Afterwards, Candy regretted it too, she didn't know that Gallon still had that past. At that time, she knew that there was no one to envy in this world!

As long as you are deep in the middle of the city and have relationships, you will inevitably encounter conflicts and encounter troubles.

What aspect of oneself is missing, when others have it, they will envy it. Thinking about it since she was a child, there are many people who envy her good looks.

Thinking of this, Candy suddenly wanted to go and see the gallons, so after packing up, he returned the room card and left the hotel.

If you don't get hot, you only have this benefit, and you won't be recognized by passers-by if you disguise yourself a little.

When I arrived at the cemetery, it was already noon, the sun overhead was scorching the earth, and as soon as I entered the gate, Candy couldn't wait to take off his mask and take a big breath of fresh air.

When one of the hunchbacked grandfathers of the guards saw her go in, he followed.

It was in this cemetery that Gallen committed suicide last time, which left a psychological shadow on him. So when he saw that Candy had a strange look, he followed behind him uneasily.

Because he had been here before, this time Candy arrived at Gallon's grave with ease.

Gallon, she is very afraid of the sun, so the family specially picked a shade place for her, and after the candy walked over, she suddenly felt cool.

Even though it's daytime, I don't know if it's because of the location, Candy always feels much cooler in the cemetery than outside.

She sat in front of Gallen's grave, staring at the other party's smiling face on the portrait, and suddenly apologized, "I'm sorry, Gallon." ”

A gust of wind blew, and the heat around him seemed to drop a little more, and Candy took off his hat, placed it beside him, and then sat quietly.

Until five o'clock in the afternoon, the old man couldn't stand it anymore, so he brought her a piece of bread and a bottle of water, and said kindly: "Little girl, you have been sitting here all afternoon, eat something, look at your mouth, it is all dry and peeling." ”

"Thank you grandpa, I really don't need to." Candy politely declined.

Hearing this, the old man had no intention of giving up, he put the food and water beside the other party and sat down.

"Who is she?"

Hearing this, Candy turned his head to look at it and said softly, "A person I'm sorry for." ”

She didn't know what else to do but answer that. Teammate? Heh, where can she still have the cheekiness to call herself a teammate of the other party? Friend? That's even more unlikely, gal she, doesn't need such a two-ribbed friend at all.

Two lines of tears flowed down Candy's cheeks, and she asked in a muffled voice, "Grandpa, you said that people have made mistakes, is there still a chance to correct them?" ”

"Yes, how not, it is human nature to make mistakes, and it is commendable to be aware of one's mistakes and correct them." The old man replied firmly.

Candy shook his head and denied: "No, no, no one will forgive me for my mistakes, one wrong step." ”

"Girl, don't have such thoughts, you are still young, the road ahead is still very long, if you make a mistake, correct it in time, nothing is unpassable."

Hearing the words of candy, the old man suddenly had an ominous premonition in his heart.

Candy sobbed quietly, she turned her head to glance at Gallon, the other party's smile was so sweet, but unfortunately, those beautiful eyes seemed to hide deep sadness.

"Grandpa, look, is she very sad?"

Following Candy's gaze, the old man caught a glimpse of Gallon, and he wanted to say "No, look how sweet she smiled", but he couldn't say anything at this point.

How could a person with a quiet smile, an optimistic nature, and a hopeful life commit suicide?

And he could also see that although the corners of the other party's mouth were raised, his eyes were indeed full of sadness. can't help but make the old man want to sigh why a young girl would show such a gaze.

"She should have a lot of things on her mind." The old man replied tentatively.

Candy sighed, the matter of gallon and the Ice Emperor was unknown to anyone except Jing Yi who knew the inside story. So for Candy, she always thought she had killed Gallon.

The sun at five o'clock in summer is still very poisonous, hanging arbitrarily in the sky, enjoying the last few hours on earth.

"Grandpa, why do you say people are jealous of others?" Candy replied as he asked.

The old man handed her the water bottle, his eyes were swaying, and after most of his life, they all saw the world clearly from the cloud.

After a while, he replied indifferently: "Because of the dissatisfaction of people's hearts, that kind of psychology will arise." ”

Candy: "I regret coming into this world, oh grandpa, don't worry, I didn't want to kill myself, I just thought it would be nice if I hadn't come to this world in the first place." ”

Old man: "Change your mind, just think that you have come to the world to experience the calamity, go through it, and see the warmth and coldness of people, it is not bad." ”

Candy: "But it's really tiring to be alive!" ”

Hearing this, the old man's mouth moved, and there was no squeak. He didn't want to say some pale and weak words of comfort, because he knew better than anyone that sometimes, it was really hard to live.

Especially the psychological burden, like a big mountain, people can't breathe.

The old man's name was Liu Shan, and he was originally a professor of fine arts at a well-known university. In 05, he took a group of students to the snow-capped mountains to sketch, which was his dream.

I think it's nice to be able to see the spectacular snow scene with my own eyes and record it with a paintbrush. Unfortunately, they were hit by an avalanche and one of his students was unable to escape......

Insults, accusations, and reviews are overwhelming, yes, although his students were not killed by his own hands, but in the eyes of outsiders, what is the difference between this and what he killed with his own hands?

Those days were dark, and his wife divorced him because she couldn't stand the pressure of public opinion.

He also thought about dying, and it was better to live than to die, but in the end he still didn't have the courage.

Since then, he has quit his university job and has come here alone to work as a grave keeper.

All the night shifts were contracted by him alone, and no one replaced him, and the rest of the staff went home at half past six.

Is he afraid?

Afraid, how can you not be afraid?

But what he couldn't stand more than fear was the big stone in his heart, more than ten years later, and he still couldn't get out of that shadow.

When he closed his eyes, he was the scene of the avalanche, and he had nightmares, and he couldn't forgive himself, so he could only suffer day after day.

Although the other party didn't tell him what he did to be sorry for Gallon, judging from the current situation, it is estimated that it is not a trivial matter.

"It's tiring to be alive, but we still have to live, don't we? Think about your family, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, but apart from these uncontrollable factors, we should still live. After all, life is given by parents, and it is not too unkind to throw it away without their consent. The old man said earnestly.

Candy wiped her tears, and what the other party said made sense, but she still couldn't cheer herself up.

She can't imagine what awaits her when she goes back, now she accompanies the company leaders, and what about the crew in the future? Do you still want to accompany the director? Producer? Staff member? Actor?

And she, with the handle in the hands of the agent, has been unable to help herself many times.

What's even more terrifying is that the mysterious person he met in the hotel in the morning, what his purpose is, these are unknown.

The future is like a poisonous snake with a bloody mouth, and at this time, she has entered the mouth and stomach, there is no turning back, the more you go inside, the more dead end.

Candy thought it was very ridiculous, she thought she could rely on Zhao Jian, but the other party was a soft man, not to mention, there was no lower limit to the three views. Later, he thought that he could rely on Zhang Xian, but the other party just wanted to use her, and he was just a chess piece. In the end, when she was desperate to rely on Yu Yang, the other party actually played with her again.

To this day, she can't figure out whether she is joking with life or life is joking with her.

"Grandpa, do you think it's good to be a star?" Candy asked unexpectedly.

The old man pondered for a long time and shook his head. The question was too difficult for him to answer.

He stood up tremblingly, and admonished, "Don't think nonsense, go back quickly, this place is strangely far away, and besides, it is restless as soon as it gets dark." ”

The hair on the back of the candy that listened to the last sentence rose, and she immediately stood up, took the bread and water on the ground, followed the old man, and began to walk back.

When she arrived at the gate, the old man asked her, "How are you going back?" ”

"When I came, I took a taxi, and when I went back, I guess I couldn't get a taxi in this wilderness, so I could only take the bus, or see if there was a private car." Candy replied honestly.

The old man raised his head and looked around, and told her: "There are still taxis, they all pull passengers over, and then they want to be lazy here, waiting to pull a repeat customer." You go over there and try your luck, the private car is fine, you little girl, it's not safe. ”

"Well, okay, thank you, grandpa, then I'll go first."

"Stay safe on the road!"

Saying goodbye to the old man, Candy walked towards the side of the road, and in the distance, she did see a few taxis, so she quickened her pace.

When she got into the car and the driver asked her where she was, Candy came back to her senses, and now she didn't want to go back to her residence, so she told the address of the dormitory provided by the company.

It took about an hour for the car to reach her destination, and when she got out of the car and returned to the dormitory, she found blueberries inside.

Surprised: "Blueberry, why are you here?" ”

"Why can't I be here?" Blueberry asked rhetorically with a displeased expression.

"No, no, no, I didn't mean that." Candy quickly shook his hand and denied.

Blueberry learned about the candy from the informant, and she didn't want to give her a good look, but seeing that she wasn't happy lately, her expression eased slightly.

"Didn't Sister Xian let you take a vacation recently? Didn't get home? Blueberry asked.

Candy shook his head, "My house is too far away to go back." ”

"And where did you stay last night?" Blueberry asked knowingly.

"Ahh

Candy was a little surprised, and when he came back to his senses, he lied, "Oh, I stayed at a friend's of mine." ”

Blueberry snorted coldly, pretending to be kind and reminded: "Be cautious about making friends, after all, you are a public figure now, and your every move is easy to be exposed to the public eye......"