Chapter 230: Don't Complain
"Jing Bai, are you complaining about him?"
Su Yihuan actually didn't want Su Jingbai to carry such emotions, after all, this is a lifelong thing, if he resents that man all his life, then his path will not be happy, he wants to make Su Jingbai happy, not let him hate a man so autisticly, thinking about her makes him a little sad.
Su Yihuan wanted Su Jingbai to have a healthy growth environment, not such a resentful growth environment, so she tried to speak comfortingly.
"Jing Bai, are you really complaining about him?"
Su Jingbai shook his head, he didn't know what to say about his current mood, he just felt that the man was too much, and he actually lost his mother and hurt his mother.
Su Jingbai couldn't forgive his dad at all, no, that man didn't want to call him dad at all.
Su Yihuan saw that his resistance was a little big, so he was silent for a while and spoke.
"It's not that your father doesn't want us, there are too many misunderstandings here, you are too young, you don't understand the misunderstandings here, so you can't blame your father for this matter, maybe your mother is also responsible."
"But this matter has passed, I don't want you to be unhappy because of these things, Mom hopes that you can live this life happily, don't have too much pressure and burden, your mother will pave the road ahead of you, so you don't have disgust, okay?"
Su Yihuan's voice gently comforted the little boy in his arms, and after Su Jingbai listened to her words, he still nodded, but Su Yihuan still found it difficult to see his reluctance.
Su Yihuan didn't ask him to understand what he meant immediately, so she touched Su Jingbai's head, soothed her mouth and continued.
"Mommy knows you may not understand what Mommy is thinking now, but when you grow up, you may understand. Love and marriage are not things that a person can think about, maybe my mother just loved the wrong person at the beginning, and your father didn't love your mother, so my mother escaped like this to liberate herself, you know? ”
"If mom continues to deceive herself all her life, mom will be miserable for a lifetime, so both of them will suffer, so mom is doing this for her own good, so don't blame your dad anymore, okay?"
Su Jingbai raised his eyes to look at Su Yihuan, a pair of big eyes flashed, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes.
He looked at Su Yihuan as if he was observing something, and then he silently spoke again, "Mom, don't you really blame Dad?" ”
After listening to his words, Su Yihuan smiled and shook his head, "If I blame him, I won't come back here, I just don't think there is any need for two people to do this." Since your dad doesn't like me, then I won't choose to love him anymore, you have to know that love is a matter of two people, so this matter is so good. ”
Su Yihuan thought of something a long time ago, she lowered her head and touched Su Jingbai's head, she spoke.
"Jing Bai, you didn't want to see your father before, and it was because you resented your father, so you didn't want to see him?"
Su Jingbai nodded after listening to Su Yihuan's words, and then shook his head again, Su Yihuan didn't understand what he meant, "What do you mean by nodding and shaking your head?" ”
Su Jingbai touched for a long time before he spoke, "I just think that he has never raised me and can't be regarded as my father, so I don't want to see him, and I don't want my mother to be sad." ”
Although Su Yihuan was asking if he wanted to see his father every time, every time he said this, he just knew that his mother was definitely unhappy, so Su Jingbai didn't want to make Su Yihuan sad, and he didn't want to see Li Cheng'an, which was part of the reason. 89 Books
Part of the reason is that he doesn't want to see this father, if he sees his father, has other children or has a happy family, then he will definitely be even more uncomfortable.
So he didn't want to see his father, he didn't tell Su Yihuan about this, only he knew, although he was still very young, he was very smart and knew a lot of things.
Good and evil are right and wrong, maybe he doesn't understand, but he still knows a lot about the twists and turns, maybe he just follows his father.
Su Yihuan saw that he didn't speak, so he didn't ask, and then spoke.
"Jingbai, you have to think about it, after we leave here this time, you may never see him again, if you really want to see him, then you tell your mother, even if you don't want to see him in person, then we can look at him from a distance." After listening to her words, Su Jingbai nodded.
Su Yihuan actually thought the same way, and it was okay to look at it from a distance and not let Li Chengan find out about it.
At least if Li Chengan doesn't find out, then he won't know that he exists.
Didn't he ever wonder if this child was his? And Su Jingbai doesn't look like him at all, maybe he won't recognize this as his child at all.
Su Yihuan smiled bitterly, and then she was about to put these thoughts behind her, she said to Su Jingbai.
"When you go back, you are not allowed to tell your grandfather these things, is today's matter our secret?"
After Su Yihuan said this, seeing Su Jingbai nodding obediently, Su Yihuan kissed him on the head, and then spoke.
"Jing Bai is so good, my mother took you to dinner, what do you want to eat?"
After Su Yihuan left there, he felt that he still couldn't starve the child, so he took Su Yihuan to eat something, Su Jingbai glanced at Su Yihuan, and then whispered.
"Hot pot." As soon as Su Jingbai finished speaking, Su Yihuan's eyes widened, this kid really likes hot pot, and he wants to eat hot pot wherever he goes.
But let's satisfy him once when I see him so unhappy today, she looked at Su Jingbai seriously, and just when Su Jingbai thought that his mother was going to refuse, she saw Su Yihuan nodding and then said solemnly.
"Hot pot is fine, but you have to eat less and eat more clear soup pot."
After listening to Su Yihuan's words, Su Jingbai immediately became happy, he lowered his head and imprinted a kiss on Su Yihuan's face, and then spoke.
"Thank you, Mommy."
Su Yihuan was happy when he saw him so easily, smiled, and thought to himself that this was still a child after all.
It's so coaxing.
Su Yihuan took Su Jingbai to eat the most authentic hot pot in Yancheng.