Chapter 523: We Only Need One Child
The pictures on the screen kept flashing, but Shen Xueyao's eyes seemed to only have the red and blue light of the police car and the ambulance, but she was still staring at the screen, her eyes widening as if she wanted to see this scene clearly.
Her right hand clutched the sheet, she still couldn't accept it so quickly, the original Elena who was showing off in front of her had become a cold corpse. A person who wants to have good looks, family background, and ability and ability has died at the age of a flower, and has become this ugly appearance.
If I hadn't gone to the villa to meet Elena, this series of things would not have happened later, and maybe if I had woken up earlier, Elena would not have been in a car accident in order to run away overnight.
Feeling guilty and struggling in her heart, Shen Xueyao suddenly felt that her hand was covered with a hand, warm and powerful.
Shen Xueyao came back to her senses and saw Qi Hao looking at herself with some concern, and asked, "Are you afraid of watching such news?" If you don't feel well, I'll turn off the TV. ”
Shen Xueyao shook her head, her eyes were a little gloomy and said, "It's not that I'm afraid, I just feel that I don't have much grudge against Elena, how could it be like this?" ”
"She didn't want me to die at all, otherwise she wouldn't have jumped down to save me later, but now I'm fine, and she was the one who had the accident. I just feel a little sad that a good person is suddenly gone. I always feel like if it weren't for me, things wouldn't have turned out like this. ”
Qi Hao took her hand, held her hand tightly in his palm, and comforted: "Yaoyao, I don't blame you for this matter. You are a victim, if you really want to say that this matter has something to do with me, you don't blame yourself for all the fault. ”
"You're just so kind, sometimes I wish you could live a selfish life." Qi Hao sighed slightly and said.
Shen Xueyao bowed her head and was silent, obviously still unable to let go.
Qi Hao brought her head close to her arms and said softly: "Yaoyao, don't think about it, I don't blame you for this matter, you just need to take good care of your body." ”
"Qi Hao, I know you don't have much affection for Elena, but that's a life after all, and I may not be able to let go so quickly." Shen Xueyao sighed lightly in Qi Hao's arms and said.
"I always feel sorry for her."
Qi Hao patted her back gently, didn't say anything, and his hands were gentle.
At this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, Shen Xueman and Xiaobao came in, and they were stunned when they saw Shen Xueyao who was awake, and then Xiaobao pounced suddenly, and in the end, for fear of hurting Shen Xueyao, he gently hugged her.
"Mommy, you woke up, Xiaobao thought you really didn't want Xiaobao anymore." Xiaobao leaned his head on Shen Xueyao's arms and cried loudly, his body trembling.
"Xiaobao, Mommy is fine." Xiaobao was willing to talk to herself, and the two returned to their previous intimate state, and Shen Xueyao was happy and sour for a while. also reached out and hugged Xiaobao tightly, and Shen Xueyao was about to get down
Ba leaned on Xiaobao's head, and the mother and son hugged each other tightly.
"Mommy, Xiaobao is no longer angry with you, don't leave Xiaobao, Xiaobao doesn't want to become a child without Mommy." I don't know if it's because I cried a lot before, Xiaobao's voice is hoarse, which is extremely distressing.
"Xiaobao, Mommy won't leave you, are you willing to forgive Mommy?" Shen Xueyao couldn't hold back her tears, and asked softly, with emotion in her tone.
"Well, Xiaobao won't ignore Mommy, and won't stop talking to Mommy. Mommy don't leave Xiaobao, don't leave Xiaobao, okay? ”
Xiaobao nodded heavily in Shen Xueyao's arms, and then raised his little face stained with tears, and Shen Xueyao saw Xiaobao's swollen eyes. Xiaobao stretched out his hand and said, "Mommy, pull the hook." ”
Although the tone is immature, it has a strong stubbornness, and it is obviously very afraid.
"Okay." Shen Xueyao burst into tears and laughed, stretched out her little finger and hooked Xiaobao's little finger, and the thumbs of the two people pressed tightly together.
"Xiaobao, if you cry again, you will become a little cat." Shen Xueman looked at this scene, sniffed and quipped.
As everyone knows, her eyes are also very red and swollen at this time, and they are not much better than Xiaobao at all.
Shen Xueyao was full of guilt when she looked up and saw Shen Xueman, and at the same time she was very moved: "I'm sorry Xueman, I made you worry." ”
"Sister, as long as you wake up safely. Did you know that scared me to death before? The hospital has issued you a critical illness notice. Shen Xueman couldn't help choking up a little as she spoke, and sat in front of Shen Xueyao's bed looking at her.
"Sister, you shouldn't have told Qi Hao to go there secretly this time, if no one found out that you fell into the water at that time, you would really ......" Shen Xueman didn't say any more, but her eyes turned even redder.
"The people you are most sorry for this time are Qi Hao and Xiaobao, if something really happens to you, what do you let them do?"
"I know Xue Man, it's me who is not good this time." Shen Xueyao said and glanced at Xiaobao, who was looking at her, and Qi Hao, who had been standing there silently not far away, both of them had the same worried look in their eyes.
"Xiaobao will take care of Mommy in the future, and will not let Mommy be bullied again, nor will Mommy be in danger again." Xiaobao suddenly said solemnly.
"Xiaobao can already walk on his own, Xiaobao will protect Mommy!"
Shen Xueyao was moved in her heart and gently rubbed Xiaobao's head.
Shen Xueman accompanied Shen Xueyao and talked for a while, and finally put her mind at ease. And Shen Xueyao was still weak because her body was still weak, so she fell asleep after a while. Xiaobao didn't sleep all night, and after being relieved, he fell asleep next to Shen Xueyao.
"Qi Hao, thank you for accompanying me, you can also go and rest." Shen Xueyao yawned and said to Qi Hao.
"I'm watching over you." Qi Hao folded the quilt for her and said.
"During this time, you have stayed in the hospital, I am in the hospital office, and I have been with you."
Shen Xueyao nodded slightly, and then fell asleep with peace of mind.
The day she woke up
, Qi Hao accompanied her to do a full physical examination, and when the report came out, it was obvious that Shen Xueyao's uterus was strange in black and white.
Shen Xueyao pinched the list, her fingers couldn't help but tremble a little, she didn't want it to be what she thought.
However, the doctor looked at the report, shook his head, and said, "If you guess correctly, Madame's uterus has been seriously injured before, right?" ”
"It's not very possible to get pregnant again, but this time it's cold because of falling into the water, I'm afraid it's ......" The doctor shut up when she said this, because she saw Shen Xueyao's increasingly pale face.
"Doctor, what did you say? My uterus ...... Am I unlikely to get pregnant in the first place? Obviously, I was pregnant with a child before. Shen Xueyao didn't have time to stop her, Shen Xueyao hurriedly asked.
The doctor sighed and said, "You had a miscarriage before, right?" How many miscarriages have you had? What are they for? ”
"Two ......" Shen Xueyao felt that even her breathing hurt when she reported this number.
"Once because of ...... Because of taking drugs that caused miscarriages, and once because of a car accident. Shen Xueyao said with some difficulty.
"Presumably because of the side effects of the drug, your uterus is seriously damaged, and the latest miscarriage has actually made it difficult to conceive a new fetus, and this time the falling water is just more serious. Gong cold can be slowly regulated by traditional Chinese medicine, but the previous damage to your uterus is extremely difficult to recover, so you should be mentally prepared. ”
The more Shen Xueyao listened, the paler her face became, and her lips trembled.
Qi Hao put his hand on her arm and supported Shen Xueyao to prevent her from staggering and falling.
"Isn't there a way to recover? It's really getting to this point, huh? Shen Xueyao still didn't give up and asked.
The doctor sighed when he heard this, and said, "I can prescribe some more Chinese medicine for conditioning, but for this kind of root damage, even drinking medicine will not help, and the effect is very little." ”
Saying that, the doctor glanced at Qi Hao with some reproach: "Fetal drugs need to be cautious and cautious, after all, this is related to a woman's life, if the medicine is too strong, it is easy to cause fundamental damage." ”
Shen Xueyao felt that she was almost a walking corpse when she came out again, and her mind was also wooden, without any thoughts at all, blank.
His uterus was injured and could not recover, and the possibility of conceiving a child was already very small.
"Qi Hao, did you already know?" Shen Xueyao suddenly looked up at Qi Hao and asked quietly.
"You already knew about my problem when I was in a car accident and had a miscarriage, right?"
Qi Hao couldn't bear it, but he also knew that he couldn't hide it from her, so he nodded.
Shen Xueyao pursed her lower lip tightly, her eyes were full of despair and gloom: "You didn't tell me at that time, because you were afraid that I wouldn't be able to withstand such a blow." ”
The voice became softer and softer, and finally it was even more ethereal, as if it would dissipate into the air in the next moment.
Qi Hao suddenly
pulled Shen Xueyao over, hugged her tightly in his arms, and hugged her deeply, as if he wanted to crush her.
"Yaoyao, I failed to protect you. I always keep saying that I will protect you, but I have broken my trust in you again and again, and even the damage you have suffered has been brought by me. ”
Qi Hao's voice was hoarse, with a heavy and thick bitterness.
"I hurt you like this, you should scold me fiercely, you can beat me, it's better to vent it to me than if you are so sad alone, I am to blame for all this."
Shen Xueyao was held in Qi Hao's arms and did not speak, but at that moment, her tears suddenly burst uncontrollably and rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I failed to protect you, you should blame me." Qi Hao said in her ear.
Shen Xueyao finally hugged Qi Hao back and cried: "Qi Hao, how can this be, I will never be cured, right?" ”
Every woman can't accept this result when she learns that she can barely have children, and Shen Xueyao is no exception.
Her body trembled, and she felt nothing but boundless panic and helplessness.
"Yaoyao, if you want to cure, I will accompany you to cure. Even if there is even the slightest possibility, I will not give up. But you know, we still have Xiaobao, we don't have nothing. ”
Qi Hao gently stroked Shen Xueyao's hair and soothed his tone: "You brought Xiaobao into the world and left him such a beautiful gift, he is the crystallization of our common love, and he is the most cherished by me." ”
"It's enough for us to have a child with Xiaobao, let's grow up with him together, and we will always love him alone, okay? Xiaobao will grow up slowly under our care, he will always be safe, we don't want other children. ”
Shen Xueyao was still crying heartbreakingly, she hugged Qi Hao tightly, and her fingers seemed to be about to strangle red marks on Qi Hao's back.
Qi Hao didn't speak again, just let her tears wet his forehead.
"Okay."
After a long time, Shen Xueyao said softly.
(End of chapter)
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