I walked in through the door and found them all around me, "How could I be you?" ”

"What am I yours? Look at what you look like. ”

"Wang Ling, how can I be you?"

"Wang Ling, how can I be you? You don't have what women have, and you don't understand what women should understand. ”

"How can I be you? If I were you, wouldn't my daughter not exist? ”

One by one, the harsh words came out of my ears, and I felt that I could not face this matter anymore, the dark haze roared in my ears, and the little light of the morning sun was also drowned out by the darkness, and I could not stand it anymore.

"Shut up, shut up, shut up for me!" I picked up my pistol and pointed it at them viciously. They stood there stupidly.

I gasped for air, as if I was going to suffocate at any moment.

......

After I sorted out my emotions, I was going to reconcile with them.

"Doctor Du, I have no father since I was a child, and since you appeared, I have regarded you as my father." I said in a choked voice, "Happy birthday to you!" That's what you said to me on my birthday. You help me buy gifts and teach me to make birthday wishes. Since then, I have made every wish that you will be my true father. ”

I continued to choke up and said, "Teacher Chen Ping, in fact, I hate teachers very much, but I like you because you are different from other teachers, you will be humorous and joking, whenever I do something wrong, you will laugh and say, 'It is unreasonable for you to do this!'" The truth is under the feet, and the road is the light in the heart'. ”

I continued in a voice that almost cried: "Counselor Han Yuchen, I know that although you are a second-level counselor, you will always care about me. You started teaching me how to dress up, you taught me how to match clothes, and you went shopping with me hand in hand. You're my best friend. You always say to me, 'Good girl, go to heaven.' Bad girls, wandering. 'Do you remember? ”

"Master Zhang, after driving for so long, it's time to hand over the shift. That's what I always tell you. And every time you comfort me when I lose faith in life. Every time someone says I'm wrong, you jump out and refute it. You're a big guy and you're a big guy, but you give me enough care. ”

"Chen Yong, you said that you are my eternal defense lawyer, and I will always be your client, and I am also an innocent client. Whenever I was objected to, the first thing you said was, 'Dismissal.' 'Chen Yong, you are the first person I admire, and the first person I like. Can I hug you? ”

Then came a warm current of food and clothing, and then I noticed that their eyes were shining with a strange light, as if the whole sky was illuminated.

"To have Leslie Cheung here, he did all the dirty work, he taught me to smoke the first cigarette in my life, he accompanied me to get drunk for the first time, he always drove his little broken car, and took me around the ring highway again and again. We rolled down all the windows. ”

"Sing that song of yours, I'm looking up, above the moon, how many dreams are flying freely?" I sang in an incongruous pitch, and it gave me solace.

"But why now, why have you all changed?"

"Become selfish, vain, quarrel with each other, unscrupulous."

"Why do we want to hurt each other?"

"Why is there only quarrel and hatred left between us?"

"Why do we plant dark seeds?"

"Why don't you all know me anymore?"

"Why don't you even know yourselves?"

I screamed and became hysterical.