That night, after she fell asleep, he opened the yellowed notebook, picked up the pen, and wrote down an English word in the dim light.

ending。

happy ending。

Everything he recorded was to be able to successfully open her heart smoothly and to remind himself not to do anything that would make her unhappy.

He remembered today's dinner, closed the notebook that had been turned over, lay down beside her, and imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

She was more enthusiastic tonight than ever.

It's her giving back to him.

She is trying to respond to his feelings.

That's enough.

This was something he didn't dare to hope for in the past, especially when Chu Yanchen was alive.

While the person was alive, he carefully restrained his steps, marginalized himself, and tried not to do anything that would affect her mood. He can see her laughing, he can see her happy, and that's more important than anything else.

Because that's what she wants, and once she confesses her feelings, it will only become a burden for her.

However, he must admit that he really is not a good person.

is as despicable as him, and now he gradually can't remember Chu Yanchen's appearance.

He was the first to accept the fact of Chu Yanchen's death.

From the moment Chu Yanchen entered the black hole, he understood one thing.

Since that man has left, whether it is death or otherwise, as long as Chu Yanchen 'leaves', he no longer deserves to occupy any place in her heart.

Now there is still a part of Yaya's heart that he has not broken through the Pure Land, which belongs to Chu Yanchen's domain. However, the rest of his life is still long, he is a very greedy person, and he will erase all traces of that man's existence bit by bit.

will make Yaya become Yaya who belongs to him alone.

He took her hand.

For the rest of my life, I'm looking forward to it.

……

Someone asked Su Nianchu, what does he like about Qi Suya, and why does a man with a character like him like Qi Suya?

When they were young, the Su family faced a tragedy, both parents died, and only their brother and uncle Su Yanbai survived. That tragedy was caused by Su Nianchu, because he was flamboyant, because he was young and frivolous.

Later, he tried to change, he erased his five senses, as if he had closed off all emotions.

However, conceit is carved into the bones.

He's always been conceited!

Woman?

He doesn't care, those women don't deserve it, they are as conceited as he is, and no woman can walk side by side with him.

He delves into people's hearts and is also good at dissecting himself. So he knows better than anyone else that he is bad, ugly, dark, and filthy in his bones. He lived a cold-blooded life, even like a monster.

Those people in the Jiang family, does he care? Yes, but only in general, not very much. If someone in his family is killed, he will fight back and retaliate. But not out of their own feelings, but in the name of 'family'.

He has always been very sober and sensible, so he knows that he is dangerous, so before he is close to madness, before he is inhumane, when no one knows, he has personally put layers of shackles on himself.

Until one day, when he met her, he heard the sound of the shackles breaking.

Why love her? Maybe it's because of emotion.

When she is in a desperate situation, she can still smile and encourage those around her, no matter how much she encounters, even if there is injustice, she is still struggling in her own way. She thinks she's going with the flow, but her subconscious mind keeps going against the current.