"Mom......" Xi Xia's voice choked up, and she sounded with a cry.

Xi's mother reacted a little sluggishly, as if she was immersed in something and was reluctant to come out, "Huh? What's wrong...? ”

Xi Xia grabbed the chopsticks in his hand, leaned back on the chair, lowered his head, his whole body was shaking, he couldn't bear it anymore, and cried.

"What's wrong with Xi Xia?" Xi's mother thought that Xi Xia was a matter of study pressure, so she put down her chopsticks and said, "Xi Xia, you just need to do your best, Mom...... I won't blame you. ”

Xi Xia raised the back of his hand to cover his face, and sobbed: "Mom... We have... How long... How long... Haven't eaten like this......? ”

Xi's mother was stunned suddenly, how long has it been like this? Four years or five years? Or longer?

I remembered that it was after Xi Xia's father left.

Xi's mother's face turned white, and the faint light in her eyes was extinguished little by little like a candle that was about to burn out.

Xi Xia took a year off from junior high school because of that incident, and Xi Xia's father ran around for her that year, and then something happened.

After that, Xi Xia's mother sent Xi Xia back to school, and Xi Xia was admitted to Chaoyang Yizheng, which was slightly worse than Imperial Capital Middle School

Xi Xia's mother quit her job and stayed at home all day without going out, her body became weaker and weaker, and she relied on Xi Xia to buy quick-frozen food to survive.

Xi Xia's mother didn't know that Xi Xia had secretly taken a break from school behind her back.

Xi Xia put down his hand and slowly raised his head, his face was full of tears, his tears were so full of tears, and his voice was a little vague: "Mom, let's have a good time in the future...... Father... When I see it, I will be high-minded......"

"Aren't we doing well?" Xi's mother had no focus in her eyes, she was stunned, and said to herself, "Your school grades are so good, your family has money to send you to school, and I have started to support the elderly now, why is it not good?" ”

"Not good... Not good... Not good at all...! Xi Xia suddenly sat up straight and said loudly.

Over, Xi Xia collapsed on the chair like a deflated ball, and said in a weak and slow voice: "Mom... I... Let's not be like this, okay? ”

She almost couldn't control herself and was about to tell her mother about her suspension of school.

Xi's mother's face finally changed slightly, and the grief was like the sea water submerging her entirely, and the feeling of suffocation kept hitting her.

She thought she would be fine if she didn't think about it, and she wouldn't care after a long time.

But time has only made the 'scar' more hidden, and as long as it is brought up, the 'scar' will be revealed again.

"Mom..."Xi Xia's crying voice was a little pleading.

Xi's mother raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, picked up the bowl again, picked up the chopsticks, and said in a flat tone: "Let's eat." ”

"Mom-" Xi Xia's voice was a little sharp, and she was bitten extremely hard.

"I'm going to rest after eating, if you want to rest, you can rest, and if you don't want to, you can study." Xi's mother picked up a dish with chopsticks and said to herself.

Xi Xia looked at her mother's appearance, raised her hand and wiped it on her face, "Mom, it's been almost five years, let's all be relieved, okay?" ”

Relieved?

Xi's mother clamped the material and slammed it.

"That's your father's life, how can you let go? Tell me? Can Relief Get Your Father Back? Mother Xi looked at Xi Xia squarely and said word by word.

These words were like a knife stuck into Xi Xia's wound, constantly stirring, and she couldn't breathe in pain.

Xi Xia lowered his eyes, glanced at the vacant place next to him, and finally collected some of his emotions and collapsed again, "Mom, I'm sorry......"