Refusing to return with relatives (41)

Gong Yuanling was in the courtyard and stood for a long time, and the palace chief walked to Yu'an Bedroom, and when he saw Gong Yuanling standing in the snow like this, he called,

"Yuan Ling."

Gong Yuanling came back to his senses, and Gong Changjue walked over and said,

"Have you read the letter from my uncle from the border gate?"

Gong Yuanling said with a smile,

"I read it, I know that these are all misunderstandings, General Li and General Shen are not dead."

The palace chief said,

"Then what do you say about General Lee—"

Gong Yuanling interrupted the palace chief's trick,

"It's good that General Li is alive, I don't have any other thoughts."

Gong Changjue remembered that day, Gong Yuanling knelt on the ground and cried uncontrollably.

Gong Yuanling looked at Hongmei Dao on the wall,

"Eldest sister, sometimes, I really envy you."

The palace chief said,

"What do you envy me?"

Gong Yuanling looked at the red plum, and there was an emotion in his eyes that Gong Changjue had never seen before, as if he was wandering, reminiscing about something, and with a trace of unwillingness and sadness.

The emotional fluctuations in Gong Yuanling's eyes made Gong Changjue feel very different in an instant.

Although not alienated, it is also somewhat unfamiliar.

GONG Yuanlingdao,

"I admire General Li, and now there is probably no one in my family who has not seen it."

The palace chief said,

"Then why do you say you don't have anything else in mind?"

Gong Yuanling never looked at the palace chief's formula, nor did he answer the palace chief's question, and the answer was not what he asked,

"I envy the eldest sister, you are like this red plum, in the vast snow, you can be seen at a glance, why, I can't be as dazzling as the eldest sister, I can be seen at a glance?"

Gong Changjue frowned slightly, I don't know why Gong Yuanling suddenly said this, Gong Changjue stepped forward and held Gong Yuanling's hand, Gong Yuanling's hand was cold, and Gong Changjue tried to use his own hand to cover Gong Yuanling's hand.

Gong Changjue looked down at his hand shaking with Gong Yuanling,

"Yuan Ling, you must know that in this world, the existence of all people is different."

"I am so famous now, it is forced by the situation, I have no choice, if I can, I am willing to go out without going out, sitting quietly in the boudoir embroidering and writing."

Gong Changjue opened his mouth, and suddenly felt that he couldn't go on, the sisterhood between her and Gong Yuanling had finally been cultivated, and she didn't want to be separated from them again because of a trivial matter.

Gong Changjue felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he still held Gong Yuanling's hand,

"You were born beautifully, and you are no worse than I am. You don't have anywhere to send me, you don't have me decisive, I don't have you careful, we are all different, no one loses to anyone, if you are given the same opportunity and situation, let you be the eldest daughter of the palace family, you will have to shoulder the burden of the palace family in the future, I believe you can do as well as me. ”

"I am the red plum, but I am flattering to the world, doing many things that I don't want to do, saying things I don't want to say to attract the attention of the world, once it is done, I have no possibility of retreating. This life has to be the appearance of this rumor, but you are different, although some people are not shocked at first glance, but the more they are shocked, the more brilliant and bright, the snow plum stands in the snow, the same color as the snow, but the cold color is three points above the snow color, and the fragrance is overflowing to force the snow to retreat. Yuan Ling, you don't have to envy me, I am also a human being, you don't lose a cent to me, why bother with the prospects? ”

Gong Yuanling's gaze slowly shifted from the red plum to Gong Changjue's body, and in just a moment, the light in Gong Yuanling's eyes trembled, and tears dripped from his eyes.

"But eldest sister, he can only see you, not me."

A tear smashed on the back of Gong Changjue's hand, more like a smash on her heart, and her heartstrings were suddenly tied and broken.

He can only see you, not me.

Why did Gong Yuanling answer what she asked, why did Gong Yuanling envy her, this is a sentence, and it didn't even explain who "he" was, but Gong Changjue suddenly understood the meaning of Gong Yuanling's words.

Li Wang.

Gong Yuanling likes Li Wang, but, Li Wang... Admired for her?

The palace chief was a little surprised and surprised, but in her memory, Li Wang was just one of her father's subordinates who would enter and leave the palace, and she had always met her, and she would bow politely, but she did not have a deep impression of Li Wang, except for the memories of the prison in her previous life.

But in the previous life, Li Wang obviously liked Gong Yuanling, and even tried to go to prison to save Gong Yuanling, held Gong Yuanling in his arms, and accompanied Gong Yuanling to spend the last time in the world.

At that time, Li Wang was not unaffectionate to Gong Yuanling.

So what are these now?

Li Wang...... Is it that he is interested in her now, not Yuan Ling?

Gong Changjue's heart shook suddenly, and he couldn't calm down the shock.

Is it because she was reborn in a life and was full of variables, all Li Wang in this life didn't look at Yuan Ling in his eyes, but fell in love with her?

This realization made it difficult for Gong Changjue to calm down. The important thing is not whether Li Wang's marriage is different from the previous life, but this unreasonable variable.

Now, she has turned the world upside down, there are many things that she has never even seen, and she has never heard of in her previous life, and no one knows what kind of abyss the world will go to next.

Gong Changjue patted Gong Yuanling's back, he was also confused, but he still comforted Gong Yuanling,

"Don't think nonsense, I have only met with General Li a handful of times, and I have always been polite, and General Li is the same, it must be that you have misunderstood something, General Li has an upright personality, if he really has something with me, he must have proposed to his father early, but now, General Li has not made any moves, which means that there is nothing between him and me. You can relax, and when General Li returns to Chang'an in triumph, you can ask your father and uncle what he thinks of you, because my father and uncle are not old-fashioned people, and they will definitely be willing. ”

Gong Changjue said a lot, but she didn't know what she was talking about, and her heart was also chaotic, this incident aroused her long-standing fear of changing the world and unpredictable, and also made her afraid that the trust and sisterly friendship that she had built up with Gong Yuanling with great difficulty would be destroyed.

Gong Yuanling's chin rested lightly on Gong Changjue's shoulder, tears fell like rain, the last time General Li came, the triumphant knot that fell in his sleeve, she also had it, it was the eldest sister who taught her to tie it after she came back after the cliff fell after the turmoil.

The eldest sister said that during that time, she had been borrowing from a friend's house, and the girl who lived next door happened to be from the northwest and would weave all kinds of knotted ropes. This knotting was taught to her by the girl who lived next door.

And when the eldest sister taught her to tie the triumphant knot, she also complained with a smile that she couldn't learn how to tie it from top to bottom, no matter what knot, it was always tied from bottom to top. Unlike Gong Yuanling, you can find the correct knotting order at once,

And the triumphal knot that fell from General Li's sleeve, the triumphal knot that was only half tied, is the unique way to tie from bottom to top, and even the size of the knot rope is adjusted, which is very similar to the eldest sister.

She Nobu Chang Sister is single-minded, she only has King Ding in her heart, and she will not be entangled with General Li, but a man carries the knotted rope tied by another woman with him all the time, and Gong Yuanling no longer dares to think about the deep meaning.

Since then, Gong Yuanling has secretly paid attention to Li Wang's behavior every time he enters and leaves the palace house, as long as he pays attention, it is not difficult to find that Li Wang looks like he is here every time he comes, not like he is here to discuss matters, but like he is looking for someone, walking from the front hall, he will pass through the back garden to the martial arts training ground, and then to Gong Yun's study, in short, where foreign men can enter, Li Wang will pass through, at first glance, it seems that Li Wang is looking for Gong Yun, and from the martial arts training ground to find the study, in fact, Gong Yuanling understands that he is looking for the palace chief.

As long as he sees the palace chief, he will no longer go to other places to go around, and if he can't see it, he will walk a few laps, knowing that Gong Yun is in the study, and when he walks to the martial arts training ground, he will go back and walk around.

Gong Yuanling is not a fool, and he will not be unable to understand the suppressed emotions in Li Wang's eyes when he saw Gong Changjue, but the person she likes likes her sister, such words are ridiculous to say, and she also feels funny.

But Gong Yuanling inexplicably had an emotion, feeling that Li Wang should have liked herself, and this feeling was very strong, so strong that she almost couldn't tell the difference between reality and illusion.

But the truth is so cruel, what Li Wang likes is indeed her eldest sister. has nothing to do with her Gong Yuanling.

Gong Yuanling had an inexplicable alienation from Gong Changjue, and there was an indescribable awkward feeling, which made her just want to escape from Gong Changjue and didn't want to see her again.

Gong Changjue hugged Gong Yuanling, patted Gong Yuanling's back, and whispered comforting.

Gong Yuanling suddenly pushed away the palace chief's trick, Gong Yuanling's eyes were still red, but he smiled bitterly,

"I really envy you, but now, I really don't want to see you again."

Gong Yuanling turned around and left, Gong Changjue wanted to follow, but Gong Yuanling shook off Gong Changjue's hand.

Without looking back, Gong Yuanling slammed the door shut, closing the snowy sky and Gong Changjue out of the door.

But with his back against the door, he slowly slipped down and sat on the ground, tears falling silently.

Gong Changjue stood in place, looking at the door, but he didn't take a step forward, I don't know when, Yuan Ling's misunderstanding of her was so deep, or for an irrelevant person.

Because of this person, Yuan Ling shook off her hand, shut her out, and ignored her.

The sisterhood that left regrets in her previous life, is it also going to be broken in this life, and it is destined to not start and end well?

Those regretful things, Gong Changjue desperately grasped them, but he couldn't grasp them again and again, fate couldn't help but be at her mercy, she was just reborn, and felt that everything in the world was in her hands, but now, she didn't dare to think like this anymore. Are there fewer variables and things that cannot be grasped?

In this way, a chasm was invisibly drawn between Gong Changjue and Gong Yuanling. With the door as the boundary, the door is full of crying and disgust, and the door is full of wind and snow and cold.

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