140. Unspeakable loss
Lu Xiaoman's insistence was only because she didn't see Lu Dakuan, she came back because of her father, but now she didn't see anyone, how could she rest assured. She wasn't sure if Dad had really fainted because of her, but she was going to see him anyway, even if it was just for a look, as long as she could be sure that Dad was okay. As for the credibility of what the mother and daughter said, Lu Xiaoman is also clear. Only this time, she didn't have the same determination as before. Because her father didn't show up, she started to worry. Not only worried about my father, but also worried about myself. Lu Xiaoman couldn't imagine the fact that even her father had to abandon herself, her father's love for her over the years, and the care that warmed her heart, she didn't believe that her father would not want her. But now......
"I want to see my dad, I just want to see my dad." Looking at the mother and daughter, Lu Xiaoman's voice suddenly became hoarse. The sound that was almost roared with all her strength was distressing, not to mention that she was in tears at this time. She has always been extremely strong, she has never cried even when she was beaten, but this time, Lu Xiaoman's performance made the four girls feel distressed, and they only hated that they couldn't help solve this matter.
Lu Xiaoman's sudden appearance made the mother and daughter stunned, and they didn't expect Lu Xiaoman to come to such a show. If they weren't used to seeing her arrogance and domineering on weekdays, this look would not flatter them. Now they are soft, and if they have been like this before, they may still be soft-hearted. As for now, they can only be happy.
"I advise you not to think about it, your father will never see you, you will die of this heart." The empty and advantageous Woo Se almost didn't directly step on the soles of his feet. Only they themselves know how hard-won such an opportunity is, but they are also the kind of people who accept it when they see it, after all, there are still a few outsiders here, and they are not good at doing too much.
"Lu Xiaoman, I advise you to die of this heart, if Dad wants to see you, he won't come out now, so why wait until now. If you want me to say that you should be more interesting, go by yourself, don't rely on being here to affect Dad's rest. Don't say that we didn't tell you, just the things you did would only embarrass the Lu family and make Dad sad. So I guess you're a quick bastard, stop pestering. The attitude of the relationship is now softened, but Lu Yaoyao still said it patiently. Since you can only watch and can't do it now, what else is there to watch, and it will save you itching and uncomfortable.
But Lu Xiaoman didn't seem to understand the meaning of these words, so he still stood in place and had no intention of leaving. No matter what, she must see her father, and if she can't, then she will always wait here. She didn't believe that her father would be so cruel that she didn't see her, how could such a thing happen to her.
thought it would be okay if I didn't take care of it, but who thought that this stinky girl's insistence couldn't be said at all, so after half an hour, Lu Yaoyao's mother and daughter couldn't help but bang up anymore, in short, don't see this face. Deliberate ignorance is only temporary, and it will naturally make people feel annoying after standing for a long time. At this time, the mother and daughter were also impatient, and Kong Youli even beat people with a broom. Those few blows hit Lu Xiaoman's body, but they didn't let Lu Xiaoman make the slightest move.
Lu Xiaoman has been persistent, but even if he insists, it is useless. Be thoughtful, Kong Youli has made up his mind not to let Lu Xiaoman see Lu Dakuan, so no matter what he does now, the result will be the same.
However, the next action was something that everyone didn't expect, even Huo Ziyu, who was standing outside, didn't expect that Lu Xiaoman would kneel on the ground like this, and the suddenness made it too late to stop.
"Auntie, I beg you to let me see my father, even if it's just a glance, just let me see him."
Such a plea did surprise the mother and daughter, but in the next second, their hearts blossomed. I really didn't expect to kneel like this, Lu Xiaoman actually knelt in front of them. You must know that in the past, you couldn't kneel when you beat or kick anyone, but now...... Tsk, that's a rarity. Seeing this picture, Lu Yaoyao really wanted to take out his mobile phone to record this miraculous moment, but it was a pity that so many people looked at her and it was not easy to act. But that alone is enough, and it's a one-off swagger.
Not to mention kneeling, even kowtowing is not possible, how can they let her go to see Lu Dakuan. If you know that this matter is known by Lu Dakuan, it may not be a simple matter.
"Don't kneel for us, it's not up to us to decide on this matter. Since your dad has talked about this, that month is not something we can control. Let's go, if you really want to off your dad, then you can stay on your knees here. At this time, Kong Youli completely lost his previous arrogance and domineering, and directly behaved like a good stepmother, and his helplessness was also full of distress.
If it was before, how could Lu Xiaoman not be able to see such a drama, but now she has already been confused, where can she still see this. With all her heart on her father, she didn't have the time to think about it so much, and the loss in her heart was gradually expanding.
My heart really hurts.
Lu Xiaoman really didn't think that things would turn out like this, so much so that she didn't even have a chance to explain. But this time, she really didn't think about it that much. From the beginning of the matter, she never used her brain to think about what was going on with this matter, only that her father was angry.
After all, the girls couldn't stand it and dragged Lu Xiaoman away, but at this time she was like a puppet with a disconnected thread, without her original soul.
The three little ones only supported Lu Xiaoman, and Huo Yumeng could only follow behind.
Just when he was going out, he subconsciously raised his eyes, and Lu Xiaoman saw two men standing at the top of the steps. So are they all there? Is this just here?
This is the only possibility that Lu Xiaoman can think of, but if he came early, he shouldn't just stand here.
Feeling the distance getting closer and closer, Huo Ziyu's eyes suddenly became deeper. He wanted to say something, but he felt like some words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't get out.
He did think that there would be a passing result, in fact, he also wanted to do something, but at this moment he actually had an indescribable feeling, as if telling him not to do anything. Just looking at this little face that was close at hand, Huo Ziyu's heart began to entangle.
Wouldn't you say something? In fact, Lu Xiaoman was also looking forward to this moment, but this time it didn't seem to be as she imagined, which still made her feel a little lost. Even if he deliberately stopped by Huo Ziyu's side, he couldn't hear this man speak.
After taking a deep look at Huo Ziyu, Lu Xiaoman said in a low voice, "Let's go." ”
It's just that at the moment of leaving, Lu Xiaoman pushed the corners of his mouth hard, trying his best not to look lost. At this time, she couldn't let anyone worry, let alone let them see something. But in my heart......
"Lu Xiaoman, are you looking forward to it? Men like this. Forget it, it's time to wake up from the dream. "I am walking hard, I am also thinking hard, and I am trying to comfort myself. But even so, the indescribable sense of loss sprouted infinitely in my heart. Dad doesn't want her anymore, is this man the same? It was still touching everywhere before, is it all fake?
It's just that Lu Xiaoman wondered, why did he stand at the door but didn't mean to enter the house? Or did he hear those words too?
In the dormitory, Lu Xiaoman sat quietly on the edge of the bed, as if he lowered his head and pondered, but he didn't say a word.
It can be seen that this incident has hit Lu Xiaoman very hard, because they have never seen Lu Xiaoman like this. I wanted to comfort, but in the end, Gu didn't say anything. Is it just because of that phone call? If that's the case, then the matter becomes troublesome. Sanxiao only knows very well what Lu Xiaoman cares about most, and this is the only thing she cares about. She can be said to have followed her father without her mother early, although she has a stepmother, but the vicious stepmother is black-hearted, and even the living expenses are deducted. If it weren't for Dad secretly running to give some points, Lu Xiaoman would not have everything he has now. If it weren't for Lu Dakuan's persistence, she might not even be able to go to school.
"Okay, don't worry about it, let her be alone for a while."
If you want to say that 303 is the most appealing person, it must be Pan Yuejin, because she is the smartest and can always say a lot of things, and of course she is also the most thoughtful, so they all listen to Pan Yuejin in 303. Now that they've said that, can they say anything?
Listening to the sound of the door closing, Lu Xiaoman raised his head to look at the closed door, and couldn't help but fall on the bed and cry.
Endless grievances and losses all poured out at this moment, burying his face in the pillow, just not wanting his cry to be heard outside.
As for the outside, the three little ones also clenched their fists, as if they were enduring something. In fact, their departure was just an illusion, mainly to give Lu Xiaoman a space of his own. knows that she wants to be strong, but she always buries her sadness in her heart, and who will not collapse over time. It is also Lu Xiaoman, who has been aggrieved for so many years.
Although the voice was not loud, the three girls still listened to the sky. They are also distressed, but they can't do anything now. They also wanted to share the pain in Lu Xiaoman's heart, and their eyes couldn't help but redden.
For the first time, they also felt lost in their hearts.
They always laugh together, but now they can only make Lu Xiaoman cry uncomfortably alone. The loss could not be described in words, they looked at each other and clenched each other's hands.
They believe that Lu Xiaoman will cheer up after crying, and at the same time, they are determined to be doubly good to Lu Xiaoman from now on.