassion in your eyes, which can make people involuntarily let down their guard and open their hearts." It dawned on me that people like him ...... Why do I like you so much? ”

Memories pursed his lips and smiled.

Zhao Zhen shook his head and said, "It's been too long since I've met someone like you......"

He stared straight at one place, and after a long time, he said, "You go back and rest, there is still a tough battle to be fought tomorrow." ”

Yizhi got up, gave Zhao Zhen his clothes, and took a few steps back to leave.

Out of the Chongzheng Palace, the sky was misty and rainy, she suddenly became interested, then retreated from the sedan chair, put on a hood, walked in the drizzle, crossed the palace gate, came to the courtyard, only to see pavilions, trees, mountains and stones, all full of green and moist air, she continued to walk along the path of pebbles beside the pond.

She stood still under a pear blossom tree, looked up, and looked at the clusters of pear blossoms on the branches, and was unconscious.

The drizzle was floating on her tender face, it was cold, and there were many places on her body that began to ache faintly, and she trembled unconsciously, she gathered her crane and walked in the direction of Yuyuxuan.

I didn't feel that I walked to a place, but I saw a lake of golden reeds, and there was a wooden bridge in the middle of the reeds, and I wanted to cross the bridge, and suddenly someone held my hand, and when I looked back, it was Wei Mingyuanhao, and I only heard him say: "Where are you going?" Why don't you open an umbrella, look, it's all soaked. ”

Yizhi was stunned and said, "I want to go back to Yuyuxuan." ”

Wei Mingyuan smiled and said, "What time is this, don't go back to the secret pavilion soon." ”

Yizhi suddenly remembered that he was still in the Great Xia Palace, so he had to nod.

Wei Mingyuan thought she was walking slowly, so he picked her up horizontally, carried her back to the secret pavilion, and put her on the big round bed, looking at her with both eyes and smiling. "I need to change out of my wet clothes. ”

Wei Mingyuan said: "Didn't you change it?" He bowed his mouth to the bronze mirror again.

Yi Zhi looked at the bronze mirror, and really didn't know when he had changed into a plain gauze skirt, and his thick and shiny hair flowed down the stream, swaying on the embroidered skirt. She looked at Wei Mingyuan and said with a smile: "Yes, how did I forget." ”

Yuan Hao pulled her long sideburns behind her ears, kissed her lips, and bit her earlobes, and his big hands swam down the jade arms, holding her slender waist.

Yizhi responded to Yuan Hao, and for a while, his eyes were full of stars, full of spring, and he looked at him infatuated and said, "I miss you." ”

Yuan Hao smiled and said, "You are my queen, if you want to see me, you can see me." ”

Remembering in a trance, he remembered that it was indeed true, and said with a smile: "Yes." ”

It was another bit of affection, and she gradually got better, she suddenly saw a piece of paper in her hand that only wrote the word Kuanfu, and she was startled for a moment, and pushed Yuan Hao away suddenly, and her shoulders were already cold.

She held the flower note, curled it into a ball, and muttered, "Can't, can't ......"

Yuan Hao looked at Yizhi and said with a smile: "What can't be? Is it that falling in love with me scares you like this? ”

Yizhi's eyes were full of horror, trembling, and said, "No, I don't!" ”

He asked, "You have indeed been confused for a while, and I took advantage of the danger of others to take possession of you, and the people asked you, why did you not tell the truth, but still defend me?" ”

Yizhi stayed for a long time before he figured it out, and muttered in a low voice: "In this way, they won't hate you, so they won't make enemies with you for me...... It was I who failed Second Brother Wen. I was ashamed and ashamed, and shed two lines of tears.

Yuan Hao held her face and kissed her, and couldn't stop pushing him, but his hands were held down, and Yuan Hao said angrily: "You are my person, and you dare to worry about other men!" He snatched the paper and threw it in the brazier.

Yizhi wanted to save, but he was held hands, and Yuan Hao said: "You said that you want to protect the people who are powerless to fight back, is it that the people of the Dangxiang Qiang are not the people, and the people of the Khitan are not the people?" Why is the life of your Song people life? ”

Yizhi was like an initiation, and suddenly opened his eyes, but when he saw Xing'er pounce up, he shook Yizhi and said, "Girl, girl, you're just having a nightmare, don't be afraid!" ”

She sat up, accidentally knocked the book next to the pillow, and the book fell to the ground, Xing'er picked it up, patted off the dust, and handed it to Yizhi, who took it, remembered that she came back from the imperial garden yesterday, and couldn't sleep until late at night, so she looked for "Spring and Autumn" to see.

She unconsciously flipped through the "Spring and Autumn Period" again, and thought that Confucius Sage advocated "politics and virtue", and traveled around the world in his later years, in order to apply "rule of etiquette" and "rule of virtue" to the people, he slept in the open and wandered, so that there was a prosperous world today, and the people lived and worked in peace and contentment.

I also thought that Zhao Zhen, the Son of Heaven, knew the reason, and the Song Kingdom already had the prototype of "selecting talents and abilities, stressing faith and cultivating harmony", "people do not only kiss their relatives, not only their sons, so that the old have their ends, the strong have their usefulness, the young have their growth, and the widows, loneliness, and the sick are all raised", how could it be destroyed like this?

She suddenly understood the deep meaning of Zhang Yuan - the combination of her and Yuan Hao is a combination of the essence of the Song Kingdom and the Western Xia, and it is also a great achievement.