Chapter 33: Shocking news

It was still a day, Chungui woke up from a nightmare dream, and was surprised to find that there was a quiet in her ears, and she couldn't hear the tone that was actually quite beautiful, she turned over, lazily opened her eyes, and sure enough, she was facing a pair of angry eyes and a black face, not who came out?

Chungui sighed "sigh": "I'm used to it these days, as if no one around me is chattering when I sleep, but I still toss and turn, and my impatience suddenly calms down." ”

Sure enough, I saw a pair of angry eyes open more round, a black face stretched longer, and the spring returned to her for a few words, only to see Mei jealousy roll up the door curtain and come in: "Grandma is awake?" Do you feel lighter and feel dry mouth? The maid had just finished cooking the sour plum soup, but it was still a little hot, and she needed to cool it for a while to drink...... Grandma has been without energy for a few days, and it is not getting better, but she has to listen to the advice of her wife and ask the doctor to come to check the pulse. ”

Spring return to play small and Mei jealousy, chrysanthemum shame eat and sleep together, now although out of the pavilion, but because of the relationship of mourning, still with Lan Ting room rest, so at night still with the two maids squeezed in a bed, she was disturbed by the soul, but the two maids are ignorant, only feel that the master is sleepy these days, all believe in the physical discomfort of the rhetoric, the heart is very sad, the next day when the spring to make up for sleep, the two maids are waiting outside the door, there is a little noise inside, Mei jealousy came in to see.

So Chun Gui couldn't fight wits and courage with Qu Chu again, so Mei jealousy served and freshened up: "It's not in the way, where do you need to ask for a doctor, it's just because I haven't rested well some time ago, and it's in the scorching heat, so I feel sleepy." ”

However, she naturally understands that some things that come to the door cannot be avoided, and the reason why she is hanging out for a few days is nothing more than to wear down the patience of the other party, so that when negotiating, it is possible to force out more truths.

Chungui only said that after sleeping for a while, he suddenly had the interest to go to the small garden of the inner house to hang out, and he was considerate of Mei jealousy and Ju shame and fear of heat, and Song's mother still had other affairs to manage, so she didn't let people follow, but in fact, it was to find a secluded place to facilitate negotiations with the good students.

The inner house of the Zhizhou Mansion, in addition to living Mrs. Shen and Chungui, there are also female dependents such as Yin Niangzi and other officials, but the weather is hot, and not the female dependents are wrapped around the little feet of the golden lotus, and few people wander in the garden, this garden is not spacious, the moon gate on the west side enters, it is a small fish pond, the arch bridge walks through, the opposite bank is built with the Flower Pavilion, and then goes out from the Flower Pavilion, it is the corner gate on the east side, the bottom of the verandah by the wall, there are not many strange flowers and plants, only a few jasmine flowers bloom fresh and fragrant in this season, It doesn't seem to be worth braving the scorching sun for the ladies to come to watch, and even the servants, most of whom come early in the morning to cut a few flowers for vasing.

Even if there were a few little maids who were in charge of sweeping, they were taking advantage of the shade in the flower pavilion, and when they saw the grandmother of the state government entering, they all avoided it after seeing the ceremony.

The flower pavilion is open on all sides, so you don't have to worry about the ears on the wall, and as soon as she sat down on the beauty of the spring return, she pointed at the tip of her nose and began to make trouble.

"That woman Bai, who was also a helpless orphan girl in the past, fell into the dust, and was ransomed by the rich as a concubine, inexplicably wronged and adulterous with a foreign man, and then was killed, she has a daughter, she is a concubine, and the biological mother is still carrying a stigma, if you are wronged and cannot be argued, Bai's daughter must be in a difficult situation, Bai's and your aunt are the same, because they are worried about their daughter, so they linger in the world, don't you have any sympathy for the same disease!"

"I've already explained the difficulties, even if I have a hidden heart, I really can't help it." Spring return is still unmoved.

"In the past, you said that you couldn't help love, but now, you have become Zhao Zhizhou's daughter-in-law, and you are also a noble daughter of a high-ranking family, isn't it ridiculous to insist on quibbling about what love can't help?"

"Qu out, since you say so, then I have to ask for advice." Chungui raised his eyes: "I am a lady in the house, where did I get to meddle in Daddy Weng's official affairs in the name?" If the lord and the lady ask, I am a woman who does not go out of the door, and I don't know the Bai family, how do I know that she was framed and died, how can I respond, can I tell the truth, it is because the girl introduced the soul of the Bai family, and listen to her own grievances? ”

Li on the side also persuaded: "Girl, the words of Chun Gui are not unreasonable, it's not that we are hard-hearted, just because of such a thing, I really don't know how to help." ”

Li Shi didn't say anything, as soon as she opened her mouth, she became more and more like she had been stepped on, her anger burned straight to her eyebrows, and her indignant fingers also turned from the tip of Chungui's nose to Li: "It's just that she doesn't know the secret, you can still say these cool words?!" Don't you understand that because it is difficult to get rid of the stubbornness before death, and you refuse to go to the sea of Minghai even in the world, as soon as the time limit is reached, your soul will immediately be scattered, and you will be reincarnated for several lifetimes and cultivation, all in vain, this is the real soul death, and for us, what a calamity! ”

These words shocked Chungui like a lightning strike, she stood up solemnly, and her face was pale: "What are you talking about, what kind of soul is scattered?!" ”

Qu Chu sneered: "Don't you think that if you can see your aunt's soul, and the mother and daughter can talk and comfort each other, they can go on like this for the rest of their lives?" With the help of your aunt's soul and the secret for you, you don't need an undead like me to help you anymore? I'll tell you the truth, although your aunt is worried about it, but seeing that the limit is approaching, if she doesn't go to cross the sea and return to Du Shuosi, she will be scattered in the end. ”

Chungui didn't want to believe the bad news of Qu Dao's debut, but she saw A-Niang's sad look, and her heart was full of sorrow.

"A-Niang, is what she said true?" When questioned, his voice was already shaky and choked.

It turns out that the pain of life and death parting will not be truly relieved at all, and all the relief is nothing more than based on the premise that even if the soul is separated, but can still see each other every day, now Huer understands that this premise is just an illusion, after all, it is inevitable that yin and yang will violate, and it will not be the end of a lifetime, and the spring will return to life, and there is no detachment of the soul in her consciousness, nor can she understand the mystery of reincarnation, what she can experience is still only the sadness of birth, old age, sickness and death, and reluctance.

"Chun'er, don't cry, don't be sad...... Li also felt sad, because she has been avoiding the farewell, and finally can't be avoided because she doesn't face it, she knows in her heart that she is really running out of time, the limit is approaching, if she still accompanies her daughter, it will only be one day, and the soul will not exist The only ending.

Just like those undead who can't see through the love and revenge in life, they must not be able to avoid the calamity of vanishing and disappearing, and the creation allows them to exist, and they are finally destroyed by the delusion of the soul, and this kind of destruction is the end of the moment when there is no turning point, it is the soul that needs to go through reincarnation, hard work and hard cultivation in order to ascend to the transcendence of bliss, and end in undeserved delusion, just like the success and fame of the yang world and the disgrace of the body, the soul also has the rise and fall of disgrace, complete destruction, that is, decay.

She is willing to bear the catastrophe of destruction only for a short period of companionship, this is the delusion of the Li family, but she can't comfort Chungui, she can't lie to her anymore, I can always accompany you and finish your life.

But the sudden pain of farewell made Li extraordinarily sober, she was close to the spring return, and she could no longer hold her daughter's hand, and she could not give her daughter a hug as comfort, she could only take a step closer, so that her daughter could hear her words clearly, and understand her reminder: "All this is not your fault, people have the fate of people, the reincarnation of the soul has a soul, and the delusion that is difficult to give up, maybe it is my calamity, Chun'er, listen well, this is something that cannot be changed, and there will be no change because you obey the canal and help these souls, Don't forget that you once promised me, and your father, you have your life, only by winning a happy future, can you get rid of paranoia, the three of us, in this life, have the fate of parents and children, whether it is human or soul, I and your father, are loving and cherishing you, don't because of us, promise any conditions you don't want to do and can't do, Chun'er, you look at A-Niang's eyes, you must promise me. ”

Chun Gui couldn't look into her mother's eyes, and promised anything, she was suffering from the piercing pain, but these turned into a ruthlessness that refused to give up, and she stared at the canal tightly, like staring at a person with bitter hatred: "Since nothing can be undone, why should I promise you to do these senseless things?" I never thought of relying on your soul to win the happiness of the future, in this world, there are many people who encounter injustice, more love and hatred, everyone has fate, why should I involve myself in the fate of others? When you were alive, you didn't know me, and you didn't have any grudges, you don't want to control me for the rest of my life, unless, let the person behind you come out to see me, or it can't be said to be a person, but another ghost, the one who has been hiding in the shadows, manipulating you, and trying to use your ghost to control and manipulate me, let him come out to see me! ”

Qu Shengsheng took a step back, although he was still holding his chest proudly, but this retreat of weakness and shock seemed to confirm the speculation of Chungui.

"Let him out, I have to know who he is, otherwise...... Between you and me, there is no need to waste lips and tongues. ”

Chungui heard her mother mention that the reason why the soul wanders the world is because the obstacle has not been removed, she doesn't know what the obstacle is, but what she is sure of is one point, if she has no use of it, the channel will not entangle her, and she will not be willing to help her, and the soul of the canal is not easy to move the heart of compassion, so she deliberately introduced the Bai family with both soft and hard methods, trying to let her help the Bai family, there is only one explanation, that is, she was instructed by others.

Thinking of his own adventures and lost abilities, Chungui had to suspect that everything was related to letting Qu out listen to orders.

The origin of the spring return is resistant to the discomfort of being used and manipulated inexplicably, and she is determined to force that person or that soul to appear!