Chapter 51: I'm Sorry, I'm Not Worthy
Chapter 51: I'm Sorry, I'm Not Worthy
The previous things in her mind came to Pang Luozhi's mind one by one, although a few days have passed, Pang Luozhi still clearly remembers every detail, including every expression and every sentence of each person.
"Boss Song, I'm gone, and I'll never see you again."
Pang Luozhi has achieved her goal today, seeing Uncle Song, the person who gave her kindness the last journey, naturally she will not continue to stay here.
Pang Luozhi held her hands on the ground, slowly stood up, and gently patted the dirt on her knees to make sure that there was no longer a little dirt on her pants.
After walking a distance of about a meter or two, Pang Luozhi suddenly stopped and took something out of her pocket.
He went back and gently placed the contents in his hand in front of Uncle Song's tombstone.
"Uncle Song, I call you uncle, thank you for ......, and, I'm sorry, I'm not worthy."
After saying a word, Pang Luozhi felt a little more comfortable in her heart, and began to stride home.
Under the white and cold moonlight, Pang Luozhi's small body finally disappeared into the night.
Suddenly, somehow, a gust of wind blew from afar.
The wind passed through the trees, and the small saplings bent over and over.
Blowing through the flower beds, the petals of different shapes and colors broke free from the shackles of the flower branches and finally fell to the somewhat sticky ground.
In front of the tombstone engraved with the words "Song Boss", red banknotes began to fly in the air with the wind.
And the other side of the time.
After leaving the cemetery, Li Linxi did not go to the final memorial service with Aunt Song, but went back to the Su family directly.
Uncle Song doesn't like to see Su Qiqi crying, although Li Linxi has already told Uncle Song that she is not the real Su Qiqi, but Li Linxi still doesn't dare to go to the memorial service anymore.
She was afraid, she was afraid that she would be careless, and she would start crying again, making a look that Uncle Song didn't like. But what she was very afraid of was that Uncle Song might not want to see her and see this person who deceived his feelings.
Because at the beginning, Li Linxi was already prepared, had already made a plan, and had a plan not to have excessive emotional intersection with the Su couple.
Although in Li Linxi's original world, she has not really experienced the life and death between relatives or friends.
But she can still imagine that if she really intersects too emotionally with the Su couple, the day she completes the task, I'm afraid it will not be a good thing.
It's okay for Li Linxi, maybe it's just heartbreaking sadness for a while, and at the beginning of the next story, she has already been erased by the system, and there is not so much pain.
But the Su couple is different, they have lost their only daughter before, if Li Linxi really has too close a relationship with the Su couple, Li Linxi can't imagine that in the rest of the Su couple's life, will they really get out of the haze of losing their daughter twice.
In Li Linxi's view, there is nothing more painful than the sudden death of a loved one.
In fact, Li Linxi originally didn't plan to have too much communication with the people in the world in the book, and she was afraid to face all kinds of troubles that might arise.
But she forgot that she was also a person after all, a flesh and blood with feelings, and she had left her original world and came to a different world, a weak person in need of help.
Perhaps, this is the reason why Li Linxi and Uncle Song have a very good relationship.
Uncle Song and Su Qiqi have no real blood relationship, Li Linxi originally thought that if he was going to leave this world one day, Uncle Song should not be as sad as the Su couple.
But she didn't expect that in the end, it was she, a stranger to this world who had planned to leave this world a long time ago, who sent a native of this world to another world.
And Li Linxi didn't expect that the departure of people who were not relatives could also make people so sad.
However, Li Linxi actually has a trace of happiness in her heart, glad that the person who experienced all this pain was not her favorite Uncle Song, but the initiator of the whole thing, that is, she Li Linxi herself.
After returning to the Su family, Li Linxi did not take a sip of water or eat a sip of food.
As soon as she entered the house, she began to walk into her room like a robot with a blank face, locked herself in the room, and stared blankly at the starry sky outside the window.
The night in this world is not like the world that Li Linxi really belongs to, there are only cold incandescent lights, and the night here has a fascinating starry sky.
The black night sky envelops the whole world as if it were boundless. The twinkling stars, like pearls reflecting in the sun's light, twinkle and twinkle very beautifully.
Li Linxi stared blankly at the boundless night sky, and suddenly, a perfect arc was produced on the black background cloth, stretching very long, as if to divide the entire starry sky into two halves.
Li Linxi couldn't see the starting point of the light clearly, let alone the micro end of the arc, but she felt that that beautiful arc was the last splendor that Uncle Song gave her.
Seeing that the meteor was about to disappear from his field of vision, Li Linxi hurriedly ran out of bed barefoot and ran to the huge floor-to-ceiling window.
The meteor and arc that exuded brilliant starlight once again entered Li Linxi's eyes.
Uncle Song, everyone has their own guardian star, this star is so beautiful, you must be saying goodbye to me.
No matter how Li Linxi ran around to find the right angle, the star finally disappeared from Li Linxi's field of vision.
However, at this time, Li Linxi's heart suddenly became much more transparent, and she seemed to have figured out something.
A person's body can disappear, and a person's life can end, but a person's memory will never change.
Li Linxi secretly decided in her heart that she must take Uncle Song's memories and expectations and live every day in this world.
It seemed that because he had gained some relief in his heart, as soon as he returned to his bed, lay down, and covered the quilt, Li Linxi suddenly found that his eyelids gradually became very heavy and heavy......
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I don't know how long it took, Li Linxi began to feel a little sane, but he still felt that his head was confused, and the whole person also felt a little light.
Li Linxi stretched out his hand, trying to find a support point for his body, but he didn't want to touch it for a long time, and he still didn't find anything to rely on.
A stunned Li Linxi fell to the ground fiercely.
However, it was precisely because of this fall that the receptors on the body felt a tingling sensation and transmitted it to the brain, which made Li Linxi, who had been dizzy, stop being confused.
Li Linxi gently shook his head, which had just returned to normal, and was about to get up from the ground, but Li Linxi was distracted by the scene in front of him.
Li Linxi glanced around the surrounding environment, and Li Linxi finally knew where he was now.
That's right, it's that place, in the private room of that ccKTV.
It's still the music before, it's still the colorful lights, it's still the sexy young ladies, and it's still the familiar dances.
The social brothers in front of the high platform are still whistling at the hot young lady on the high platform. The area of the beige sofa behind the high platform is still those Mu Qingqing and others who think they are noble.
Li Linxi was just about to walk over and figure out what was going on, not to mention that he hadn't taken a step out yet, and there seemed to be some abnormal situation in the girls' area.
It seemed to be a flash of bright light that didn't know where it came from, and when Li Linxi was unconscious, it suddenly broke into her field of vision, and Li Linxi's eyes were stabbed with pain.
And when Li Linxi opened her eyes again, she was once again shocked by the scene in front of her.
At this time, there were suddenly three more people in the girls' area, two girls and one middle-aged man.
Yes, those two girls are Li Linxi and Pang Luozhi, who borrowed Su Qiqi's body, and the middle-aged man is also Uncle Song, who just passed away.
At this time, Uncle Song happened to snatch the goblet in Li Linxi's hand on the sofa and drank the full glass of red wine inside.
Uncle Song still had that cold expression on his face, and while pretending to be angry, he blamed Li Linxi, who was going to drink secretly.
Li Linxi took a few steps forward and waved desperately at Uncle Song not far in front of her, but no matter how she beckoned or shouted, the people not far away never looked at her position, as if she was air.
"Uncle Song, I'm here."
Li Linxi shouted again, and then walked forward. Unexpectedly, just when Li Linxi took the first step, the previous flash appeared again.
Because of the first experience, just when he saw the light flickering and was about to start, Li Linxi had already stretched out his hand in advance, and one hand was in front of him.
Li Linxi squinted his eyes slightly, through the narrow gap between his thumbs, his eyes were waiting for the place in front of him where the light was abnormal.
And what Li Linxi saw once again refreshed her perception of the whole world.
Although the two eyes were about to narrow into a slit, Li Linxi could still see it clearly.
Almost in a few seconds, everything and people in the private room, including Li Linxi and Uncle Song sitting on the sofa, began to twist constantly.
It seems that with the law of breathing, all people and things continue to twist and turn like waves, until finally, disappearing in front of Li Linxi's eyes.
Almost at the moment when all the things and people in the private room disappeared in front of Li Linxi's eyes, another scene appeared as before, and after the continuous fluctuations stopped, Li Linxi dared to open his eyes.
And the scene that appeared in front of Li Linxi's eyes at this time was also very familiar to Li Linxi.