When Blind San'er talked about this, his spirit was already low. His wounds have not been treated, and even if the internal injuries in his body are not fatal for the time being, he can die by just bleeding. My mind is still very messy, because I don't know what to say about Blind San'er now.

However, at least I know that Blind San'er and Xiaomao are not the same kind of people, Blind San'er is a bit dead-eyed, and to use an inappropriate word to describe it, it is foolish loyalty. I believe that if Lu Fangding gave Xiao Mao the same instructions and asked Xiao Mao to kill Lao Wang and them, Xiao Mao would not have done it anyway.

But I can't say that everyone thinks differently and has different values, and if you have to make everyone agree with your own values, it is absolutely impossible.

I still remember that before the last time Blind San'er died, he gave his buddies a special explanation, leaving all the little cash he had left with me.

"Three...... The third brother ......, "It took me a long time to call out the name that I used to call him: "Deal with your injuries first." ”

"Don't, that's ...... That's good......"

I gritted my teeth and said the truth in my heart, I don't want to let Blind San'er die.

"If you don't heal your wounds, you'...... You're going to die......"

"I'm tired, if it's really ...... Really dead...... I'm probably okay with some ......."

I suddenly felt that I could understand the feelings of the blind San'er. He is a person with a conscience, but he is forced to repay Lu Fang's kindness because of his own principles of life.

If a person is forced to kill people he doesn't know and who have no grievances again and again, he will carry an unimaginable psychological burden.

What makes Blind San'er feel even more is that even if he succeeds this time, he is not caught up by me, he is not injured, and he escapes safely, so what should he do next time Lu Fangding gives him such a task?

For a person like him who has already "died" once, death is actually not the most difficult fact to accept. What he can't accept is to do those things that he is not willing to do again and again.

"Since you're ...... You can also call me the third brother, which means that you ...... You don't treat me as an enemy...... "Blind San'er's face turned pale, but he didn't have the slightest fear of death, and said with a smile: "Do me a favor......"

"You say ......"

"Don't save me...... After I die...... Burned me right here...... Burned to ashes ......"

I understand what Blind San'er means, he is not stupid, he knows that if he dies here, then there is still a possibility of resurrection. He doesn't want to live like this anymore, as soon as a person dies and burns to ashes, it is equivalent to a hundred.

I don't know how to answer Blind San'er, but I vaguely understand a truth. Sometimes, trying to save someone, perhaps, is not a good thing, at least not for the blind San'er.

"Can you help me......"

"Third brother...... "I lowered my head, I felt very uncomfortable, I wanted to try my best to save him, to see if I could let him survive this life and death difficulty, but when I fully experienced the feelings of the blind San'er, what else could I say? I could only tell him, "You can go with confidence." ”

"Thanks, but it's a pity this time...... I'm also a poor bastard, I can't give you any funding......" Blind San'er seemed to have no strength, his voice became lower and lower, and he still stretched out his bloodstained hand: "Again...... Let me smoke another cigarette......"

I lit a cigarette for Blind San'er, he held it in his mouth, squinted slightly, and took out his phone from his close-fitting pocket. Mobile phones have lost all communication functions in such places, and are just decorations. Blind San'er pulled out a song from his mobile phone and put the mobile phone to his ear.

"I often have insomnia...... Can't sleep...... I can't sleep...... I listen to this song all the time...... Hear the dawn ......"

It was an olive tree, the melody was very familiar, and the blind San'er listened to the song with a cigarette in his mouth, and he did not react until the smoke was finished. I gently took the cigarette butt out of his mouth, and he seemed to use the last of his strength to squeeze out a smile.

"Thank you, brother......"

I didn't say anything more, just looked at him quietly. After a long time, Blind San'er's phone may have run out of battery, the song that was playing on the loop came to an abrupt end, and when I looked at him again, he had stopped breathing.

I slowly got up, walked back to the camp, and brought some gasoline over, and I fulfilled my last wish for him.

The fire was burning, faintly, and I seemed to be able to see the blind three children in the dancing flames.

But I know that no matter what happened to him before, from today onwards, there will be no more blind San'er in the world.

The fire finally burned out, and Xiao Mao and I buried this shallow pit together. When the pit was filled, the two of us walked back side by side. Zhang Momo's body has been taken to the camp by Xiao Mao. He asked me what to do.

"Take the bodies of both of them...... Let's put it over there. ”

"Over there?" Xiao Mao was a little surprised, he knew me better, he knew that even if I couldn't save my companion, he wouldn't leave my companion's corpse alone.

"Put them over there, I think, someone will take them away." I know very well in my heart that 99% of Zhang Momo and Ning Kitten will come back from the dead like the previous times. Their bodies must have been taken away. If you keep them under your nose, it is actually equivalent to hindering their possibility of resurrection.

Xiao Mao is a smart person, and when I say this, he seems to understand something. When the Huyang River was on the old road, Zhang Momo and Ning Kitten encountered an accident, which may be more than lucky. Xiao Mao knew this, but when he met again this time, he didn't ask much when he saw the two of them. Because during the Poplar River operation, Xiao Mao did not see the two of them die with his own eyes after all.

We put the bodies of Zhang Momo and Ning Kitten in the car, then drove out about two kilometers and carried them down again. My mind was in a trance, and on the way back, Xiao Mao drove for me.

At this time, it was still night, the moonlight was shining, and the water surface was sparkling in the distance. Through the conversation with Blind San'er, I knew that his mission was only to kill Lao Wang and the three of them, and as for me and Xiao Mao, at least it was safe. Now that Lao Wang and the others are dead, the task of Blind San'er and the helper has been completed, and the threat from this aspect is equivalent to being eliminated. Xiao Mao and I don't have to worry about someone ambushing us anymore.

"Isn't there something strange to you?"

"It's weird, but I believe that if something happens, even if it feels weird, it's still reasonable." Xiao Mao said: "Existence is reasonable." ”

Whether it is the death of the blind San'er or the death of Lao Wang, it makes my heart feel like a stone has been blocked. Let's not talk about whether Lao Wang and they can be resurrected again and again, just saying that Lu Fangding has to kill them again and again makes me very incomprehensible.

Lu Fangding did his best to help me complete the trip to Ta'er Lake, and he must know that Lao Wang is my companion. But what is the reason for killing Lao Wang and them, leaving me alone?

I didn't want to tell anyone about these things, but the backlog in my heart was too deep, and my mood was very bad. I couldn't hold back and told Xiao Mao about it.

I've been very detailed, starting with the first trip and then this one. After all, Xiao Mao helped Lu Fangding and participated in the Huyang River operation, so after I talked about it, he would probably be able to understand.

"I'm confused, I don't know what the hell is going on." I pressed my temples hard and let out a long sigh: "What if something like this happens in a row, if there is a next time?" ”

"I haven't mentioned these things to me, I haven't mentioned a word, I really don't know very well."

"I know." I don't think Xiao Mao can lie, Lu Fangding is measured to ask people to do things, and it is impossible to leave everything to one or two people. If the person who does the work misses, then the overall plan will be leaked, so he has always adhered to the principle of slicing and contracting, one person is only responsible for one thing, just like Blind San'er, even if he misses, Blind San'er can't tell Lu Fangding's complete plan. Therefore, what Xiao Mao did not handle, it is absolutely impossible for him to know.

"I don't know if I'm right, just a suggestion." Xiao Mao thought for a while and said, "I feel that when you think about this matter, you always think about it from the starting point of the top master, and what you have been thinking about is why the top master let these three people die." ”

"That's all I can think about."

"Think about it from another angle, for example, these three people, what is the need to die."

"The three of them are all ordinary people."

"If it was really an ordinary person, the top master would not want their lives, the top master's temper, I know very well, it is impossible for him to kill innocents indiscriminately." Xiao Mao pondered for a moment and asked, "Brother Wang, how did the three of them meet you?" Do you know about them? ”

"I understand, it's been a long time to be in contact...... I just finished saying this, and suddenly I felt that something was wrong.

Do I really know Lao Wang and them? To be honest, up to now, I only know that Lao Wang's name is Wang Dayou, and I know that Ning Kitten's real name is Ning Chenchen, except for knowing their names and phone numbers, I don't know anything else.

I never asked where they lived, what their parents did, what their family environment was, where they used to go to school. Because I met with them a lot, I found it boring to ask these questions. If it weren't for Xiao Mao's reminder now, I might not have remembered this.

"There must be a reason for everything, if there is nothing special about the three of them, the top master will not hold them back." Xiao Mao continued to analyze: "And this thing is really weird, the top master asked me to help you, which means that he really wants you to do a good job of things on this side of Ta'er Lake, but he doesn't allow the three of them, if it is me, I can't get an answer from the top master, so I can only find the reason from Brother Wang." ”

"Yes...... "As soon as I thought about it, I felt that Xiao Mao's words made sense, Lu Fangding wanted to kill Lao Wang and them, and there was a reason, and this reason was on Lao Wang and them.

I didn't think of these before, because I thought that Lao Wang, Zhang Momo and Ning Kitten could be trusted, and they would not have problems. But now it seems that it is really necessary to look up the details of these three people.