103. There is no place for you

Chang Qianshun looked at Fang Qianmi suspiciously, and questioned, "You are a girl in your twenties, what do you know, just talk nonsense here." What parent doesn't want their children to have a good time?

Let me put it bluntly, Zhinian, you yourself know how partial your parents are to your brother, with your brother, your parents will naturally not see you, and naturally they can't see your excellence, of course they don't want to praise you.

So the truth of the matter is that you're not good enough, you're just unlucky enough to meet the most incomprehensible, unjustifiably biased parents of your brother.

Don't think about finding any reason, because eccentric parents can't explain their partiality with any reason at all, and people's hearts are like this, and they can't be analyzed rationally. ”

Fang Qianmi still insisted on his thoughts, "However, even if they are eccentric parents, there will always be a reason for them to be eccentric, Brother He, don't you really want to know this reason?" ”

He Zhinian glanced at Fang Qianmi, and Fang Qianmi could see the longing in his eyes.

He wanted to know why.

But Chang Qianshun didn't agree with Fang Qianmi's words at all, he continued to pour cold water, "Zhinian, she said nonsense, do you believe it?"

Do you know what is the biggest reason why you are not happy in life? Not because your parents are partial, but because your obsession is too heavy. You're good enough, you have so much money, and with that, you can live happier than most people, but why are you bothered about your parents?

Zhinian, these two words are almost the same as obsession.

In fact, your name is wrong, according to me, you should let go of your obsession, change to a new name, forget your original family, and start a new life, so that you will find that without them, you can live a happier and happier life. ”

He Zhinian showed a bitter face.

Some memories came to his heart like this, and he couldn't stop it.

When I was a child, the family conditions were not good, and the family rarely could eat chicken.

But every time a chicken is slaughtered, my mother will leave a big chicken leg for my brother in advance, and he has nothing.

Even when eating chicken hot pot, my mother would put the chicken in my brother's bowl as soon as possible, but she never sandwiched any meat for him.

There were even times when he had to wait for his brother to get tired of eating the chicken before he was eligible to eat the first piece of chicken.

When he grew up, he could have shared a room with his younger brother, but because his younger brother said that he wanted private space, he was forced to be a full-time junior high school student.

Even if I go home occasionally on weekends, I can only spend the night in the living room. My brother said he didn't want to share a bed with him, so his mother really wouldn't sleep in the bed for him.

Later, after graduating from college, he found his first job, and before he had time to be happy, his mother asked him to allocate 1,000 yuan from his monthly salary to his younger brother who was still in college as food expenses. Even at that time, my father started to run a small restaurant, and the family's economic situation improved more than a little, but my mother still insisted that he transfer money to his younger brother.

He didn't resist, even if he couldn't make ends meet, he still transferred money to his brother on time every month. My brother didn't say a word of thanks, my mother didn't praise him, and he still persevered.

And he fell in love for the first time after work.

He was a little shy to tell his mother that he was in love.

Mom just let out a nonchalant oh, not at all interested in what his girlfriend's name was, where she was from, how old she was, what kind of work she did, or anything like that.

Later, he talked to his girlfriend for more than three years, and his girlfriend's family urged them to get married, and he brought his girlfriend home for the first time. However, his girlfriend, who wanted to be blessed by his parents, was snubbed by his parents throughout the whole process.

My girlfriend was sitting in the living room, and they didn't pay attention to it, as if they didn't see her.

At dinner in the evening, because my brother was not at home, my mother only prepared simple steamed eggs, stir-fried vegetables, and stir-fried pork belly with garlic sprouts.

Four adults, three side dishes.

Seeing that the food was not enough, he took the initiative to say that he wanted to go to the deli to buy vegetables and come back, his girlfriend shook his head and said no, his mother said to his girlfriend with a cold face, "Little girl, this is the kind of environment in my home, if you don't think the food is enough to eat, or it is not delicious, you can go and buy vegetables by yourself." Otherwise, you won't have enough for this meal tonight, and you'll go back hungry. ”

His girlfriend was stunned for a long time on the spot, she never imagined that she would be treated like this, but in the end she could only endure and say, "Auntie, it's okay, I eat a small amount, and a bowl of rice and a little vegetables can be passed." ”

After eating, his girlfriend politely offered to clean up the dishes and chopsticks and wash the dishes, but his mother did not dissuade him, but went to the kitchen to instruct his girlfriend where and how to wash and how to wash it.

My girlfriend, who had planned to spend the night, offered to go home after washing the dishes.

He accompanied her on the bus for more than two hours to return to her house, and he also wanted to explain to her that his mother was not dissatisfied with her, but that she had been treating people coldly, and she proposed to break up first.

She said, "He Zhinian, no matter how good and excellent you are, I don't want to marry you." Just because of your mother's attitude tonight, I think that if I marry you in the future, I will definitely not be happy.

I still like you, but I really can't accept the way your parents treat me. ”

The crisp and neat breakup made him feel stunned, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was all reasonable.

Any girl who is treated like this should not want to have anything to do with him anymore.

He returned home gloomily, and his parents had already gone to sleep.

He had no car back to the rental house, so he had to spend the night at home, but he still didn't dare to sleep in his brother's bed, and after washing, he had to sleep in the living room for the night.

The next day was when my brother came back from school, and he had a friend in the same dormitory who was going to come to the house to play.

So early in the morning, he saw his mother come back from buying vegetables, boiling bone broth, making soy sauce chicken, steaming sea bass, and making stuffed bitter gourd and hibiscus shrimp with great effort. They even went to the countryside two days in advance to buy dog meat, and waited for this day to make yellow braised dog meat for their younger brother, because his younger brother likes to eat dog meat.

He looked at his mother, who had been busy in the kitchen all morning, and his heart was like a bitter medicine, so bitter that his eyes were sour.

He lowered his head and looked at his toes, not knowing what to say for a moment.

But when his mother, who was busy in the kitchen, turned around and saw him, her expression sank suddenly, and then she said extremely coldly, "If you're okay, go back to your own house." After a while, I know that Wen wants to take my classmates home, the place at home is small, and it will be crowded if there are many people, so don't stand and occupy the space. ”