20 [Fanwai, Jiang Yanzhou] innocence

Qi Suya's face is loveless.

Wang Xiao winked at Qi Suya: "Speaking of which, we've known each other for a long time, don't I know you yet?" You seem like you can talk to anyone, but look at it, how many people can really talk to you? ”

In this regard, Wang Xiao even sympathized with Qi Suya.

She sometimes felt that Qi Suya's life was too pathetic, but she kept it in her heart and didn't dare to say it directly.

"You see, I've taken you to the parties in our circle many times, but do you have any other friends besides me? Those people liked you a lot at first, after all, you can be said to be a good talker, long-sleeved and good at dancing, talking about people when you see people, talking nonsense when you see ghosts, those things in the social circle, I have never seen you cowardly. ”

Qi Suya: "What's so cowardly. ”

Wang Xiao said: "Anyway, I think you are very popular, but you are actually very cold in your heart." Others treat you as a friend, but you don't necessarily treat someone else as a friend. ”

"In short, central air conditioning...... Burst! I don't think you're the same anyway. At least I've known you for so long, and I've only seen you treat your brothers well. ”

Qi Suya spread her hands: "Okay, I'll just think you're comforting me." ”

Wang Xiao bumped Qi Suya with his arm: "I think your brother Yanzhou is jealous, I guess it must be because you are too good to others, that's why he is like this." ”

Qi Suya lay back on the bed, resting one hand on the back of her head, her eyes a little blank.

"I just think it's better for him if he can die."

"You're a coward."

Wang Xiao scolded Qi Suya: "Life and death are impermanent." If you live today and don't know tomorrow, who knows what will happen in the future? I think you are probably afraid of marriage, and you always think about your feelings too solemnly. ”

This is what Wang Xiao discovered herself, a person who seems to care indifferently, but in fact, he cares the most.

Wang Xiao thought, if it really talks about a serious attitude towards feelings, if Qi Suya dares to be called second, then no one dares to call it first.

If she left on purpose, she was thinking about the other party, because she was afraid that she would bring misfortune to the other party.

Wang Xiao pointed to herself again.

"I'm different from you, it's like I like my senior, and I actually only had a slight affection for him at the beginning. But in fact, there is such a thing as feelings. How can you know if you don't fit each other without giving it a try? Moreover, before you start dating, you should think about the future, your life, get married, and have children...... Thinking about many, many things in the future, isn't that asking for hardship? ”

Wang Xiao thinks that Qi Suya is just thinking too much.

Before she could start, she was scared by her 'imagination'.

However, in other words, this can also be seen as Qi Suya's own innocence.

Because of this innocence, I don't want to be presumptuous, and if I can't afford to make a lifelong commitment, it's better not to start.

Qi Suya was in a trance when she heard this.

Wang Xiao's sentence of 'impermanence of life and death' reminded her of the incident more than a year ago, and reminded her of disgust.

Wang Xiao didn't notice the subtle change in Qi Suya's expression, she continued: "Anyway, I don't know what will happen in the future. I want to grasp the present more than the future. Even if it's just a good feeling, I want to do it right away! Otherwise, what if you miss it? What if I die in an accident tomorrow? Isn't that life left too many regrets? ”

Qi Suya pursed her lips, and suddenly turned over, turning her back to Wang Xiao.

Her eyes were blank, but her voice sounded as usual.

"yes, what if, dead?"