"Le Yao doesn't go back to the palace often, most of the time she is outside the palace, and I rarely see her a few times." Beitang said cautiously, putting the letter in his wide sleeve, thinking in his heart what to write in reply.

Concubine Xu tried hard to find a topic to talk to Beitang Jinyu, so she kept asking about Le Yao.

"Your Majesty, Princess Le Yao is also married, is there a marriage match?"

"Hmm." Beitang Jinyu's tone was very light: "Last year, it was over, as for the marriage, I don't have to ask, she is up to her." ”

Xu Hanyun said with a smile: "The princess is talented and intelligent, and she will definitely be able to find a good colt ......."

"I won't interfere with her." Beitang Jinyu said, but he suddenly thought of Gao Weihu in his mind, now that she is free, no one can interfere with her, she ...... What do you think?

"Your Majesty, Fang Cai Xiufang sent the palace clothes when he was canonized." Xu Hanyun said a little shyly, thinking of the canonization in a few days, the joy in her eyes couldn't be hidden.

Beitang Jinyu saw her so happy, and said: "It's good that the palace costume is ready, and it will be canonized in three days." ”

I don't know why, Xu Hanyun always felt that his voice was a little stunned, but when she raised her eyes to look at him, his expression was clear and nowhere to be found.

She still wanted to say something to Beitang Jinyu, but he got up and said, "Concubine Xu, eat more by yourself, I will go to deal with official business." ”

After saying that, Beitang Jinyu turned around and walked away, leaving Xu Hanyun with a lost look in his eyes.

In the past, she didn't feel that the harem was lonely, she only saw the supreme favor and scenery, but now that she has stepped into the deep palace, she knows what it feels like.

She remembered Xiao Ruyan's words in her mind, and when she first came to look for it, she looked at her face and asked herself with a smile: "Hanyun, are you willing to enter the palace and live the life of that master?" ”

"Three days later, there will be a hundred flowers banquet, as long as you learn the amazing dance, I will definitely help you become the emperor's favorite concubine, and the scenery will be infinite from now on."

"Mother, but you have tried so hard to be good to the slave maid, what do you ask for?" She remembered that she asked this at the time, Xiao Guiren smiled, a little ruthlessness flashed in her eyes, and she said: "Ask for a pleasure, now Concubine Zhen is more and more arrogant when she is favored, but she is not as good as you in terms of appearance, your dancing posture is so outstanding, if the emperor sees you, he will definitely like it, and when you become a favorite concubine, as long as you think of the palace's good to you, help the palace frustrate her spirit." ”

Now it seems that everything is as Xiao Guifei expected, in the eyes of outsiders, she is indeed the emperor's favorite concubine, and she is becoming more and more arrogant in front of Concubine Zhen, but Beitang Jinyu is ...... to herself

There is only pity, and there is never liking.

Xu Hanyun sometimes thinks about it, but she doesn't understand why Beitang Jinyu named herself a concubine? Is it really because of his somewhat similar appearance, and that ...... An imperfect dance?

In the past few days in the Zichen Palace, Beitang Jinyu has never had intimate actions towards her, and even the title is alienated Concubine Xu, he has never been to the Qingyue Palace, but sent someone to carry a sedan chair to pick her up every day, he just wants to bluff to show his favor, so that everyone thinks that she is favored by the emperor.

But the person who really won the emperor's favor was not her, nor them.

Liu Yingjiang had already gotten up to knock on Le Yao's door, and it didn't take long for Le Yao to open the door, and the two sat down together in the gazebo, not knowing what they were talking about.

Wu Qingfeng looked at Gao Weihu and asked softly, "Miss Gao, Le Yao...... She ......"

"Huh?" Gao Weihu asked suspiciously, Wu Qingfeng hurriedly waved his hand and said, "It's nothing, I just want to ask Le Yao what's wrong?" She seems to be a little depressed these days. ”

"Liu Gongzi is talking to her, and the bell must be tied to the bell." Gao Weihu said, there was a little sigh between the words, she had always been able to detect a little bit of Le Yao's thoughts about Liu Yingjiang, but she and Liu Yingjiang generally thought that it was a kind of dependence, but now it seems that it is already an obsession of Le Yao.

Obsession hurts people the most.

In the pavilion, Le Yao held the teacup tightly, a little restless, lowered her eyes and didn't look at Liu Yingjiang, and Liu Yingjiang's warm voice sounded in her ears: "Le Yao, do you remember the first time we met?" At that time, it was in Chang'an, and now I think about it for a few months, from spring to summer. ”

Le Yao nodded, and did not speak, Liu Yingjiang continued: "You have been by my side for the past few months, and I am very used to listening to Brother Liu's call to me, and I also treat you as a relative. ”

"Sister?" Le Yao's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she slowly looked at Liu Yingjiang, a little ungodly: "You have always regarded me as a sister, haven't you?" Do you ...... Have you never known my affection? ”

"Maybe I know, but I can't bear to expose and destroy that friendship, and I don't know much, maybe the feelings are clear." Liu Yingjiang said, with a little sadness in his eyes.

Le Yao's tears fell, and the smile in her eyes was sad, making people feel distressed.

"Yes, the authorities are clear, just like you don't know how deep my affection for you is, Sister Gao Weihu won't know how much you fell for him, you are a cold and arrogant poison doctor, you have become not like yourself for her." There was ridicule and sadness in Le Yao's words, and no one understood the powerlessness in her heart.

"I've always been like this." Liu Yingjiang said: "Just when I met her, I found my true self." ”

"Liu Yingjiang, do you have to stimulate me?" Le Yao looked at him with a little depression.

"Le Yao, I just hope you understand, don't be obsessed anymore, there are thousands of people in this world who are worthy of your love, it shouldn't be me." Liu Yingjiang said in a low voice: "What I delivered to Gaowei Lake can't be recovered, and I haven't thought about taking it back, why do you torture yourself anymore?" ”

Le Yao smiled sadly and said: "Yes, there are thousands of people in this world, why do I look at you alone, and I only look at you......"

And you refuse to love me.

Her tears were surging down, and the crying gradually couldn't be suppressed, Liu Yingjiang handed her a Jinpa, Le Yao didn't refuse this time like last time, because she understood that she couldn't wait for his gentle voice to soothe her, nor could she wait for his tenderness.

If Gao Weihu was like tears falling like rain, he would definitely not just hand out a brocade hand.

However, she ...... It's Le Yao.

Le Yao wiped away her tears, trying to calm her emotions, and she asked in a low voice, "You...... Don't you think I'm annoying? ”

"No, it won't." Liu Yingjiang shook his head and said, "I just hope you can be happy." ”

"But you won't love me." Le Yao looked at Liu Yingjiang, Liu Yingjiang just wanted to say something, Le Yao stretched her lips and smiled: "It's okay, you don't have to feel ashamed, and you don't have to feel any burden in your heart, it's all my own will." ”

Liu Yingjiang poured a cup of tea for Le Yao and said, "Le Yao......"

"Can I still call you Brother Liu? As before. Le Yao laughed, there were still tears in her eyes, she would rather have an identity by his side than lose it all.

"Naturally." Liu Yingjiang took a sip of tea slowly, and a faint smile appeared on his lips.

"Brother Liu, I'm ...... in the end One last question. Le Yao hesitated for a moment and asked, "You...... Are you really not afraid of giving everything and being completely let down? ”

Liu Yingjiang lowered her eyes and smiled, looked at Gao Wei Lake in the garden, and said softly: "What if you are afraid, what if you are not afraid, only if she is by my side, I can rest assured." ”

The light in Le Yao's eyes dimmed suddenly, not that feeling of disappointment, but like the entire galaxy being completely darkened, falling into boundless despair.

At this moment, she suddenly understood that she didn't love Liu Yingjiang as much as Liu Yingjiang loved Gaowei Lake.

But...... She never thought of giving up, it was just a gamble, and she couldn't afford to lose.

A little determination flashed in Le Yao's eyes, and she slowly showed a smile.

Le Yao raised her eyebrows and said: "The palace is not suitable for me, I am afraid that my fiery temper will offend everyone, how good the rivers and lakes are, to be a chivalrous and righteous woman, at ease." ”

Wu Qingfeng smiled happily: "Le Yao, do you really think that the rivers and lakes are so easy to explore?" If you are not careful, you will lose your life. ”

"Don't worry, I'm with Brother Liu, and I have my own kung fu, who else dares to take my life?" Le Yao said a little proudly, and Wu Qingfeng also said, "I'...... I will also protect you, although my kung fu is not as good as Brother Liu, but I will definitely be able to protect you. ”

Le Yao was stunned for a moment when she heard this, looked at him and said, "You protect me?" ”

"Yes." Wu Qingfeng said with a bit of seriousness, Le Yao hooked her lips and smiled, her eyes calmed the sourness in her heart, and she smiled: "Your martial arts may not be as good as mine." ”

Wu Qingfeng's gaze fell on Le Yao's injured arm and said, "Your wound is almost healed, and when your wound is healed, you will know whose martial arts are more powerful." ”

"I'm not afraid of you." Le Yao said with a smile, clearly seeing the bright smile in Wu Qingfeng's eyes, he said: "Then I have to step up my cultivation, this plague has taken most of my martial arts away, if I don't practice martial arts well, I'm afraid I will really lose to you." ”

"Your body ......" Le Yao looked at him with some concern and said, "Brother Liu, did you say when it will be cured?" ”

"Not yet." Wu Qingfeng looked at his right hand and said, "But my body is already quite well, and I couldn't even pull a sword before." ”

Le Yao's heart was a little sour, and she saw Wu Qingfeng still smiling brightly.

"That'...... Brother Liu will definitely develop an antidote for you. "Le Yao actually didn't count it in his heart, Brother Liu can cure all kinds of poisons and heal everyone, but I didn't expect this epidemic to be so difficult.

Wu Qingfeng scratched his head and smiled a little silly, he said, "I'...... I suddenly didn't want to be cured. ”

"Huh?" Le Yao looked at Wu Qingfeng with some doubts, and saw that he said hesitantly: "If I get better, I will go back to Beishumen......"