2019.04.13 I was angry, but I didn't quarrel with you, because I really didn't have the strength to reason with you, I said those words countless times, and you still didn't change.

I cried myself for two days, and you didn't mention anything on the phone, and you thought the matter was settled. Then let's settle it, I won't mention it.

Just wait for the knots in my heart to develop at will, and I won't struggle. 2019.06.10 At three o'clock in the morning, you still let me drive home by myself.

This time I wasn't as sad as last time, probably because I was mentally prepared.

Obviously, I drove to the center with you at night, obviously everyone went down the stairs with me, obviously I had to make a small belly chicken intestines for very small things, and I was angry or kept disliking me when I couldn't find a way.

So that's all it, why do you think I can still be cheeky to go to your house. 2019.06.26 Three years ago, we had a junior high school reunion, and we had just been together.

I thought we would 'show affection' in front of my classmates, but you ignored me all day, only knew how to play mahjong, and then took care of them at night, but you ignored me all the time.

At that time, I still felt the same way when I had a crush on you, very humble to watch you talk and laugh with others in the corner.

And today, I still feel like this, I really hurt, I just want to get a little bit of your attention, but you don't say a word.

They were in stark contrast to me, and I was really saddened. But despite this, I still cheekily asked you, and finally you agreed to pick me up, and I cautiously called to ask where you were, and I may never forget how that sentence made me feel.

"I know ** you strangle" In fact, I have heard the heavier words, and I was shocked at that time, and I couldn't help but cry.

But the recent happiness has made me forget again. I just said that I couldn't accept any heavy words, not to mention that you said it to me in person, which was different from the feeling that I secretly flipped through the records and heard you talk about me in front of others.

What's wrong with me? I was too wrong, and I couldn't help but get angry when I heard your complaints. What's wrong with you?

Think for yourself. 2019.06.27I came to your house cheekily and didn't tell you in advance.

Because the exam is coming soon, and my mom was talking early in the morning about me giving you make-up lessons. I thought it would be too much to lose my job because of this fight, so I thought I'd come to make up for you, and I'll go back after the exam.

From the time you got off work to the time you had dinner, you really didn't say a word to me, even if it was just the two of us, you didn't take the initiative to speak, and even went out by yourself... Fortunately, you still know to ask me if I want to eat, even if you don't buy it, it can be regarded as a relief of embarrassment.

Later, I was still cheeky to tell you about the papers, you didn't care all the time, and I really wanted to get angry when I looked at my phone casually for a while.

But I also restrained myself, and slowly your attitude improved slightly. As soon as you finished talking about the paper, you said that you were going to go out to wave, and you still looked like you were begging, so I could only get angry silently and ignore you.

Maybe you realized it too, so you still told me to go out with you. I've always been cautious, even if you drive carefully, I have to repeat my language.

Everything looks so good on the surface, so I acquiesced that you weren't angry. But why do you make me miserable when you lose money?

！！ I don't want to hit five pieces, and I have bad luck, so I'm angry with me?? I'm still cheeky to sit next to you to liven up the atmosphere, but you've been deliberately blocking the cards, wow, you're really amazing, can I not be angry?

We're all silently angry, and I really don't know why you're so angry.

I'm wronged, I can't cry yet, because you still dislike me for crying at every turn, and I really don't want to cry, but you also have a reason to make me happy and not cry.

Until now, I can't forget the blow that sentence hit me, you even keep saying it when you play mahjong, I really don't know why you can bring so much anger to play mahjong with them, and make others embarrassed to death and keep saying it.

I'm so tired.,Why do I just have to accommodate you again and again.。。 2019.6.30I don't know how far we can go.

I'm really tired. I didn't see any reaction from you crying, I just knew that if I was going to sleep, I actually wanted to sleep.

I really don't know why you can lose your temper anytime and anywhere, and you have to shoot at me if it's none of my business, and no matter how much I tease you, no matter how much I try to lighten the atmosphere, you will always be self-centered.

And every time I see that I am angry, I immediately pat my ass and leave. I really don't know what to say.

I was angry and said I was going to break up, I was really tired. You still don't react to what I've said so much, and you don't have any words of acknowledgment or comfort.

Maybe I'm crazy, so you feel like you're just a spectator.