After coming out of the Longxi County Mansion, I have been sick in bed, Zhao Guangyi called the entire hospital to treat me, but he just shook his head, and the doctor said that this was a heart disease, and no one could cure it.

"Min'er, what kind of heart are you hiding?"

"What's on your mind? The courtiers did not. ”

"In the end, you still can't let go of Li Yu."

"That's the husband of the courtier, the emperor told me how to put it?"

"But he doesn't have you in his heart anymore, do you think Li Yu really can't see that woman is a fake? Why do you bother to take him to heart? ”

"Do you take it to heart?"

I touched my heart, and it was still the same as before, quietly staying in its corner, not moving.

In fact, for Li Yu, since I woke up in the house when I was five years old, my fate with him has only been entangled in fate.

Love? If you have seen the way others love you, then you must also know that others do not love you, in my previous life, I used my life to fulfill myself and him, and where is love in this life.

He and I can be relatives, confidants, husbands...... But it can no longer be a lover.

After coming over for a long time, the anger on Zhao Guangyi's face gradually dissipated, and someone brought me the medicine.

Zhao Guangyi and I said that I was homesick, I missed my parents, I wanted the pastries on the street corner, and I wanted to go back to Jinling in my lifetime.

"Must go?"

"yes, definitely."

"But your body can't even get out of bed."

"The imperial doctor said that this is a heart disease, and it may be good to leave this palace."

Zhao Guangyi looked at me for a long time before nodding slowly, and he promised to give me half a year.

He said that there is only half a year, and this half year will give me absolute freedom, and I can live any life I want, but after half a year, I must go back to the palace.

"What if I don't return?"

"Then I will definitely slaughter all the people in the Longxi County Mansion first, and then set foot in Jinling."

I know that Zhao Guangyi didn't laugh, when he spoke seriously, his eyebrows always liked Zou together.

"Don't worry, my lord, I'll be back."

Zhao Guangyi seemed to be very satisfied with my answer, or he knew that he couldn't keep me, so he asked someone to prepare a palace exit token and a lot of silver tickets for me on the spot, and he said that when I had enough, I would go back at any time.

Early the next morning, I forcibly endured my physical discomfort and quietly took Ling Qi out of the palace from the north gate, this is Zhao Guangyi's bottom line, don't walk alone, Ling Qi is responsible for sending me back, in fact, he is still afraid that I will escape.

Gonggong Li said that he would wait for me to come back with Qiuxiang, and he also said that I must not live up to the emperor's trust and favor.

Out of the palace, I didn't rush to the direction of Jinling, but waited for dark to quietly go back to the Longxi County Mansion by night, not to see Li Yu, I seemed to want to prove something else more than love.

"It's good that I chose such a remote one when I first chose the yard, otherwise I would have to work hard to get in."

"You lived here in the first place?" Looking at the courtyard in front of him, Ling Qi's eyes showed a hint of incredulity.

"Yes, I chose it myself, quiet and comfortable." I made it a point to put my two words seriously.

"Well, Miss hurry up and take what you want and leave."

"Okay."

I asked Ling Qi to stay in the courtyard to control the wind, and I took advantage of the night to quietly walk into the room.

I originally thought that the eldest lady went to the front yard, and the backyard must be empty, but who knows, I actually saw Li Xiaoxiao in the room.

"Tiny, why are you here?"

"Little knows that one day Madame will come back, so I have been waiting here."

I looked at the little one in front of me, he was constantly wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, since he came to Kaifeng, his tears seemed to be worthless.

"You've been sleeping here?" I asked, looking at the mat on the ground.

"Well, I'm afraid of missing out on Madame."

"You're stupid!" Before the words fell, the tears in the corners of my eyes remained, and it turned out that in the countless nights I left, Xiaoxiao only slept on the ground.

"For the sake of Madame, Xiaoxiao is not stupid."

Small novel, on the first day the eldest lady came back, he knew that it was not me, so he asked Li Yu for his life, and he wanted to continue to stay in the original courtyard to live and take care of it, Li Yu did not object, he stayed like this,

In the novel, the new eldest lady is very favored, everyone thinks that the lord and the lady have been reunited, only he knows that the lady is not real, although the woman looks exactly like me.

Small novel, although Li Yu dotes on the eldest lady, the habit of handing letters to the courtyard has not changed, sometimes one a day, sometimes one every two days, and he helped me put it away.

Xiaoxiao also said that the master would sometimes come over, and he would sit alone in the courtyard all day.

"Madame, are you still leaving?"

"I'll leave immediately, Xiaoxiao, there's a big lady in this house."

But the little novel, that's not true! Although Qiu Xiang and Aunt Zhu both went to the front yard to take care of them, this eldest lady is actually not like me at all, she doesn't like to eat melon seeds, she doesn't like to play chess, she doesn't like to be quiet, and she doesn't like to eat sauce elbows......

Little novel, the eldest lady in his heart, will always be the only one.

"Xiaoxiao, do you believe me?" I looked at Xiaoxiao, this Xiaoxiao who has been by my side since I entered the palace.

"Yes, I believe it."

"That little wait for me for half a year, and I won't leave when I come back."

"Half a year? Will Madame really come back? ”

"Well, stay in this courtyard forever. Or find a secluded spot. ”

"That little waiting for Madame."

"Well, I'm coming back today......"

"Madame, don't worry, Xiaoxiao has never seen Madame."

"Okay, I'll go first, the emperor's people are still outside!"

"Madame, take care."

I went out of the city overnight with Li Yu's letter.

I don't understand why I want to go back to the Longxi County Mansion for these letters, maybe I want to prove whether Li Yu knows that the woman is not me, or maybe I want the person in the palace to understand that all kinds of past in this world are not easy to let go.

On the other side, someone was hurrying to the palace in the dark.

On the way back to Kaifeng, Ling Qi told me a lot, including the reason for entering the Tang Dynasty and the final farewell.

"Let it pass, Don is doomed." I stopped Ling Qi from continuing, I knew that he must still be haunted by the fact that he had deceived me so many years ago.

"Ling Qi said goodbye back then, did the second miss look for Ling Qi?"

"Have you looked for it? I don't remember, is this important to Ling Qi? ”

"yes, does it matter?" Ling Qi's voice suddenly fell.

Actually, I also desperately wanted to recall the scene after Ling Qi ran away, but except for the bits and pieces of life in the house, I can't think of anything else, the two of us seem to have suddenly separated, and goodbye is the moment when he was ordered to hunt me down.

I looked at Ling Qi, he was no longer the boy he used to be.

If only everything could be as easy as getting older.