[Chapter 5, Volume 5]

Chapter 184 Chapter 177 Loneliness

Doctor Jiang began to regret his talking, but since the words had already been spoken, there was naturally no possibility of stopping there, and he said with some hesitation: "Unless...... Unless you can get the real antidote to Qianfeng! ”

This answer did not give her and Lan Yucheng a chance as Xiao Ruo expected.

The real antidote to Qianfeng? I'm afraid it's not Lan Shikang's die-hard people, there can't be it! Lan Shikang wants Lan Yu to die, this is inevitable. Even if Xiao Ruo really dared to appear in front of Lan Shikang to ask for the antidote, Lan Shikang really gave her the so-called antidote, I am afraid that Xiao Ruo would not dare to give this antidote to Lan Yucheng. How could Lan Shikang be willing to come up with a real antidote? I'm afraid it's an even more terrifying poison that seals the throat with blood!

"Hehe, forget it. Anyway, it's just a waste person for five years, and after a few years, you can be free! Lan Yucheng said with a self-deprecating smile.

Xiao Ruo has a lot of unbearable feelings in her heart, but what can she do? Even if Lan Yucheng only has five years of life, she hopes to spend these five years happily with him, instead of letting him live a life that is worse than death every day in these five years, and live like a year! On such a day, what is the life?

But what can they do now?

Jin Cong put away the impropriety on his face, stepped forward comfortingly, patted Lan Yucheng on the shoulder, and said, "You only have five years left in your life, don't let yourself have too many regrets." As he spoke, Jin Cong helped Lan Yucheng from the ground to the bed, and said in his ear in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Maybe you can die, what about the living?" ”

Lan Yucheng raised his head and glanced at Xiao Ruo. Xiao Ruo was also looking at him with a worried face.

He's a man who can't let his beloved woman worry about himself no matter what he encounters, right?

"Xiao Ruo, isn't it time to eat? In the future, I can only trouble you to bring the food into the house. Lan Yucheng's face, which was still cloudy just now, suddenly seemed to be torn open, and a bright smile appeared on his face. He can't be too selfish, now Xiao Ruo is already the only one with him.

Xiao Ruo was stunned, and after coming back to his senses, he immediately wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve, and said with a smile: "Well, you wait, I'll get it." In the middle of the voice, there was also a thick nasal voice.

"Okay, let's go out to dinner too! Stinky old man, wait a minute, you are not allowed to eat that stir-fried wild boar, you ate too much just now......" Jin Cong argued with the thin old man while driving everyone out of the bamboo house. Jin Cong knew that the knot in Lan Yucheng's heart could not be completely dissolved because of his words, and he could only let Lan Yucheng slowly untie it by himself.

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Every day, Xiao Ruo prepared two separate meals and brought them into the bamboo house to accompany Lan Yucheng to dine together.

Every time, Lan Yucheng always smiled and praised her craftsmanship for being unique, and then swept away all the food in a big gulp.

It's just that Xiao Ruo can see that the depression in Lan Yucheng's heart is getting heavier day by day, and the wrinkles between his eyebrows are getting deeper day by day.

"I'll go wash the dishes and chopsticks, and I'll come and talk to you later." Xiao Ruo said while cleaning up the two of them's dishes and chopsticks.

Lan Yucheng looked at Xiao Ruo lightly, nodded, and said, "En." ”

Every day, after a meal, it's a conversation like this.

Suddenly, the door of the bamboo house was pushed open, and Jin Cong walked in from the outside, still with a wheelchair in his hand.

Jin Cong smiled a little embarrassed, looked at Lan Yucheng and said, "The old man said that my injuries are not healed, lest Lan Shikang know that I saved you and chase me down, so he won't let me go out." There is no way, I had to make a wheelchair by myself, which is a little rough, you will use it, so that it is convenient to get out of this bamboo house, bask in the sun, and let Xiaoruo push you to walk around casually. When I can get out of the valley, I'll spend a lot of money to help you build a good one. ”

Lan Yucheng just smiled and said, "Thank you for having a heart." ”

Compared with Lan Yucheng's calm waves, Xiao Ruo looked surprised, and he was really happy.

Xiao Ruo didn't put away the dishes and chopsticks, but walked to the wheelchair, and after thanking Jin Cong repeatedly, he tried to push it next to Lan Yucheng and said, "Come, I'll help you sit up, just after eating, I'll take you out to eat." ”

Do you want to eat less? He hoped that he could take Xiao Ruo's hand and walk side by side with her, instead of sitting on this damn wheelchair.

It's just such a thought, how could Lan Yucheng say it? So, with his hands firmly supported, he moved his body in the direction of the wheelchair.

Xiao Ruo looked at his somewhat struggling appearance, and hurriedly stepped up. lest Lan Yucheng think that he was useless again and get angry with himself, and he didn't dare to reach out to help.

Lan Yucheng naturally noticed Xiao Ruo's discomfort, raised his head, and said with a gentle smile: "Xiao Ruo, can you help me?" ”

Because of this sentence, the smile on Xiao Ruo's face became brighter.

Xiao Ruo nodded vigorously, and the two worked together, and finally sat in the wheelchair.

Jin Cong looked at the scene in front of him, and couldn't help but sigh a little in his heart: Maybe the lives of the two of them have many twists and turns, but fortunately, they still have each other. Lan Yucheng can meet a woman like Xiao Ruo, I am afraid it is his greatest blessing.

"Thank you, senior brother, I'll go out for a walk with Yucheng." Xiao Ruo pushed the wheelchair and looked at Jin Cong to thank him again.

Jin Cong let go of the place at the door of the room and watched the couple walk out of the house.

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Although it is in a wheelchair, just leaving the bamboo house and being able to look at the scenery outside the house is also a kind of enjoyment for Lan Yucheng.

"The wind is a little strong today, and I have not let you put on a coat when I came out in a hurry just now. You'll be here alone, and I'll come when I go. Xiao Ruo squatted on Lan Yucheng's right hand and said.

Seeing that Lan Yucheng nodded, Xiao Ruo turned around and trotted towards the bamboo house. She cherishes every moment she is with Lan Yucheng now.

Today's wind is indeed a bit strong. Not far away, the bamboo forest swayed with the wind. In the grass at his feet, the faint little flowers seemed to be ruthlessly blown to the ground by the wind at any time, which seemed even more pitiful.

Lan Yucheng remembered that he had said that in the future, every day, he would send Xiao Ruo a bouquet of flowers. At that time, the smile on Xiao Ruo's face was even more delicate than this flower.

Unfortunately, he can't do it now.

Lan Yucheng leaned forward, wanting to pick a few wild flowers, and he would give Xiao Ruo a surprise.

But no matter how he lowered his body, no matter how close the flowers were, Lan Yucheng's hands couldn't reach them.

Lan Yucheng didn't believe it, he didn't believe that he couldn't even pick a flower and give it to Xiao Ruo now. He gritted his teeth, pressed his left hand on the wheelchair and strained his right hand to reach the flowers at his feet.

Xu was too anxious, Xu was too strong with his left hand, and suddenly, Lan Yucheng fell from the wheelchair, and even the wheelchair was turned to the side.

Lan Yucheng was holding a bouquet of flowers and plants in his hand. But he wasn't happy at all.

I saw Lan Yucheng's hand, the tighter he clenched it, and the bouquet of flowers and plants had begun to break and squeeze. slammed his fist on the grass, and the wildflowers and weeds in that area also died. Is he already so useless? Not only does he need Xiao Ruo's help in the most basic life, but now even picking a bouquet of wildflowers for his beloved woman has become a luxury.

Where did that Lan Yucheng go back then? He can't protect her, he has to burden her, he doesn't deserve to love her at all!

In Lan Yucheng's eyes, tears slowly flowed. He is unwilling, really unwilling! If there was no seizure of the throne, he would be the highest power in the Lan Dynasty, and Xiao Ruo would be his queen, enjoying the worship of the people of the world, enjoying the life of glory and wealth, instead of hiding in this small valley with him, eating some wild vegetables every day, and taking care of him, a crippled person!

Why? Why did Heaven let her suffer so much? She was innocent, she was only involved in these things that had nothing to do with her because she loved him. She is such a kind woman, why would God let her suffer like this?

It is said that "men don't flick when they have tears", but that's just because "they just haven't reached the sad place"......