Chapter Seventy-Two: Strange Roads
Yan Ze didn't interject at this review, he knew that he was not qualified to refute it now.
It was he who deceived Xiaoqing, and everything just came in advance.
"Really?" Zhong Zong's excited tone reached Gu Yanze's ears through the mobile phone, and Gu Yanze's face became even more gloomy.
He almost forgot Zhong Zong's "black history".
"Xiaoqing, don't be impulsive first, let's ...... again" Gu Yanze hurriedly spoke, but was blocked by Zhongqing.
"Really, Gu Yanze and I are completely finished." said with affection and firmness, shattering Gu Yanze's expectations.
Zhong Qing only thought about leaving Gu Yanze quickly, forgetting Zhong Zong's past actions.
But even if she thinks about it, she won't care, now for Zhongqing, the most important thing is to leave Gu Yanze.
"Send me a location and I'll pick you up right now." Zhong Zong's excitement was undisguised, and Gu Yanze heard it clearly.
Zhong Qing hung up the phone, looked away from Gu Yanze's body, and walked towards the apartment.
"Xiaoqing, I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't have deceived you, can you give me another chance? Let me change it, let me make it up to you. ”
Zhongqing's indifferent attitude made Gu Yanze flustered, he knew Zhongqing, but it was precisely because of this understanding that he became more and more worried.
"Do you continue to make amends with deception?" I walked into the elevator and stood in the corner and closed my eyes tiredly.
Even when she saw the diary, there were only some vague images flashing through her mind, and she didn't recover her memory.
"Can I still believe your words? I don't know anything about your role in the past that I don't know, so why should I trust you to make it up to me? ”
With his eyes closed, he poured out all the words in his heart, so that Gu Yanze could hear enough at one time.
"No, it's not! This time it was an accident, and I will never lie to you again. Gu Yanze repeatedly promised, but when he looked back, he realized how ridiculous his guarantee was.
Once when Xiaoqing asked him if he had lied to her, he also swore like this, now why did he let Xiaoqing believe in himself?
Zhong looked at Gu Yanze with forbearance, and his eyes were full of mockery: "Your guarantee is as worthless as a piece of waste paper." ”
How she trusted him once, how she hated him now.
You think it's ridiculous when you think that you have fantasized about the future with him, what future is there between them? The future built on the unreal dream can be broken as soon as you poke it.
"I'll go get my stuff back, let's break up and never know each other from now on."
Zhong Yi strode away, and walked to a place that Gu Yanze couldn't see, and hot tears fell.
She had thought of countless possibilities, but she had never thought of this one.
The closer she got to the apartment, the harder her path became, as if she was walking in a long tunnel, with no light or guidance, stumbling and bleeding.
Finally walked to the door of the apartment, Zhong Qing realized that he didn't have the key with him, hurriedly wiped away his tears, and stood aside waiting for Gu Yanze to come back.
If she hadn't found the diary, she might still be a girlfriend who was quietly waiting for Gu Yanze to come back.
Now the same move has a different meaning.
Gu Yanze came back, saw Zhong Qing standing at the door, and said with difficulty: "Xiao Qing, do you really want to leave?" Brother Zong, he ......"
"That's my brother, don't worry about it." Zhong Qing interrupted coldly, and his indifferent expression clearly said that he didn't want to speak.
She regretted very much that she let Gu Yanze meddle in the affairs of the Zhong family, and now she can't do anything if she wants to break off with him.
Yan Ze didn't stop her anymore, he was silent for a while, opened the door of the apartment for her, and watched her walk in without looking back, without even giving him a look.
There wasn't much to pack, so she simply took the sketchpad and the clothes she had taken out earlier, put them in her backpack, and left without saying a word.
"Xiaoqing, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you. But I ...... I don't want to lose you again, that feeling, I don't want to experience it again. Gu Yanze followed behind her step by step, his murmuring voice fragile and bitter.
"But I have a bottom line, since you chose to lie to me, you should accept this result."
"But thank you for letting me understand that men really don't have a good thing, whether it's Du Yuanwei or you."
Night gradually fell into the sky, and Zhong Qing saw Zhong Zong's car parked at the door waiting for him from a distance.
She trotted past, but glanced behind her, and in the corner she couldn't see, the man who delighted and disappointed her, was staring at her back, silent.
"Petty." Zhong Zong only screamed, and then he didn't know what to say.
"Let's go." Zhong Qing didn't want to think about him, sat in the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt, and fell silent.
It was only at this time that she remembered that her brother didn't seem to be very safe......
But that didn't matter anymore, she just wanted to go back to her little room now, and be quiet and alone in her little bed.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhong Zong could only shut up, he knew that Xiaoqing was defensive of himself, but at least she came back, and everything still had a chance.
The car drove smoothly on the road in the city, and Zhong Zong looked at her from time to time, as if he was looking at a lover he hadn't seen for a long time, and his eager eyes burned the world he loved.
Zhong Qing tried to pretend not to know, leaned against the car window, closed his eyes and rested.
She felt as if she had jumped from one abyss to another, and things weren't going to get better!
Under Zhong Zong's eager gaze, Zhong Qing endured it with difficulty, and after returning home, he didn't stay in the living room for a moment, said hello to Zhong Zong, and hurriedly ran back to the room.
Zhong Zong realized that she was hiding from herself, a little helpless, and a little unwilling, staring at the room she loved for a long time, but she just sighed, and couldn't do anything.
Tossed back to his room, his own bed, his eyes were sour, put down his backpack, got into the quilt, and wrapped himself tightly.
In the darkness, silence enveloped the room, surrounded by love, so quiet that she didn't even have the courage to cry.
She could only tug at the quilt, let the tears in her sour eyes fill up, and then slide down the corners of her eyes, leaving wet tears.
Suddenly, there was a burst of melodious music outside the door, not too loud, as soft as the softest cotton wool, which gradually relaxed the beloved body.
The sound of this small music injected a soft restlessness in the quiet room, and he hugged the quilt and gradually cried out.
She didn't understand why Gu Yanze wanted to lie to herself, she had obviously given him a chance and warned him, but he never took it seriously.
An invisible villain was churning in his beloved heart, but he was overwhelmed by the layers of vague memories of the scenes.
Zhong Qing also seemed to empathize, and the thick and dense feeling like being surrounded by water surged all over her body, dragging her down to death.
Those vague memories flashed quickly in her mind, and the incoherent images tingled her nerves, as if someone was choking her throat and unable to breathe.
Hearing the sound of fluttering in the room, Zhong Zong immediately rushed in, and saw that Zhong Qing was wrapped in the quilt and struggled to get out, so he walked over with confidence and rescued her from the quilt.
"How can you be wrapped ......?"
"Brother!"
Zhong Zong wanted to comfort her, but he was suddenly hugged by Zhong Qing, feeling her fear, Zhong Zong swallowed what he wanted to say again.
"Brother, what happened to me in the past? Why don't I remember anything about me and Gu Yanze at all? Do you all know? What the hell have I forgotten? ”
Zhong Qing threw himself on Zhong Zong's shoulder, from a suppressed sobbing voice to a howling cry, like a child who has not grown up, venting unscrupulously in his brother's arms.
Her words made Zhong Zong startled: "You and Gu Yanze, did you know each other before?" ”
He stroked his sister's hair and searched for memories in his mind, but before Du Yuanwei's wedding, there was never a picture of Xiaoqing and Gu Yanze knowing each other in his memory.
However, he can't guarantee that during the time when Xiaoqing was in college, she almost never revealed her love life, and because she just joined the company, she paid less and less attention to Xiaoqing.
He didn't dare to deceive Xiaoqing, patted her on the shoulder gently, and told her these things.
"Whether you and Gu Yanze knew each other before, my father and I don't know. It's when you say you're together that we believe he's your boyfriend. ”
Saying the three words of boyfriend, Zhong Zong only felt sarcastic. This is the last word he wants to put on Gu Yanze.
"Before that, you didn't tell us if you knew him or not."
Zhong Zong sighed heavily, looking at Zhong's black hair, the focus of his eyes gradually blurred: "I originally believed that he could give you happiness, but I didn't expect this to be the result." ”
"Xiaoqing, don't think about him again in the future, okay? Just stay at home, right next to me and my dad. ”
He hesitated for a moment before he said these words, waiting in fear for a response from his affection.
However, instead of waiting for the words of his affection, he waited for a long and even breathing sound.
Hearing this voice, his hanging heart also relaxed, and he was secretly glad in his heart that these words were not heard.
Putting Zhong Qing on the bed and carefully covering the quilt, Zhong Zong watched in silence for a while before getting up and leaving.
After he left, the person on the bed slowly opened his eyes and looked at the closed door with a solemn expression.
My brother really has a deep affection for her. But he's an older brother!
"Brother is brother, and he will always be just brother."
Zhong Qing buried herself in the quilt weakly, there were so many things happened in one day today, she was so crushed that she couldn't breathe.
"I can't stay at home anymore, I can't get tangled with them anymore......"
Inside the quilt, the girl's voice fell a little quieter, and the room finally fell into peace.
In the dream, Zhong Qing saw her vague figure, and opposite her, there was a thin boy, the boy's face was a little clear, it was Gu Yanze!
The youthful face finally blurred again, the light gradually dimmed, darkness descended, and the beloved consciousness was swallowed up.