In March 2016, I enrolled in a driving school. After months of hard work and travel, I finally survived the exam of the third subject.

But for me, that straight line is very difficult. When I practice, every coach says I'm the best.

Before each exam, my practice is 100 points, and the people who practice in the same car with me have new problems every time, but maybe I am missing the test, I have problems in a straight line twice in a row, and several of my classmates in the same car have already passed smoothly.

Life is like this, the more you care about something, the less you can get it. I was also full of confidence when I took the third exam, and I also felt that I would be fine if I spent so many times to practice, so I took the third exam with the mentality of winning.

The journey was very smooth, I didn't have any problems driving in a straight line, the exam system didn't say anything during the exam, the exam was over, I parked the car with confidence, and suddenly the voice broadcast that my score was zero, and it was like a thunderbolt in the sky.

The examiner told me it was because I didn't hit fifty yards in fifth gear, and I panicked, so the second time I was in a straight line.

I was not satisfied with the results of the first time, and the examiner asked me to go to the monitoring room to check the data. When I went to check the data, I met a young brother, who saw that I was very aggrieved and said that my exam process, he was very enthusiastic to help me check the data, and the final data showed that I knew that the speed of forty-nine came down when I rushed to the fifth gear.

I had no choice but to call you, but after you listened to it, you said a few words to me, and hung up the phone impatiently.

I was alone on the side of the road, I could only cry to the tree next to me, I was very helpless, and I didn't know which direction to go back to school, so I could only squat down and cry secretly while walking.

Later, the eldest brother in the monitoring room drove out and asked me if I wanted to give me a ride, and I was also afraid, so I said that I would take the bus back, and then he left.

I could only turn to Baidu Maps and follow the route to the bus stop. During this period, I tried to close the network, just to make you worry about me, but after turning it off again and again, I was disappointed again and again.

Because you don't have any reaction, that is, I'm useless, I can't do a little thing. I feel the same way, but what I need most is your comfort, you didn't comfort me at the first time, but blamed me at the first time, which made my originally sad mood even more uncomfortable.

When I returned to school, my roommates comforted me, and I could only reluctantly pretend that nothing had happened, and I didn't care about the result, just saying that I would really have it next time.

Sleeping under the covers, I could only secretly shed tears if I was not angry. Check your phone over and over again to see if there are any messages from you...... I couldn't sleep alone, and I had no one to talk to, so I could only silently take out my phone and write down my feelings in a memo.

"I don't know if I told you, as long as I lose my temper, I will cry no matter who is right or wrong. Not to mention the people I love. If you take it seriously, you will definitely find that I have this habit. Or maybe, you know I'm crying, but you choose to ignore it. I know I'm being vexatious, but I really just need a word of comfort from you. I know I'm stupid, and I know I'm stupid, but it's the truest me. And all this, I just let you know. But you can't understand it, maybe it's because you're rational and I'm too emotional, maybe you're too busy to take care of it...... But these are just excuses I make for myself to comfort myself, and for myself. My heart is too heavy, so heavy that I can't sleep for a long time whenever I feel uncomfortable with the slightest thing on my mind, so I think I will definitely collapse, so many days without rest, so many things during the day, plus this changeable mood, one day I will collapse...... Sometimes I wonder if I really collapsed, would you feel so distressed that you couldn't breathe like I did; Do you feel that nothing matters, your fault is your fault, my fault is also your fault, as long as I take care of it...... Look, that's all I thought. You also said that we have similar personalities. So you should know how I feel and how I react to these situations. However, maybe you're just talking about it. It's half past ten, and I have stopped crying since I finished the exam, originally because I felt useless. It's ironic to think about it, two people who usually feel how much they love each other would be angry over such a trivial matter. I've been waiting for your news, even if I want to turn off the phone and go to bed willfully, but every time I turn it off, I always feel like you'll send a message to ask me, I'm afraid you'll worry about me, I'm afraid you'll lose sleep because of me. It's a pity that every time I can't help but turn on the machine, I make myself more uncomfortable. I know you're angry at you, too, for being angry with you for something like this, but you don't know that I just want a word of comfort. I know those two of yours are useless and just angry, you don't know that those two of yours are useless made me cry for hours, my eyes are really out of tears, and I can't open them anymore. No wonder some people wash their faces with tears every day and go blind! You blame me, this time I don't want to admit my mistake first. I might be prepared for the worst. Because I never had much self-confidence, how long can I be in your heart. "It seems like it's been two days, I've been ignoring you, I don't reply to your messages, and I don't usually talk to you anymore, and slowly you realize that you're wrong.

You sent a lot of messages, saying that you were annoyed by something else, and because I had been hanging on a straight line, and I couldn't understand why a person could make the same mistake on the same issue, and I crackled and said a lot, and finally admitted my mistake, but I still chose to forgive, because I said that as long as you admit your mistakes from the heart, I will be fine immediately.