In the dead of night, the warbler is tired and the birds sleep, and the spring return is still tossing and turning in bed, but she listens to the back window "knock" twice, she first thought it was an illusion, but then listened to the "knock" twice, stood up and looked, through the gauze tent can see the faint figure outside the window.

The scorching hot weather has been gradually swept away by the autumn wind, and even the moonlight seems to be a little colder, and the people standing under the moonlight are wearing long clothes, carrying a glass lamp, and the warm fire shines on the windowsill, swaying with some naughty meaning.

"I can't sleep, I want to have a drink or two under the moon, is Huihui interested?"

The man who can knock on the back window of the grandmother in the middle of the night will naturally not be another, Lan Ting shook the glass lamp again, and waited for Chungui to get down from the bed and stand through the window, the glass lamp stretched out into the small backyard, guiding Chungui's line of sight, to see the lying Wushi by the fish pond, there is a small table on it, you can vaguely see the cup, and the Wushi even lit a tea stove at one end, which was prepared for Chungui.

Then this invitation cannot be refused.

The spring return also put on a coat, regardless of the long hair scattered on the shoulders, and happily went to the invitation.

Two futons have been set up across the small table for people to sit cross-legged, the glass lamp is hung on the top branches, the light and shadow are a little trance in the moonlight, and it is not very good to play the role of lighting, but only clear tea and cold wine, and it does not need lighting so much, and the moonlight is enough to prevent the cup from being overturned.

The look of the human face seems to be a little trance under the moonlight, the joy and sorrow are not too clear, this can't sleep is even more confusing, Chungui is very cautious, and only talks about pleasant and relaxed topics, she understands that since the block in her heart can't be dissolved for a long time, she probably can't change because of the words of others, and the useless persuasion is better to avoid detouring and transferring, and if you don't touch it, at least it won't be involved.

Ke Lanting took the initiative to mention it.

"My mother has a strict temperament, and when I was young, I was convinced that my mother was not happy and tired of me, and I felt wronged in my heart, and I only dared to confide in my nursing mother. I remember one time, because I was praised by my grandfather for doing it seriously, and I told my mother with great interest, but my mother looked at me with a frown, and she said, 'A few words of praise you are so complacent, and you can learn without a teacher', I was not officially enlightened at that time, and I didn't know much reason, but I would compare myself with Lantai, I thought that I could only be called loving by spoiling Lantai like my second aunt, but no matter what I did, I couldn't win my mother's love. ”

Spring returns remain silent.

She thinks that the child's perception is often astonishing, such as her mother is also very strict, at least not as obedient to her as her father, but she never thinks that her mother dislikes her, or even gets tired of her, even if she is often punished by her mother, she can feel her mother's love for her.

"I still remember the punishment I received from my mother, I don't know how much of a mistake I made to be slapped by my mother, and that was the first time I asked my mother if my mother hated me." Love is deeply responsible', Cao's mother replied to me, she said how can a mother be bored with her children? I believed this, because it seemed to me that the nurse had always loved me, and since the nurse had said so, she would not have deceived me. ”

In the moonlight, the faces of the people were lowered, their expressions became more and more ambiguous, and their slender fingers played with the celadon wine cup, as if they were sorting out those old things now.

Later, as I grew up, I became more and more convinced of the truth of the deep responsibility of love, even if it was ...... I am also willing to believe that my mother treats me, although the way is different from ordinary mother and son, the true meaning is no different from the second aunt's treatment of Lantai and Lange. ”

Chun Gui had insight into the ambiguity after the word "even", and she thought that this might be the block in Lan Ting's heart.

"It wasn't until today that I realized that I didn't even know the right idea of nursing mothers, they always said that they thought about me and planned for me, but they didn't. Cao's mother accepted my arrangement, she did go to the house I bought for her, and she didn't see anything else, but she couldn't wait to go to Zhu's house, I think she always knew the old lady and others' calculations, but she pretended to ignore such a simple right and wrong, and still insisted that the person who didn't know what was good or bad was me, Cao's mother was indeed loyal, but the person she was willing to pay for loyalty was not even her mother. ”

Lan Ting looked at her slightly and smiled: "I used to really trust her and cherish her love for me, all my arrangements and plans are to repay her, I never thought that it would be in such a way, but I don't seem to be complaining, because Mother Cao was originally an old servant of the Zhu family, and she took care of me only because the old master was my foreign family, and I was ruthless to her old master, and in her opinion, of course I am no longer worthy of her love and care." ”

Spring returns continue to remain silent.

She was able to understand Lan Ting's sadness, but in fact, it was not because of Cao's mother's departure at all, no one would force the nurse to take care of herself

Regarded as a parent, just like few people in the world regard the nursing mother as a mother, but no child in the world will not care about the likes and dislikes of their biological parents, in the final analysis, it is still Mrs. Zhu who makes Lan Ting care, and now she has woken up to the fact that Cao's mother has followed her all these years just to restrain and restrain her, how can Lan Ting convince herself of the reason of "the deep responsibility of love"?

Why is a mother indifferent and bored with her own flesh and blood? Mrs. Zhu could no longer answer, and Lan Ting could only find the reason in herself.

"Why do you dislike the Zhu family so much?"

When this sentence came out, Chun Gui herself was a little surprised, because she was not prepared to spy on the block Lei in Lan Ting's heart at all, but the words she said were like water, even if she bit off her tongue, it couldn't be recovered.

"People who can even ignore the life and death of their own daughters, people who do not hesitate to force their flesh and blood relatives for the sake of so-called reputation and fame, are cold-blooded and ruthless, but they are still full of benevolence and morality, this is why I hate them."

Chungui hung his head, extremely annoyed.

She knew the answer now, but what could she do? Even a few words of relief can't be done, is it possible to echo Lan Ting and scold Old Lady Zhu and others?

Some resentments can't be dissipated by venting, and if it's really so easy, it won't form a lump in your heart.

"Huihui doesn't have to rack his brains to think about how to comfort me." Lan Ting seemed to understand the distress of Chungui, he finally stopped playing with the wine cup, but drank the remaining wine in the cup: "No matter how much I hate the Zhu family, I can't deny the blood etiquette, and my mother won't want me to take revenge on her family because of her, so I and them are just strangers at most." ”

When he returned to the spring, he was relieved, and he paid tribute to the tea instead of the wine: "Then I really don't talk nonsense, if you want to say that we are also difficult brothers, so unlucky to meet a disgusting relative, fortunately, I can think about it, and I don't often complain about the sky, and I wisely and wisely decided the correct way to the Chu River and Han realm, don't be a fellow person, the little girl is fortunate to have three lives!" ”

Gags are her good skills, and the spring return is like a hero who has finally found a place to use, and when she saw that "Zhao Meiren" finally showed a smile from the bottom of her heart, she did three more bowls of tea with a heroic spirit.

And then......

"Gu Yingying" couldn't sleep all night, and until dawn broke in the east, he was still lying on his back in the tent.