That night, I don't know why I revisited the movie "The Girl We Chased Together in Those Years".

There will probably be a girl like Shen Jiayi in every boy's heart.

Xu Qing said that compared to that kind of girl, her dream lover since childhood was Chen Haonan, she longed to be the woman of her eldest brother, followed her eldest brother from Causeway Bay all the way to Tsim Sha Tsui, and indulged in love and freedom all her life.

You think I'm the kind of girl that many people chase, but in fact, I'm more like Lin Zhenxin in "My Girlhood", I want to revolve around the person I like all day long, and I am brave enough to chase if I like it, what's so embarrassing.

She told me that she was actually very lonely when she was a child, and that almost no one wanted to come near her because of her status.

People will say, "She is not short of money, how can she understand the sadness of our people."

Or: "Play with us and if you fall, we'll all be miserable."

She gives others valuable things, but others will think that she is looking down on her, and when she cries, others will say that the eldest lady is coquettish again.

Maybe only when she goes back to a long, long time ago, when everyone around her was still a child, will she have a moment of happiness.

She hated her status as the daughter of a rich family, and she hated that her father used to be an underworld. She hated her father even more for abandoning her mother when he had another woman, even if she didn't even look at her at the last moment of her life.

Since then, she has always been forced by her father to learn some so-called advanced etiquette, or to learn the hobbies of those celebrities. She was forced to play the piano, she was forced to participate in some wine banquets, in the name of being good for her, but it was all the selfish father who made up for the lack of his background, but he could never be washed away in Xu Qing's eyes.

She also finally went to an aristocratic school, the kind of place where fish and dragons are mixed. She is not happy, but who can she tell when she encounters troubles? She can only become strong, become strong, and become arguing, but she often hurts herself.

On those days, she met Tao Yuan by chance.

That day, she was shopping alone as usual, and accidentally collided with a man. Looking at the cold Xu Qing, the man suddenly became irritable, and seeing that she was alone, he simply vented all his unhappiness on her.

He raised his hand to hit Xu Qing, but was stopped by Tao Yuan, who saw it. At that time, Xu Qing looked at this towering and tall man and fell in love with it at a glance.

Maybe she's too lacking in love. Tao Yuan is a very sunny boy. He was afraid that Xu Qing would have another accident, so he personally sent her home.

At that time, Xu Qing thought to himself that he was the knight he had always been looking for. She won't let go no matter what.

And in the next few contacts, he came to pick her up from school, take her to eat, and go for a ride.

She especially liked the feeling of hugging the man in front of her in the back seat of the motorcycle.

Tao Yuan was a recent vocational school graduate, but he relied on his talent for writing programs and soon became a technical consultant at a large mobile phone store.

can be regarded as having a firm foothold in the city, but what Xu Qing admires most is that he is the resident singer of a local bar and the lead singer of the band.

A pair of smoky voices singing sad songs always made Xu Qing cry, and she felt that it was crying with joy.

He took Xu Qing to the place where he lived, although it was a dilapidated place like a drum tower. But Xu Qing didn't dislike it, and felt that such a life was very envious.

He cooked for Xu Qing to eat, taught her to play Ji and write code, but Xu Qing couldn't learn anything, because her attention was all on this handsome man.

Gradually, the two got better, Xu Qing changed him to the best guitar equipment, and gave her a more advanced computer. And he took Xu Qing to see the art exhibition, went to the beach to blow the wind, and promised her to travel to Yunnan and Dali together.

But the good times did not last long, due to fierce competition, Tao Yuan's company failed to raise funds, and the capital chain was broken. He soon lost his job, so he began to get very busy and busy, and the girl who stuck to her all day became a burden.

In fact, Xu Qing wanted to help him, and even gave him money to start a business, but he didn't accept it, but thought that he was looking down on him.

There was a growing lack of communication, and they began to have no common topics until they finally broke up.

She knew that in the end, Tao Yuan met the girl who gave him luck – Zhou Ying. Zhou Ying relied on his friends to give him an interview, and finally he successfully applied for the position of product development manager.

And she guessed that Zhou Ying and him should have met in a bar, after all, both of them like music.

And Xu Qing was just forced to learn piano, but he didn't have much affection for music.

At that time, this dream in her heart was shattered, no one would take her on a trip, no one would take her away from that sad world.

She reverted to her cold appearance, and she felt that the world was a joke.

All I knew was why she always looked so cold when I met her.

In fact, there is a demon under the appearance of an angel, and there will also be an angel under the mask of a demon.

I don't know if one day I will become the second Tao Yuan and stay away from her. But I know I'm the only point of light on her dark star now.

There are too many people in this world who need warmth, and not everyone can find another opposite star by looking at the moonlight.

At the end of the day, she suddenly asked me, "Will you be the knight I was looking for?" "

I thought about it for a while: "I want to be a prince more, I can have more wealth, we will not only go to Dali, I will take you all over China."

She took my hand and leaned quietly on top of me, "Okay, this is our constant promise, let's pull the hook." "

Then she smiled at me with her little finger out, and I will always remember that promise.

The sky began to blink again, and the living room lights cast our shadows on the wall. The one on the right said to the one on the left, "Don't be afraid, I've come to protect you."

She said that she was like in an idol drama, making a wish to a meteor and making a beautiful wish.

But there were no shooting stars tonight, but I knew there was a big plane tree nearby.

So I took her hand and found the tree, which seemed to have weathered the weather, and the dry trunk could still grow so tall. I think a lot of people have told it about it.

Legend has it that the sycamore tree is the only place where the phoenix bird lives, so write down the people, things and things you think about on paper and bury them under the sycamore tree, and you can fulfill your wishes.

She looks serious with a pen, just like me chasing my dreams barefoot, innocent and cute.

This is why we who don't believe in Buddhism always ask God to be fair, because it's cute.

"So your story is so tearful, so homesick?"

We sat on the stairs with no poems and wine, only stories.

"Maybe, one day when I'm tired of flying, I'll go back."

She looked at me with tears in her eyes, but at the same time smiled as if to tell me, "Are you afraid that I will go?" I've been paying rent for two years, so I won't let you go so easily. "

"Do you know what my criteria were before I met you?"

I looked ahead, the breeze was blowing across my face, and the world was wonderful.

"What, isn't it white and beautiful with long legs?"

I watched calmly as she suddenly got up and met the light from the lighthouse.

"Actually, I have only one request, and that is to be poorer than me."

She gave me a calm look and quickly stood up, "It seems that we are all non-covenanters, and breaking the contract is a must for transitional adults." "

"And what do you guess my dream girl is like?"

She patted me on the shoulder with her hand and leaned on top of me like a lazy cat.

"I guess it's a big brother like Chen Haonan, which fits your cool style."

Because she said it herself, but sad people seem to have selective amnesia, and she doesn't remember it at all.

"Yes, but it's changed now, it's a silly teenager."

I know she's talking about me, but let him always be a vague shadow so that no matter what he becomes, he can still fit into it.

I hugged her tightly, like a pair of twilight friends, watching the sun set.