Chapter 331: Carrying the weight forward

Since Zhongzhou Forte promised to give Zhang Zifeng and others a fair result, Zhang Zifeng had nothing to say.

Besides, that person Wang Xiang's destiny will not be long, and I am afraid that he will not be able to hold it for too long.

It's just that the departure of some people is destined to be sad.

Ah San's body had been lying in the field, and when Zhang Zifeng arrived with Wang Qinlan, it was already late at night.

In the room, Wang Qinlan was lying in Ah San's arms, unable to see any expression.

Zhang Zifeng and Shen Xixi were sitting outside the courtyard, and they couldn't help but be infected by this sad atmosphere.

Shen Xixi cried pear blossoms with rain, wiped his nose on Zhang Zifeng's clothes vigorously, and asked, "Why is God always unfair, good people don't live long, Sister Qin Lan is such a kind person, but the dear person was killed by that pervert!" ”

After speaking, Shen Xixi cried even more.

Zhang Zifeng didn't speak with a cigarette in his mouth, he just comforted Shen Xixi, looked at the bright moon above his head and didn't speak.

Early the next morning, Wang Qinlan put on a clean dress and combed her hair, like a little daughter-in-law who was about to get married.

This night, Wang Qinlan's hair was gray, as if she had aged a lot.

Wang Qinlan smiled, as if Ah San had been alive and happy, but tears slipped down her eyes, she raised the back of her hand and wiped it away helplessly, like a child who had lost a toy.

She recalled the beauty of the past and said, "Ah San used to tell me that people will die eventually, but there is only the difference between dying first and dying later, and then I asked him, then would you like to die first or die later?" ”

"Sister Qin Lan!" Shen Xixi's heart was soft, she couldn't see this scene, and suddenly burst into tears, it looked worse than Wang Qinlan.

One threw himself into the arms of Wang Qinlan and burst into tears.

A touch of bitterness appeared at the corner of Ren Wang Qinlan's mouth, and then said, "Ah San said, of course I want to die first, and he will die last." ”

"I was very angry at the time, and I asked him, do you want me to die first?"

Wang Qinlan's voice choked, she wiped her tears, and said with a happy and desolate smile, "Guess what he said? ”

Zhang Zifeng said, "What did he say?" ”

"He said, the world is so big, I only know Ah Sanyi who was born as a farmer, and I only believe in him Ah Sanyi, if Ah San dies, this world will leave me a fool and loneliness, so Ah San doesn't want me to die behind him, he is willing to bear this loneliness and longing alone."

"He's obviously a big fool," Wang Qinlan said meaningfully and desolately.

Speaking of this, Wang Qinlan's expression was out of control, he looked back at the people lying in the house, and blamed, "You are a big liar, but now you are good, you are a hundred dead, how should you live if you leave Qin Lan." ”

"Sister Qin Lan, it's okay, this guy and I will accompany you in the future," Shen Xixi's tears and snot were no longer distinguishable from each other, and he raised his head and said.

Finally, Yan Jie and others arrived, and a series of itineraries about the funeral were arranged.

On the day of the burial, Wang Qinlan didn't cry anymore, because she didn't want Ah San to see her sad in the spirit of heaven, otherwise Ah San would definitely go unhappy.

Zhang Zifeng didn't know why that day, and he also had some sadness in his heart.

He had killed many people and seen many dead people, but today his heart hurts.

When everyone accompanied Wang Qinlan on the return journey, Zhang Zifeng was left to sit alone in front of Ah San's tomb.

"Uncle, I should have stopped you in the first place, I shouldn't have let you go down the mountain so quickly, do you really have to pay such a painful price if you like someone?"

Zhang Zifeng has seen too many people sophisticated, but he is an ignorant child about feelings.

He thought of Wei Xueyan and himself.

The old man used to say that there is no fate, and this must be the truth.

"Zhang Zifeng!" Shen Xixi suddenly turned back halfway, gathered her skirt, and sat quietly beside Zhang Zifeng.

Shen Xixi looked at Zhang Zifeng, then looked at Ah San's grave, and secretly lowered his head.

She debuted as a child star since she was a child, received a lot of commercials, and filmed a lot of warm and cold scenes.

But she has never cried like she did today, and her true feelings were revealed.

She didn't know why she was crying.

may be infected by the sadness of Ah San and Wang Qinlan.

may seem to outsiders or even the media, Shen Xixi is a public figure with a perverse personality and doing his own thing.

But Zhang Zifeng on the side knew her, in fact, she was a very simple girl.

She dares to love and hate, and has a lively personality.

Zhang Zifeng saw Shen Xixi's tears dripping, and patted her on the back with a wry smile to comfort her.

Shen Xixi raised his head and said, "I'm a person, I belong to the kind of stupid person who is easy to be moved to cry and is especially easy to be satisfied, I feel very uncomfortable when I see Sister Qin Lan like this now." ”

Zhang Zifeng smiled bitterly, "Yes, from an outsider's point of view, it seems that it is not Qin Lan's Ah San who died, but your Shen Xixi's Ah San." ”

Shen Xixi defended, "I left my family since I was a child, I ate at school alone, and went to the hospital when I was sick, and now although I have succeeded, except for Xueyan and Sister Meizi, you are good to me." ”

"Then you're crying so badly?" Zhang Zifeng asked.

Shen Xixi cried pear blossom with rain and said, "I'm sad for Sister Qin Lan, she is not as lucky as me, what will I do alone in the future." ”

Zhang Zifeng sighed, he thought of Wei Xueyan.

Wei Xueyan insisted on staying away from the Wei family for her own sake, what should she do alone?

Zhang Zifeng even wondered if he was too selfish.

Because of her choice of her, she suffered from the loneliness that girls at this age should not suffer.

A person's feelings cannot always be flawless, and they always have to go through ups and downs and leave some memories that cannot be erased.

It's like a piece of jade, it's too clean and not very beautiful.

Early the next morning, Wang Qinlan sent Zhang Zifeng and his party out of the mountain road.

She smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't die in the future, I will live well, after all, Ah San's tomb still needs someone to disturb it." ”

"Sister Qinlan, I will often come to see you when I have time in the future," Shen Xixi shook Zifeng's hand, she was afraid that if she didn't do this, she would not be able to help but stay here to accompany Wang Qinlan.

Wang Qinlan smiled slightly, "Girl, you are so kind, if we meet earlier, I really want to recognize you as my sister." ”

"It's okay now," Shen Xixi said seriously.

"Okay, then admit it now, I will be your sister in the future, if you miss your sister, you can come back and see."

In the end, the group left, Shen Xixi looked back, and she saw Wang Qinlan standing in the sun, watching everyone go away until they couldn't see it.

Later, a long, long time later, Shen Xixi recorded such an untold story in one of her secret diaries.

Many years later, I went to find Sister Qin Lan without telling Zhang Zifeng's guy, but there was no longer her there, but there was an extra partner next to Ah San's grave, I knew it must be Sister Qin Lan.

After all, she still chose death, and did not bear the torture of loneliness, presumably death may also be a pain for her to end a tragic life.

After all, without Ah San in her future, it will be very painful to live.

Maybe I'm lucky, at least I still have Xueyan, Sister Meizi and him.

On the way home, Shen Xixi stayed awake all night, and her eyes were swollen from crying, so on the way home, she lay on Zhang Zifeng's lap and slept very reassuringly and deeply.

The bus is on a country road, heading towards the wind.

Some people are gone, but there are also people who need to carry on the load.