She remembered a place that she had to go and check.

If Xiao Jinyan was really there, then she would tell Su Tang to deal with it, if she was too worried, then it would be none of her business at all.

Having made up her mind, she stood up directly, picked up her bag and ran out of the cafeteria.

Su Yihuan stopped the taxi and said the destination, the driver was still puzzled: "Girl, that area has been demolished." ”

After getting Su Yihuan's reconfirmation, the driver began to set off on the meter.

Su Yihuan looked at the beating red numbers, and the only time Xiao Jinyan cried in front of her came to mind.

It was when Xiao Jinyan was in college, and he gently knocked on her window in the evening, and she put down her book, jumped directly from the window to the platform outside, and talked to him as usual.

But that day, Xiao Jinyan didn't speak, and the teenager smoked in front of her.

She guessed that he probably missed his mother again, just like himself.

Suddenly, I heard Xiao Jinyan say: "Today, when the ancient history teacher was lecturing, he told a story, saying that Zheng Zhuanggong's mother didn't like him because he was born with a difficult birth, but only liked his younger brother, and helped his younger brother rebel. You say, can a mother, because of the pain caused by the birth of her child, not love him at all? But what's wrong with the child? ”

Su Yihuan looked up at him at that time, he didn't understand the meaning of his words, and when he saw Xiao Jinyan smoking, he wanted to say that smoking is not something that a good student should do.

However, she didn't say anything, because she heard Xiao Jinyan continue: "My mother is not doing well, it is my father's fault, what is my fault?" Why doesn't she want me? ”

It turns out that the current Xiao family is glamorous and beautiful on the surface, but Mr. Xiao's original partner is not the current Mrs. Xiao, people's hearts are separated from their stomachs, even if the current Xiao mother is good to Xiao Jinyan, but Xiao Jinyan's biological mother abandoned him but it is still a thorn in his heart.

The teenager tried to suppress his voice, but he couldn't suppress the trembling throat choking.

Su Yihuan watched as a tear flowed down the corner of his eye, and was wiped off without a trace the moment he put the cigarette filter in his mouth.

She wasn't going to stop him from smoking, for perhaps only the pale blue smoke that rose and dissipated into the night could save his tears.

That was the first and only time Su Yihuan saw Xiao Jinyan crying.

Since then, there has been none.

The fence in front of me is all rusty, I remember that it was still silver when I first moved in, and there were often many children who came out after dinner to jump rope on this platform, kick shuttlecocks, and play sandbags.

Now, as far as the eye can see, there are only high-rise buildings rising in the distance in the city, and ruins in the vicinity.

Xiao Jinyan sat on the platform of the abandoned building, ignoring the ash on the ground and rubbing the high-end suit, as soon as his legs were slightly retracted, he knocked down the wine bottle next to him, and then, the domino effect, the dozen glass bottles that clanged all fell down.

He's been sitting here since last night, driving around the city aimlessly with a case of wine.

Yancheng is the place where he grew up, his hometown, but he has nowhere to go, he is a homeless person.

Until he was guided by the devil in his heart, took a step of betrayal, and gave up the best things in this world, just so that the woman could look up to him.

More than a year ago, he finally mustered up the courage to find the woman named Jiang Yiru who abandoned him more than 20 years ago and took advantage of his identity as a lawyer and his connections.

His mother.

He knew that she was married to a rich boss, and now she was living a fine life of fine clothes and food, he didn't want anything from it, he just wanted to make a phone call and ask her to come out and meet. 020 reading

If she is willing to see him, he is willing to continue to be ignorant like when he was very young and watched his mother drag the back of the box away and still ignorant of what it is to leave the child, and he will continue to be ignorant, not caring about her absence for more than 20 years.

He clearly remembered what kind of hope he made that call, and how he was poured a basin of cold water on his head, which was cold to the bottom of his heart.

After Jiang Yiru heard his name, he was silent for a long time, and then said calmly on the phone: "Jin Yan, I think we should not meet, I don't want you to disturb my current life." ”

After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

At that time, he listened to the busy sound of Dudu, and for the first time, the fire of hatred really burned in his heart.

His mother didn't care about him at all.

She left because of money, and now she rejects him because of her humanity, and I'm afraid she is still afraid of losing the wealth she has now.

Then he's going to get to the top and spurn her in turn!

Now the Xiao family is thriving in the business circle, but so what?

He risked going to prison to manipulate Jiang Yiru's contract, waiting for this cold-blooded woman to send his biological son, who had been abandoned for 20 years, to prison for money.

However, Jiang Yiru didn't seem to be as inhuman as he thought, and after hearing his name, he didn't sue him, but offered to meet him.

But after the meeting, all he said was that he hoped that his resentment would not harm her youngest son.

At that time, he realized that Jiang Yiru was not without maternal love.

She can put money second.

It's just that he can't.

Because his birth accompanied her first unhappy marriage, she was angry with him, refused to give him a little maternal love, abandoned him to his alcoholic father for twenty years, and cared for her second son, who was the best mother ever.

What did he do wrong? What did the five-year-old self do wrong?

At that moment, he suddenly felt that the things he had gained by betraying Su Yihuan and his marriage to Su Tang had lost their meaning, and he finally had an answer.

The answer is that he was born to be a complete joke.

Xiao Jinyan staggered to his feet and looked at the ruins outside the railing, which was the original gate of the community.

There was an elm tree.

The first day he moved here, he met Su Yihuan there, but now there is nothing.

His gaze fell in that direction, and a figure appeared in his sight.

There's no way she's going to be here.

Xiao Jinyan closed his eyes and shook his head fiercely, and when he looked over, the figure was still there.

Su Yihuan stood in front of the abandoned old building, and happened to see Xiao Jinyan standing up on the platform.

Xiao Jinyan looked at it and watched it again, and finally believed his eyes and confirmed that it was Su Yihuan.