Time flies, and it's senior year in a blink of an eye. Because we have to bring the vacation internship certificate to the school in order to graduate.

So during the winter break, I went to work for a municipal service company in the city. The winter is very cold, and every time I go home, it gets dark, and I have to take a black car to get home after ten minutes of high speed, and I go to your house once in a while.

2017-12-24We said before getting off work that I would go to your house, because I got off work a little late, so I called you to ask if I went directly to your house, and I prepared my own things, you scolded me with a word, and then let me go home.

2018-1-1We said that we would go to Moutai to play, and the leader gave me a lot of information, I just didn't dare to leave work early, and you were angry.

Then I kept the materials out and left early. I happily called you and said that I would wait for you at Moutai Station, but you said that you can't leave now.

Then I asked you how long it was, and you hung up on me without saying anything. Then send a message for me to go home by myself...... At that time, it was just dark, it was drizzling, I heard a busy sound on the phone, a person squatting on the flower bed at the door of the supermarket secretly shed tears, people from time to time cast a curious look, I could only immediately pretend that there was nothing to do, pretending to look at the phone.

Just because of you, I cried alone three times at the door of Hualian Supermarket for several days, and you sent me a message from time to time, asking me if I had eaten or not, all of which were innocential greetings, and I was always angry, and I didn't take the initiative to mention the angry things with you.

In this way, my expectations slowly turned into disappointment. Four days later, I silently made up my mind in my heart that I would break up with you, because I didn't feel your love at all, and I didn't feel that you cared about me in the slightest.

I asked you where you were before I got off work in the morning, and you said you were at the triple turntable, which happened to be not far from where I worked, so I asked you to finish your own business anyway and come to me.

At noon, I was waiting for you at the door of the company, alone with headphones. After waiting for a few minutes, I see you coming from another intersection.

The same expression that nothing had ever happened, and a smile as he walked. At that time, I looked at you, thinking how chic you are, nothing happened to you, only I care about those small details, I am the only one who is injured, and my heart hurts inexplicably when I think about it.

Watching you come slowly, I could only stop turning my head and pretend to wipe my tears inadvertently, and then I walked forward silently.

There was sad music in the headphones, the weather was gray and drizzling, and after walking for a long time, you tentatively pulled down my headphones and asked me what was wrong.

How ridiculous, you don't even know what's wrong with me, I've suffered so many grievances, I have suffered for a few days in my heart, and finally made up my mind to ask you out to officially break up with you, and you asked me innocently what's wrong.

I was very depressed along the way, and I didn't care about you. You feel my low pressure and stop talking to me.

I've been walking forward, aiming for the park, and I'm thinking I'll finish this last stretch with you, and I'm thinking about how I'm going to break up with you.

Finally arrived at the park, and at this time the park was bustling with several pairs of mothers and children playing in the park. Looking at the heartfelt smiles on their faces and looking at the scenery around the park, I think this should be life.

There are people who work hard for happiness, there are people who don't know happiness in life, and there are people who have been struggling under the temptation of happiness, and I am going to end this struggle today.

Finally, I asked you, what have you been doing these days, and you said with an indifferent expression that you didn't do anything, just go to work.

Originally, I wanted to ask you why you didn't apologize to me for so long, but seeing your indifferent attitude, I had to dispel such thoughts.

So I'll just show you what I want to say to you in the memo in the past few days. There are my complaints about you, my grievances, and my decision to break up with you today.

You suddenly became serious, silently looked at the text without saying a word, and I didn't speak, just waiting for you to make a statement.

The mothers and sons next to me left with their children in their arms because of the cold, and then I cried uncontrollably.

I feel your panic, you keep saying no break up, no breakup, I'm wrong I really know it's wrong.

I cried while counting your mistakes, saying that my heart was full of grievances. The more I talked, the more I felt aggrieved, and the more aggrieved I became, the more I couldn't control my tears, and the air was full of air masses that I spit out.

You have been patiently comforting me, wiping my nose for a while, hugging me for a while, and admitting my mistakes for a while.

After venting my grievances, I calmed down. After talking in the park for more than half an hour, you seriously admitted your mistakes, and I also counted down your mistakes, and after venting your emotions, it was time to go back to work, and then we returned to the company the same way, and you sent me to the company before leaving, and I forgive you again, because I said that as long as you admit your mistakes, I will forgive you immediately.