The lord of Murong Pavilion specially sent these brocades, so that the young lady could choose the style she liked to make her wedding dress. The maid held the tray in front of Gu Yanran and smiled.

Gu Yanran looked at the maid for a moment, and said to the maid, "What about Murong Tianren?" ”

"It is said that there is something important in the main pavilion of Murong Pavilion, and it should come later."

"Let's put it here for now." Gu Yanran said, caught a glimpse of a letter on the tray, took it open and saw that it was Murong Tian's handwriting: "Yanran, there is something important in the pavilion that I am afraid that I will come later, do you want to see the lanterns in Qianshui Town today?" ”

Gu Yanran put down the letter and there was no wave in her heart, she went to see the lantern day every year, but today she suddenly lost interest, she felt that the big red brocade was very dazzling, she put down the book in her hand and walked to the lotus pond, looking into the distance with a little stunned.

She remembered that when her mother was alive, she once told her that the wedding dress when a woman got married had to be sewn by herself, and every stitch and thread was sewn with her own affection, and the exquisite wedding dress was all needlework and needlework, and only for her beloved would she be willing.

"Mother, my daughter's wedding dress, now I don't have to sew it myself." She smiled softly, and the smile on her lips was very bitter.

"In the past, you taught your daughter piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, etiquette rules, and said that your daughter must be a gentle and virtuous woman in order to marry a man she likes, why is this not the case now?" Gu Yanran's eyes flashed with tears, thinking that she would marry Murong Tian soon, she was powerless to resist now, she just felt sorry.

To this day, she has not been able to express her affection to Liu Yingjiang.

"Yanran ......" The voice of Gao Weihu suddenly came from the door, and she looked back and saw that it was really her, still dressed in white and covered with light veil, walking towards here.

Gu Yanran quickly wiped her tears and said with a smile: "Miss Gao, why are you here?" ”

"I don't have anything to do in the village, I wanted to come to look for you a long time ago and was afraid of bumping into the Lord of Murong Pavilion, so I met those two maids who sent silk and satin, and I knew that you were the only one in this garden." Gao Weihu sat beside Yanran and smiled brightly: "So I came to look for you." ”

Gu Yanran nodded to hide those emotions below, and she also smiled: "I am really the only one in this garden, and it is very boring, fortunately you came to find me." ”

"Yanran, why are you crying?" Gao Weihu looked at her reddened eyes and asked with some concern.

"I'm fine." Gu Yanran waved her hand as if nothing happened: "I think of my mother for no reason, I miss her a little, if my mother is here, many things will definitely be different." ”

"Yanran." Gao Weihu gently patted her hand to comfort her, and she said softly: "The deceased has passed away, don't be sad, your mother must also wish you well." ”

"Gao Weihu ......" Yanran held Gao Weihu's hand tightly, and suddenly tears fell, she suppressed her cry and said: "Gao Weihu, why do you say it's me?" It's just that I'm going to marry her, but I'm going to like someone I shouldn't like......"

Gao Weihu was speechless, seeing Gu Yanran's sad appearance, her heart was full of unbearable, she was afraid that her affection for Liu Yingjiang was deeper than she thought, but now she has to swing her sword to cut her feelings.

"Yanran, it is said that all living beings are suffering, and life in the world is divided into difficulties, and the body cannot help itself." Gao Weihu gently wiped away Gu Yanran's tears.

She saw Gu Yanran looking so sad, thinking of her former self, she loved but could not be humbled, and she was unwilling to complain at that time, but now looking back, she tried her best to make herself look light, and those old things that were gradually disappearing were scattered with the wind.

"Yanran, the most injured thing in this world is a lover, you have to be tough in the future, don't be hurt by the thorns of love." Gao Weihu gently stroked her hair with relief.

Gu Yanran nodded, gradually calming down the crying, and she said in a low voice: "Gao Weihu, actually...... A lot of the time, I think you're a strange woman. ”

"Huh?" Gao Weihu looked at her puzzled, Gu Yanran wiped her tears and said: "Since I met you, I have rarely seen you cry, always so light and light, but I always feel that it was my delusion...... You used to be the concubine of the capital and had the courage to escape, which is enough to shock the world, and now that the emperor is in the villa, you don't panic at all. ”

"Yanran, your mother's spirit in the sky must also hope that you can be well." Gao Weihu supported his chin with both hands, and showed a gentle smile at Gu Yanran: "Yanran, you are such a kind girl, you will definitely be happy and happy." ”

"Gao Weihu, I've been with you for so long, it's really rare to see you smile so softly." Gu Yanran smiled, the smile of Gao Weihu in front of her was full of softness, and there was a rippling light in his eyes, and the gentleness seemed to make people intoxicated.

Gao Weihu frowned slightly: "What you say, am I very difficult to get along with on weekdays?" She stroked her face gently, could it be that she was smiling weirdly today?

"It's not." Gu Yanran covered her mouth and chuckled: "You can only peep through your eyebrows and eyes when you smile with a veil every day, I know that you are gentle and kind, but in the eyes of others, you are quite cold and arrogant." ”

"Lonely and arrogant?" Gao Weihu repeated these four words, and finally sighed: "It's just that rare kind of happy moment, usually if there is something funny, I bend my lips, but I really can't see it under the veil, and I don't blame others for saying me." ”

"Gao Weihu, a few days ago I happened to see the emperor's side, it does look a little indifferent, maybe as the emperor is used to being moody and invisible, I remember that you once talked about your love at the beginning, I can't imagine it, you two are cold, how to get along?" Gu Yanran walked back to the pavilion with Gao Weihu and sat down, she poured tea for Gao Weihu and handed it to her.

Gao Weihu saw the light smoke fluttering on the teacup, and his thoughts were also fluttering: "I am also a little surprised when I think about it now, he is such a proud emperor, but I am also a person who does not admit defeat, but if you think of that time, it was not important when Xu was emotional, but now I feel that I have to care everywhere when I am cold and dead." ”

"Gao Weihu, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you, if the emperor wants to welcome you into the palace again, are you willing?" Gu Yanran asked tentatively, and when she saw Gao Yuhu's expression, she paused for a moment, then chuckled and shook her head: "No, what's so good about the palace...... It's colder than a grave, so why should I let myself be trapped again? ”

"But when I saw you, I didn't completely let go." Gu Yanran said, whenever she mentioned Beitang Jinyu, she always inadvertently revealed her sadness, although it seemed to be light and light, but they were both women, and she naturally understood her feelings.

"Maybe it's hate, he and Le Yao both asked me if I still hate, and I don't know." Gao Weihu shook his head, a little dazed in his eyes.

"Gao Weihu, you are different from me, my Gu Yanran's fate is like this, you are a free body, you have to recognize your heart." Gu Yanran held Gao Weihu's hand and said sincerely: "I understand more and more about Liu Gongzi's affection for you now, although I am a little bitter in my heart, but I am more happy to find a woman I love for him, if you really let go of the emperor, you might as well ...... Consider the people around you......"

Gao Weihu heard the meaning of her words, Liu Yingjiang really treated her very well, and even treated her as well as Beitang Jinyu at that time, but she always remembered the past and Beitang Jinyu.

"Yanran, Liu Yingjiang...... It's my benefactor, he saved me from fire and water, followed me all the way to protect me, he ......" Gao Weihu said very hesitantly, and was interrupted by Gu Yanran before she finished speaking, she said: "Gao Weihu, I know what you are hesitating about, and I can understand your concerns, but you need to face your heart more than blindly escape." ”

Gu Yanran said and sighed, in the end, she just hoped that Gao Wei Lake could have a home as soon as possible, she was homeless and floating in the rivers and lakes, and she would not be alone if she was accompanied by a loved one.

"Yanran, a person like me, in fact, has no luxury, and it is a day to endure like this." She had many expectations in the past, but now she has no more.

"Gao Weihu, you want me to be happy and happy, and I also hope that you are safe and happy, you and Liu Gongzi are people I care about, and I don't want you to be hurt anymore." Gu Yanran paused, and a little determination flashed in her eyes: "From now on, everything you see me is a hypocritical me, a false me." Gu Yanran whispered, with unconcealed sadness in her words.

Gao Weihu was thinking that she didn't mean what she said, when he was interrupted by a voice not far away.

"Yanran." Suddenly, there was a voice calling for Gu Yanran, she looked sideways at Murong Tianzheng walking here, Gao Weihu hurriedly reined in the emotions in his eyes and returned to his usual coldness, holding the teacup in his hand but not taking a sip.

"You're here." Gu Yanran hooked her lips and smiled, pouring a cup of tea for Murong Tian, she rarely smiled at Murong Tian, which made Gao Weihu and Murong Tian a little surprised today.

"Miss Gao, you go back first." Gu Yanran said, Gao Weihu nodded and lowered her eyes, she walked towards the gate of the garden and stopped and glanced at the door, and saw that Gu Yanran was picking up those big red brocades and carefully selecting them, not half unhappy.

Gao Weihu seemed to understand what she meant, and she sighed slightly and turned to leave.

She felt bored and wanted to continue walking, but she didn't expect Beitang Jinyu to call her out: "What? Going to leave after eavesdropping? ”

Gao Weihu paused, and suddenly felt that there was a sight falling on him, maybe it was Beitang Jinyu, maybe it was the girl, she was a little annoyed but had to turn around, otherwise according to Beitang Jinyu's character, I don't know what else to make a fuss.

"Huh?" Gao Weihu said with a blank face: "Me? ”

"Come here." Beitang Jinyu said in a deep voice, his sharp eyes were firmly fixed on her, Gao Weihu turned around patiently and walked towards the pavilion, walked to Beitang Jinyu's side and lowered his eyes and asked, "This son, what are you calling me for?" ”

Beitang Jinyu sneered, and landed the chess pieces in his hand on the chessboard with a "snap", and the woman in Tsing Yi looked at Gao Weihu with some puzzled eyes and asked, "Who are you?" ”

"I ......" Gao Weihu was about to say, but Beitang Jinyu frowned and looked at her and said, "Why are you still here?" ”