Chapter 192: Actually, You Understand (3)
I haven't known what it's like to be single-minded about my feelings, maybe it's because I've never loved before......
However, when you have found this feeling, you already have the answer in your heart, and this answer is becoming clearer and clearer in your heart, rather than becoming more and more vague~
But what I am most afraid of is self-deception, and even I am deceiving my own heart. I knew that there would be no result in doing this, but I had to be stubborn like this, for the sake of that ethereal feeling.
Everyone is destined to have their own road, each road may form an intersection with other roads, the days of this intersection may be very long, long to several years and decades, or very short, only a few seconds, if you rely on the feeling in your heart to take your next road, is this really reasonable?
Everybody has a different answer, everybody has a different approach, so that there are very different answers, and every different path is produced........
Murong Holy Lord sighed, he didn't expect that this nephew's temper and personality were the same as his own, and he suddenly thought of how he felt when he first met the first emperor.
There is a feeling that even if it is just a moment, it will be remembered for a lifetime. I remember the first time I met the Immortal Emperor, that day was a rainy day, because I didn't bring an umbrella, I was walking on the street very down, but at that time, there was a paper umbrella on my head, and my body was already wet, and I felt very warm at that moment, and I slowly raised my head and saw the delicate side face of the man next to me, but I didn't know that he was today's saint.
The days have passed quickly, and now that the first emperor has been gone for more than 20 years, perhaps the appearance of the first emperor in his heart has been very vague, but the feeling he gave himself at that moment has never been forgotten.......
And isn't the niece in front of you the same person she was back then? It's a bit ridiculous, but it's true.
At an age when love is beginning to bloom, perhaps you already know how to love yourself and how to love others. This feeling will more or less hurt yourself, but it will be worth it for the sake of that moment.
"Auntie can understand your feelings, so I won't force you to do it, what you don't want to do, if in your heart, you still feel that Shangguan Weiming is your love, then my aunt will help you" Murong Holy Lord was still thinking rationally about the pros and cons of this matter. But when I saw my former self, it seemed that everything had changed, and perhaps it was worth doing to let my niece pursue the happiness she wanted again.
When Murong Huantao heard these words from the aunt in front of him, the whole person was a little incredible, originally thought that the aunt was afraid of the authority of the princess of the demon clan, so she would not deal with this matter, but now it seems that the aunt is her aunt after all, and she will always stand on her side, thinking of this, her eyes are full of gratitude......
At this moment, tears actually came out, I had never wanted to be grateful to someone so much, I couldn't control my emotions at this moment, it seemed that I had never known my aunt correctly before.....
"Auntie, thank you".
"Silly boy, as long as it is what you want, our Murong family will give it to you, you have to go towards what you want in your heart!"
Ziling and the others finished breakfast happily, as if as long as they could stay quietly by Shangguan Gongzi's side, it would be a very happy thing, but happiness is happiness, and it is true that they eat less!
In any case, you must maintain the image of a lady in front of Shangguan Gongzi, and a lady is not allowed to eat more, and suddenly I feel a little sorry for my stomach, alas! It's hard for the child.
"Master, do you eat so little? Just full? Really?? Duan Wuluo asked three times, it was incredible, on weekdays, the amount of food the master was equivalent to two men, today is not uncomfortable, could it be that the injury last time has not healed, and this time it has recurred? Thinking of this, he was a little worried for a moment, so he added, "Master, has the old injury recurred?" Do you need me and Shangguan Gongzi to help you heal your injuries? ”。
When Ziling heard these words from the apprentice in front of her, the handkerchief in his hand that was wiping his mouth was already ready to move, saying that he was stupid, he was really stupid, and he spoke regardless of the occasion? Shangguan Gongzi can be next to him!
"I'm full, I usually eat very little, this is something that everyone knows very well!" I suddenly remembered the last time I experienced the flower thief, it was because I sat next to Shangguan Gongzi for dinner, so I ate less, and I had to come out for some supper at night, and I survived at that moment, and now if I let my apprentice poke out a leg, I really want to give him the feeling of peeling and cramping!! So he motioned to him with his eyes, I really don't know if this fool can understand!
Duan Wuluo scratched his head with his hand, subconsciously nibbled on the chicken leg, and then questioned his face, "Master, this chicken leg is very delicious, and it tastes like last night!" Didn't Master eat it very well last night! Why has it changed now? ”。
If Ziling had a grenade in his hand now, he really wanted to throw it at his head, and he would know that this fool didn't understand! So he could only say awkwardly with a smile: "When did I eat chicken thighs last night?" It's obvious that you're eating chicken legs! I don't usually eat at night! "Now I really want to find a crack in the ground to get into, my own life of wisdom is almost ruined on the apprentice's body, others are looking for apprentices to show off their own life of wisdom, and looking for apprentices by themselves is to let the apprentice ruin his own reputation, alas!! How hard is it......
Just when Duan Wuluo wanted to say something, Ziling immediately secretly made a spell below to shut him up.
Then he turned around and smiled awkwardly at Shangguan Gongzi, "Shangguan Gongzi, don't listen to his nonsense!" My appetite is very small, you know, my apprentice doesn't do good things every day, pure rumors, and one day I really have to find an opportunity to clean him up! ”。
Duan Wuluo is really dumb now, he can't say what he is suffering, he wants to speak, but he finds that his tongue has lost the function of speaking, it seems that all this is what the master did in the back. But looking at Master's gaze at Shangguan Gongzi, does Master care about Shangguan Gongzi very much? Maybe all this is done for Shangguan Gongzi to see.
"Yes, you always ate very little when I ate with you before" Shangguan Weiming remembered what happened a few times ago, but it was like this.
Ziling has just escaped, her personality crisis has not completely collapsed, and she really has to find an opportunity to clean up her apprentice!
Ke'er was completely able to understand the princess's mind on the side, so she didn't interject a word and kept nodding beside her, looking at Duan Wuluo and almost laughing.
"Shangguan Gongzi, you come out with me, I have something to say to you" Ziling has to lead Shangguan Gongzi outside first, away from this fool no matter what, Duan Wuluo will always control the atmosphere, and then make himself very embarrassed, and he still doesn't realize it, this is the most important, no, the most fatal!
After the two of them walked out of the house, Ke'er began to laugh on the side, "Isn't it stupid?" Don't you see that the princess is very different from Shangguan Gongzi? The princess just wants to behave nicely in front of Shangguan Gongzi, not only do you not understand, but you also ruin the atmosphere and give you some punishment! ”。
Duan Wuluo wanted to nibble on the chicken legs, but his mouth couldn't open, I have to say, Master's spell is really powerful, it seems that he can't talk nonsense in the future~~
The two of them came out outside, Ziling came to a tree, and the wind blew the leaves on the tree to float around.
"Master Shangguan, in fact, I have already heard what my apprentice said, you will make the Murong Holy Lord and the Shangguan family dissatisfied by doing this, it seems that things are not as simple as I imagined, you must be under tremendous pressure now, right?"
Shangguan Weiming didn't expect that the stupid girl in front of him would understand so many truths in an instant, and it seemed that she must have asked a lot about the human race, but I really hope that she doesn't know anything, so that she won't have any worries.
"Who are you listening to? There is no such thing! In fact, it's a very simple thing, as long as Murong Holy Lord says a word, I can get rid of the previous family business! It's just that I don't know why they're so troublesome, so annoying" I just hope to make it more playful, and be able to integrate into the world of the demon princess, the outside world has been disturbed enough, and it is necessary to be more sincere in front of this girl.
Ziling could hear that Shangguan Gongzi had a lot of pressure in his heart, but he was unwilling to share it with himself, it must be very hard for him to bear so much pressure silently.
However, I accidentally heard a sentence in my heart, and I have broken away from the entire Shangguan family? Is this true?
"Shangguan Gongzi, you told me so early, why did you suddenly come here?" Ziling wants to confirm this matter, no matter what, she can't make Shangguan Gongzi suffer because she is alone, it is a situation that she doesn't want to see anyway, Shangguan Gongzi has sacrificed too much for himself.
Shangguan Weiming was obviously a little hesitant, he didn't want to talk about the things in his family, he just hoped that the happy things could be shared with the girl in front of him, and those painful things were unnecessary.
"No! Why do you have to speculate, it's just that I miss you a little, so I came here unconsciously, my father is the prime minister of Shangguan, and the prime minister of Shangguan will not easily cut off relations with me, he only has one son" Shangguan Weiming said with a smile.
But the answer Ziling heard in her heart was obviously not like this, it was obvious that Shangguan Gongzi was lying to himself, just to not worry about himself?
"If Shangguan Gongzi is tired one day, I will always welcome you here, as long as you come, my door will always be open, I will always be your retreat, if one day you want to change places, then we will go to the demon clan, the demon clan has a lot of fun and interesting places, they are all waiting for Shangguan Gongzi to go" Ziling may be able to do only this, the human race did not expect that there would be so many rules and regulations, must be unified standards to be able to pass these rules and regulations, those with personality can not be passed, But will Shangguan Gongzi smooth out the edges and corners and pass through it?
Shangguan did not know that the path he chose was not wrong, and he would not give up the path he chose because of the doubts of others, he chose it himself.