"Again, how long have you been sitting here? You probably didn't hear the conversation between us, he said that he left first when he suddenly had something, but I believe that the two of you are very fateful, and we will see each other again in the future, so don't worry, oops, why did you suddenly cry, didn't you? ”

"I was too anxious to wake you up and wake you up, oops, I'm just too anxious to let the two of you get to know each other quickly, after all, a child I like so much, if I am with my grandson, I will be very happy, maybe at the moment when I am not dead."

"I can also see the day when the two of you get married, I am even happier, I have accumulated a lot of savings in most of my life, and I have put it all into your hands, so that the two of you will be even happier, although I know that you will definitely not be happy if you say this.

Because you always say don't talk about life and death all day long, but you still can't help but say it! ”

In fact, I don't know how many times I have said this matter, so he should not talk about the previous life and death things, because grandma may be getting older and older now, and it is no longer the situation at that time, so he feels that he may face the danger of his life at any time.

It is for this reason that he is very anxious now, and he hopes that his grandmother can live a long life.

If grandma leaves this world, he really can't imagine what life will be like in the future, sometimes he doesn't have to feel like he is in pain, he never thought that such a day would really come, he used to talk about it just there incessantly sarcasm.

The time of production is too annoying, and he cares about himself all day long, but if this person really disappears into his own world, he feels that there is really no way to accept it, because he has never thought of such a thing, then this day will come sooner or later.

"I really don't know what to say about you, since you've heard it, why don't you tell me, is it because of what you just said made you cry, hey, don't be too anxious, who can guarantee this kind of thing, I believe he just killed a white lie.

I know, in fact, you still have some likes for him in your heart, right, I also know, you don't have to tell me these things, I understand, okay, don't cry anymore, a manly man must not cry, right? ”

My grandmother didn't know how many times she had said such a thing, she felt that she must have said it many times verbally, but there was still no way for her body to understand it, and she thought it was not a very simple thing to understand something.

But his body may not be the same as others, and his grandson's thoughts are always so strange, and he has understood this since he was very young.

Because it can be seen that there are some big differences between it and ordinary people, for example, when everyone is there giggling, he just stands there coldly, and then he will be treated as a very strange person by others, but every time he thinks about this.

I feel very sad in my heart, just because some of my thoughts are a little different from ordinary people, how did I become the alternative existence in their eyes? But they don't know how ugly their current image is, anyway, they think so, and the more they keep laughing at themselves here, the more ugly they feel.

Zhang Yifan didn't know what he was doing, and suddenly he couldn't help him feel like he was crying, and he cried here, and he felt very ashamed when he cried, because when he usually cried, he must be hiding in the quilt and crying secretly, and he would never let anyone find out.

This is how this is happening now, and now that grandma is standing in front of him, he feels that he is surprised.

"I ...... I don't know what to say, anyway, this kind of thing is the end of it now, don't let him come to our house in the future, maybe we can be friends with each other, but suddenly you are doing this, and it will be a very embarrassing thing for us to meet in the future! ”

In fact, Zhang Yifan still has some thoughts about Wu Mengrun, but he feels that he may not be worthy of Wu Mengrun, because even the opportunity to meet and chat between the two people is shameful, if the relationship between the two of them becomes more complicated because of this incident.

I must want to die, and I already have the mentality, so why did I say something like that just now, didn't it stir up the relationship between the two of them? He didn't know what his grandmother was thinking in his heart, he had to make this day very breathless, was he willing?

Grandma's current idea is also very irritable, he didn't think that such a thing would develop into such an image, if he had known, he would definitely not have done such a thing, but things have already happened, where is the reason to take it back.

In fact, his mood is also very complicated now, but he hopes that his grandson can understand his good intentions, maybe they can still be friends.

He believes that as long as there can be a lot of topics between two people, then their relationship will become very good, then this is just a relationship of time, but he doesn't know how long this time will last, he feels that he may not be able to wait, and he doesn't know when he will suddenly leave this beautiful world.

"Okay, all the mistakes are my fault, anyway, Wu Mengrun also knows that you don't have any responsibility, she definitely won't blame you, that child is so kind-hearted, you can rest assured, she just kept telling me that you are relatively young now, and said that you should study hard."

"In this way, anyway, when I heard such words, I was very moved, and I was even more convinced that the goal in my heart was him, such a good child, if it wasn't our daughter-in-law, then I think it was really a ......"

It's really intolerable to let yourself have no way to accept things, maybe you can't belong to yourself in this life, although your mood becomes very complicated when you think of these things, but you still can't help but think about it.

"You have it, you don't have to meddle in my affairs in the future, I really don't want to say it many times, because if something like this happens once, it's okay, but after so many things happen, you really make me understand, there is no way, I don't know where your idea like this came from.

Think about it yourself, how old am I now, and you did such a thing to me, don't you feel very guilty in your heart? Anyway, when I saw you, I felt that the whole person was not in good health! ”

At that time, I didn't know what kind of mentality I used to say this sentence, anyway, it was very complicated, so I just didn't say a word like this, although I knew that such a thing might be a very sad thing for others, but I couldn't help but say it.

He just hopes that the person in front of him can understand what his mind is like, and if he doesn't particularly want to make himself like this, then it's better to quickly make himself become something else.

"You can't understand my good intentions now, I can also figure it out, I just hope you can grow up slowly."

From beginning to end, my grandmother used one, and I knew how to look at it.

In fact, he didn't understand anything at all, and if he did, he wouldn't have such strange eyes, how could he have understood this from the beginning.

But now it has become like this, there is really no way to accept it, he feels that everyone doesn't understand what their hearts are like at all, they don't understand it at all from the beginning, and some things don't need others to understand at all.

I thought that my mentality must be like this, and it will never change.

However, I found that I was still very eager for the attention of others, for example, when I was in school, I also hoped that what I made could be welcomed by others, praised by my classmates and teachers, and attracted everyone's attention, so that I might work harder and keep climbing higher.

If you keep trying, but others don't see it, then you feel as if you're not doing well at all, and you even have a very lost feeling in your heart.

"What is good about you, you always look like you don't care about my things every time, I hope that you used to be like me when you were in junior high school, I know you were busy with work at the time, and then you were not particularly sad about me, and I don't know what I was like in terms of study, but every time I had a parent-teacher conference, I was embarrassed to take you out, I felt ......"

It's not that she thinks grandma's clothes are ugly, nor do you think grandma is shabby, she thinks she may not be worthy of standing next to grandma, she feels that she is really a very garbage person, and she is still a very garbage person before.

How long has it been forever, and there is still no way to change his mind, he feels that he will grow up one day, but why has this time become so depressed, he feels that he may not be able to persevere anymore, and sometimes there is no way to show up if his grades are relatively poor.

Could it be that this matter is a very difficult thing, he thinks that it should be possible, as long as they continue to work hard, they will definitely get better, then their family will soon get better.

Poverty is not your responsibility, it is because your background is not very good, it is different from those others, but as long as you work hard, then you believe that sooner or later there will be a sky.

I don't know how much I've said these things, but what's the use of saying them for so many years, because people who don't have money don't understand what you're saying.

"Alright, let's not talk about it, I'll never bring him in again, okay? We'll talk quietly in private in the future, and if the two of you can get along, then you can have a good chat. ”