I also saw myself watching a woman slowly drift towards the sky, and I was powerless to keep her, every time she was far away from me, my heart hurt a little, and when she disappeared completely, I felt that my heart had been completely torn apart, and I fainted in pain......

I also saw myself kneeling on the ground, crying heartbreakingly, with a burning pain on my face, as if I had been slapped countless times by my closest family members, but I couldn't explain the truth to her, and countless grievances didn't know who to tell me, all of them turned into endless tears sprinkled into the sky, seeped into the soil, and were washed away by the sudden rainstorm, leaving only the saddest water molecules floating around me......

I also saw myself standing on the side of the road opposite the entrance of a hospital, tearfully watching the back of an extremely familiar woman walk in, I wanted to rush over and pull her back, but suddenly I found that I couldn't find any reason to convince her, I couldn't find any reason to keep her child, and the only reason to convince her, but I couldn't say, saying it hurt her, since I love her, since I can't give her a happy and stable life in the future, I have to learn to give up, because I can't hurt her because of this, although I understand, love someone, I don't have to get her, I just want her to be happy all her life, but this kind of forbearance and renunciation has turned into countless sharpest knives, cutting one by one in my heart, and every time I cut a knife, the sadness in my heart is piled up, and every day of forbearance is piling up my sorrow......

I also see myself often waking up lonely at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, picking up my phone alone, typing the saddest words on the screen with my fingertips, every time I write a text, it will bring up the saddest memories, and every time I recall, my heart will break once, only the bleakest wild cat sound outside the window, let me know that I am still alive, let me understand that I am not the only one in this world, at least I am not the only one who is lonely, there is also a wild cat, but it expresses its thoughts through its barking, And I express my grief through words......

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I don't know how many similar pictures appear in my mind, although the age, appearance, identity, and experience of the person I see in each picture are different, but in the dark, I know that those people are me, because every time I see his lonely figure in my mind, I am extremely sad, it is not the feeling of grieving for others, but grieving for myself, and that grief is more heartbreaking and despairing.

Just as I was deeply immersed in a deeply sad memory, I suddenly heard the familiar knock on the door again:

"Knock...... Knock knock knock...... Knock ......"

When this extremely mysterious and familiar voice sounded, it brought my thoughts back to my eyes, I was still a golden thorn, floating quietly in the air, my body was still lying quietly on the bed in front of me, and my parents were still quietly protecting me.

I listened carefully, and this time I heard it, the sound came from my eyebrows lying on the bed, and it was my eyebrows calling me, so I flew over curiously, and in the moment I got close to my eyebrows, a suction force came, and I was sucked in.

I felt that there were constantly colorful circles of light passing by quickly, as if I was traveling through time and space, I don't know how long it took, the color of the aperture gradually became single, and finally turned golden, when the golden circle of light stopped flashing, I found myself in a golden world.

And I myself was no longer the Golden Thorn, but I was back to my old self, and although I couldn't see what I looked like, I felt like I was back to what I was when I was eight years old.

I looked around curiously, could this be the world that Feng Tassel and Yueqing brought me to every time I was three years old? Why is there nothing, except a piece of golden yellow, there is nothing.

The sky was golden, there was no sun or moon, and the ground was an extremely soft layer of fine sand, to be exact, a layer of golden sand, which was very comfortable to step on, so I tried to walk slowly.

I don't know how long I walked, I heard a faint sound of talking, I stopped and listened, it seemed to be the voice of my parents, I was happy, and quickly ran up with the sound.

Along the way, as the voices of my parents became louder and louder, I listened carefully while running, and after listening for a while, I suddenly reacted, it should be my parents chatting by my bedside, listening and listening, my pace gradually slowed down, and I finally learned a shocking secret of the Huang family.

It turns out that the Huang family has been guarding an ancient scroll for generations, and there is a secret hidden in this ancient scroll, which involves the location and opening method of a mysterious tomb, and once this mysterious tomb is opened, the whole world will undergo earth-shaking changes, and whoever gets this ancient tomb can completely control the world.

It's just that this news has been leaked out somehow, so many ancient secret families have begun to move, and they all want to be the first to get this ancient tomb and dominate the world.

Although the location of the tomb has been exposed, no one has been able to successfully approach the tomb because it has not been opened, let alone open the tomb, because the tomb is located in the world's most mysterious Bermuda Triangle, this area often disappears inexplicably, so since the news leaked eight years ago, although many well-equipped expeditions have gone to find the tomb, no one has ever returned alive.

And what surprised me even more was that according to the records of the scroll, the original way of opening the ancient tomb was hidden in a ring, and this ring turned out to be the ancestral object of the Mo family - the Purple Gold Holy Ring!

In order to greatly enhance the strength of the two families, jointly resist the robbery of other foreign forces, be able to jointly protect the scroll and the purple gold holy ring, and find the ancient tomb and open the ancient tomb together in the future, the Mo family and the Huang family also married, and the person who married was my father and mother, and what makes me feel even more sad is that my mother was kicked out of the family, and I have endured so many years of childhood life without any relatives, and it is because of this ring, and all this is just a ploy planned by my grandfather......

When I was in this golden world, after listening to the conversation between my parents and parents, I understood the cause and effect of why our family of three lived alone in Santan City, in the final analysis, everything is related to an ancient tomb, but in the dark, I always feel that I myself seem to be inextricably linked with this ancient tomb.

The people I have met recently, or even the people I have met in my dreams, are not groundless, they all seem to be an omen, all of them are invisibly changing my life, guiding me towards a future that I cannot predict at the moment.

Especially Feng Tassel and Yue Qingwan, their inexplicable encounter when I was three years old, and the two hours they spend with me on my birthday every year, also seem to be a deliberate arrangement, the appearance of that magical pendant, the advent of the frozen world, the magical experience with Xiao Qingluan, and the mysterious disappearance of Yue Linglong, who I have never met, completely broke my quiet life.

In addition, I have often fallen into some kind of wonderful dreams recently, and I will experience various lives in dreams, which has also caused me, who is only eight years old, to seem to have become extremely mature, and I have a completely different state of mind from ordinary children of the same age.

But those memories are often fleeting, and they will soon be forgotten completely, often waking up and returning to ordinary children, and every time I become an ordinary child, it is always my happiest time, especially on Children's Day every year, under the pampering of my parents in every way, it is the happiest day in my memory.

It's just that happy times always fly by, whenever the day ends, when night falls, especially when I go to bed at night, when I turn off the lights, I will become a little inexplicably irritable, and this irritability has evolved into a kind of loneliness, and finally it has become a very sad and sad emotion, lingering in my heart.

This kind of grief seems to have a magical power, which can make every cell in the body dream, and every dream is different, all absurd, so that every time I wake up, I am tired, tired to the point that I am a little tired of my own life, tired of experiencing too much of myself, and even more tired of losing all my memories inexplicably, because I always feel that at the moment when my memory is suddenly lost, for me, I have also lost the most important and important thing in life.

Just as I was walking aimlessly in the golden world in a daze, remembering, thinking, and reading, a little girl's voice suddenly sounded behind me: "Are you Su Feiyang?" ”

I looked back curiously, it was a girl about my age, and when I saw her for the first time, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, and I always felt that I had seen her somewhere.

"I ......" I didn't know if I should agree for a while, to be honest, I wasn't sure who I was, although I should be called Mo Ziran, but Feng Tassel and the others said that my name was Su Feiyang, looking at the gold all around, and the girl who suddenly appeared in front of me, I was really confused, I had a feeling of losing myself.

However, when I inadvertently thought of Feng Tassel and Yue Qinglian, I reacted, why is this girl in front of me so familiar, because her appearance is very similar to Feng Tassel and them, suddenly I thought of something, and asked tentatively: "Are you Yue Linglong?" ”

"Since you can guess my name, then you must be Su Feiyang, that's right, I am Yue Linglong."

"However, the news reported that you were missing, and I heard Sister Feng say that you should be in the ancient tomb, right?" I asked curiously.

"Yes, I am indeed in the ancient tomb, to be exact, in an ancient book in the ancient tomb, more precisely, I am in the world of words."

"Words? What is the word? "When I heard Yue Linglong say that she was in one word, I suddenly remembered that when Feng Tassel flew out of that frozen world with me and Xiao Qingluan, that world was the word 'snow'. So, I was also curious about what words she would be in.

"It's the 'yang' word for sunshine."