Chapter 216: The So-Called Power (3)
Some enthusiasm is always temporary, but being able to turn enthusiasm into motivation to move forward has become my lifelong pursuit.
Shangguan Weiming has never forgotten the girl who once brought him infinite beauty, even if she leaves this time and will not see each other again in the future, but it doesn't matter, as long as she can live safely......
"What is Shangguan Gongzi thinking?" Ziling could hear his heart clearly, but she still wanted to ask in person, and it seemed that there was not much time to speak.
Shangguan Weiming obviously hesitated for a few seconds, and slowly opened his eyes, the sun in the sky was still so bright, "I was thinking that you are really the most special person I have ever met."
As the so-called most special person in your heart is the most special existence, which cannot be replaced by anyone. If two people do the same thing together, then she is destined to be different from others, always able to think of some strange ideas, always very smart thinking, but especially likable......
"That'..... In the heart of Shangguan Gongzi, how special am I? ”。
"Just like there is only one sun in the sky, if there is one more, it will not be perfect, one sun is enough to give people warmth, even if my body has been frozen into ice, but my heart is warm" Shangguan Weiming looked at the sun in the sky, some couldn't open his eyes, the sun's brilliance was extraordinarily intense, as if looking at the sun and then looking elsewhere, there would be some glorious shadows, which is indeed very special.
The sun is really a beautiful word, no matter how dark and dark the surroundings are, as long as there is a place where the sun appears, it will definitely illuminate the dark and dark corners, give full play to the light on his body, and strive to warm everyone's hearts, which is what is special.
Although he seems to be lively and active on the surface, he always has a lot of strange ideas, but in this matter of dealing with others, he has a clear distinction between love and hate, which seems to be a little different from what his father taught him......
My father once said that no matter what kind of scene I face in the future, I must not change my face and heartbeat, and no matter how vicious the words of the people in front of me are, I will not be able to solve the problem by getting angry. But the lively and active girl in front of her, who has a clear distinction between love and hate, has attracted her attention.
Shangguan Weiming sat up, as if it was time to leave......
Ziling turned her head and saw Shangguan Gongzi's actions, only to feel that her heart was constantly beating in her body, and it was getting more and more intense. Is it really decided?
Ziling also sat up, "Shangguan Gongzi.... Can you stay with me all the time? ”。
Shangguan Weiming had no words, looking at everything around him, this was a very reluctant feeling, even if the sun in the sky baked his heart hot, but still couldn't change this cold heart, this cold heart seemed to be doomed more than ten years ago. And to have such a small episode in this is already a very memorable memory.
"It's really a blessing to meet you, but I hope you can still maintain the same heart as you do today in the future, I.... I'm afraid I won't be able to stay with you all the time" Shangguan Weiming choked up a little as he spoke, it's really cruel to leave this kind of thing unexpectedly, or.... Or is it plain? The heart is hesitant.
"I'd like to go and walk in that woods alone, if.... We still have ifs, please don't come with me anyway, I have a very important thing to do, it is a very special thing" Shangguan Weiming said so softly about leaving, I just hope that when facing this kind of scene, I can try to suppress the sadness in my heart, and truly do what my father said.
Ziling didn't speak, she could still feel her heart beating all the time, there was nothing in the woods in front of her, why did Shangguan Gongzi go?
Looking at Shangguan Gongzi's back, he was very reluctant, and ran over and grabbed his hand, "Shangguan Gongzi, can you not leave me alone?" Can you not leave me behind? ”。
Shangguan Weiming could feel that his hand was grabbed by a pair of soft little hands, and a line of tears flowed from one eye instantly, but fortunately he turned his back to her, and she didn't see it, "Ziling, I'm ...... I really have a special reason, please let me go, this is something that only I can do."
"That'..... After Shangguan Gongzi is done, will he come to me again? Can I still see you? But I don't want to let go of your hand, as long as I let go of your hand, you will leave me, you will definitely ......" Ziling kept tears flowing out of the corners of her eyes, and her voice became even more choked, is Shangguan Gongzi really willing to leave him? He clearly said that the most special person he met was right in front of him, how could he leave so easily?
"Let me go...... Let me go" Shangguan Weiming couldn't bear to let go of her hand, just thinking of this cruel demon fate. It seems that the contingency plan that had been made before could not be executed.
But no matter how unbearable she was, she finally pushed her hand away, since she had already chosen a path, then there was no reason to give up at the beginning, if you could, in the next life, in the next life, everything will be fine......
"Nope! Shangguan is not clear! You stop me, I don't want any afterlife, I just want you now" Ziling stood in place and yelled.
Shangguan Weiming was suddenly stunned, could it be that she could hear her heart all the time?
Ziling ran over and hugged him from behind, "I know, what Shangguan Gongzi is worried about, isn't it the fate of the demon clan?" If I say I don't mind, can you not leave me? Even if the fate of the demon clan is true, but as long as I can stay with Shangguan Gongzi for one more day, I will feel extremely happy, if Shangguan Gongzi leaves, even if I am still alive in the future, but I don't want to live without faith, you are my faith! I won't let you go, I won't let you leave ......".
Shangguan Weiming could feel the warmth of this hug, it turned out that Ziling had always known her intentions, and she had always known it......
But because of this, the fate of the demon clan is too cruel, so she can't risk her life, "Ziling, listen to me, you are the princess of the demon clan, and I understand that you have a lot of responsibility on your shoulders, if you suffer the fate of the demon clan for me, I can't accept it, I can't let you die in front of my eyes and do nothing, I hope you live, I hope you can live well......" Sometimes the choice is forced to be made, if it's really a multiple-choice question, I'm afraid that there is no need for the fate of the demon clan to exist, the fate of the demon clan is really a terrible thing, but the truth is often so cruel, there are only multiple choice questions, not multiple choice questions.
Is it love or life? How should you choose, maybe feelings are very important, but as long as you live, you will have a chance in the future, if you leave this world easily, maybe there will be no ifs........
"No, I can't let you leave me, I don't want to leave you anymore, I can't accept life without you, Shangguan Gongzi, I beg you, please don't leave me......" The voice was so vague that it was heart-wrenching, and it was obvious that Shangguan Weiming's accident had not yet been created had ended in advance.
Maybe I can only communicate with her well now, and I can't risk her life no matter what.
Shangguan Weiming stopped, gently let go of the girl's arm holding him, and turned around, but what he saw in front of him was a blurred appearance of a girl crying tears, which he had never seen before, but it was extremely heartbreaking.
He took her in his arms and kissed her on the forehead gently, "But I can't watch you die, you have to live well, don't you?" ”。
Ziling was hugged into her arms and shook her head desperately, "But I can't see Shangguan Gongzi in my future life, what's the point?" I don't want to live like that, I hope to see Shangguan Gongzi every day, as long as you are by my side, I won't feel scared, promise me, don't leave again, okay? Ziling finally chose to say these words desperately, not daring to imagine what the days would be like without Shangguan Gongzi in the future.
Shangguan Gongzi is like the color filler of his own life, and all the scenery is colored, and life becomes colorful, but if the color disappears in his own world, the whole world is gray, is that kind of life really meaningful? Or is it really meaningful to live like that?
Shangguan Weiming gently stroked her head, "You have to be obedient...... You're going to be a better person in the future, you know? If you're so well-behaved, you'll definitely be liked by others."
"No, no one regards me as the most special person, I'm just a noisy person, and other than that, there's nothing else, only Shangguan Gongzi sees me as so important, only you, only you..... So you can't leave me, I really don't care about the fate of the demon clan, I really don't care."
Parting is often sentimental and always extremely cruel.
But there are some paths, once chosen, you can't go back. The road ahead, though unknown, is better than a known path full of darkness that never ends.
"Once you leave, I don't seem to have any hope, let me go back, I will definitely find a solution to the fate of the demon clan, I will definitely find it, I will come back to you after I find it, I will come to you as soon as possible, okay?" Shangguan Weiming knew that although the fate of this demon clan was difficult to solve, maybe it was just a reason to deceive her, and I hope she can do well, even if she forgets about the previous things......
Ziling wiped her tears and slowly raised her head, "Is what Shangguan Gongzi said true?" As long as you find a solution to the fate of the demon clan, come back to me? Is that true? "I'm looking forward to that day in my heart, but even the gods in the forbidden land of the demon clan can't say that there is such a method, can Shangguan Gongzi really find it?
"Of course, what I said must be true, but before then, can you wait for me to come back?" Shangguan Weiming said.
Some lies seem to be unforgivable, that is the principle that touches the bottom line, but some lies are just to stabilize her emotions, and how can there be such a magical thing in the world that can solve the fate of the demon clan for hundreds of years, and it is magical to think about it, but how can there be an explanation if you don't try it?
"I will find a solution to the fate of the demon clan for the rest of my life, and I will come back to you" even if there is only a 1 in 10,000 possibility.